hEy.. today.. ard 12++pm.. CHONG BOON MSG ME!!! hehez.. although its just happy national day to u.. but im so delighted and excited about it! =)
Then he also asked me if im taking my Os this yr.. heez.. so caring.. haha.. im not thinking too much.. well, its really great for someone u like to msg u.. it may just be a msg.. but it means so much.. and is able to brighten your day.. or even weeks.. months.. ~ heeheez..
HAPPY 39th NATIONAL DAY TO SINGAPORE & U!
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
Friday, August 06, 2004
Meeting Mr Bernard Chew.
okiex people.. the more they ask me.. the more they investigate about this matter.. im getting more and more pissed off! Today.. Jianli looked for me in canteen at ard 2pm.. guess wad! it is definitely something bad right!!!! duhz.. Mr Bernard Chew (discipline master) wants to see me.. see!! i knew it!!! So i went to the HOD room.. n looked for him. wahh.. he was sitting at the rear right area.. wahh.. his table is in a total mess! haha.. reali!! =x it is full of piles of worksheets!!! he asked me to sit down.. n i sat down.. n oh gosh.. the air-con is blowing DIRECTLY at my face.. wah piang seh.. COLD!!!! haha..
He asked me what happened.. n i told him. He laughed n said he believe me becoz i wrote FIVE PAGES of defence statement.. haha!! i reali spent quite some time writing.. He said this is the very first time he received a yellow form with 5 pages of facts! haha.. =) i told him because i was not afraid to hide anything.. and i still believe i might missed out certain points.. he laughed.. haha.. he said becoz usuali the students will be too afraid to write wad reali happened.. so they actuali wrote very little.. to miss out all the parts which they had done wrong. But for me.. im true to myself n others.. so i wrote out all that had reali happened.
okiex.. so we went on talking n talking.. we even talked about social studies stuffs such as source-based Qns.. haha!! he said tat if im in his class.. it will definitely be a lot of laughters.. coz i lk to argue mah.. n usuali hav diff. views from ppl.. well, so our conversation actuali dragged very long.. he kept telling me about life.. that life is alwayz unfair.. im so angry that why do teachers able to gib students this yellow form to accuse them being definant n when students find teachers unreasonable, students cant do anything!!!.. n Mr Chew was kept xplaining to me that it is like that.. she is holding the posting of a teacher.. therefore she is definitely able to issue me this form. stupid right.. of coz i shot back lah.. i said if this form can hapili issued to anyone the teacher finds in wrong.. den the meaning of this form will be gone.. ehheez.. he didnt say back anything about that. =) At the beginning.. Mr Chew actuali wanted to point that im definant by asking if i were angry when im at the parade sq.. i said yes.. so if u r angry.. is there a possibility that u showed the teacher ur angriness, by ur speech or action. i said yes. then.. haah! i clever! and i added on "but Mr Chew, look infront.. the yellow form stated that im defiant in 4e1 classroom.. hence, it actuali got nothing to do with the parade sq stuffs.. i wrote it down to let u know wad reali happened." hehez!! I WON!! =) and he didnt say anything about it too.. So he said he believe me n is not going to write anything under the column 'action taken'.. =) i was extremely cold at that time.. somehow trembling loh!! not becoz im scare.. becoz of the air-con.. he knew it.. but did not adjust.. duhz!!! Mr Chew told me that the teacher will also be questioned about wad happened.. juz that we as students dont know it.. well, he told me some of the consquences i might face if im going to pursue this matter.. he asked me to think about it n let him know..
Our conversation last for 1hr 30mins!! 2pm-3.30pm.. wahh.. long right! haha.. i even told him im mature enough to think.. i spoke very loudly in the HOD rm.. wanting all the teachers to know about it.. coz im not wrong.. n i stressed on this sentence the most "SHE IS NOT FIT TO BE A TEACHER!" hahaha.. shoick seh.. =) So Mr Chew left the HOD Rm with me.. he went to look for that EEEEE~ to speak to her.. den i looked for Ms Low.. to asked if she can make it for tml.. coz that EEEE~ said wana meet us tml after sch... Mr Low brought me once again to the HOD Rm n looked for Mdm Yasmin.. They spoke awhile n Ms Low told me not to worry n concentrate on my EL Oral.. and if tml's meeting is still on or postpone.. she will let me know tml.. gdgd.. n Ms Low even said many teachers are unhappy about that EEEEE~ wanting to meet all the students present at the parade sq that day.. muz be due to our studies n Olevel coming mah.. she still giv us so mani problems.. duhz!!! ahaaha.. Mdm Yasmin still scanned me.. as in her eyes looked at me from feet to head.. maybe want to see if im a 'ah lian' or wad.. and IM NOT! so she smiled at me.. ehhez =) nice ah.. of coz nice to me lah.. im RIGHT! =P
okie okie.. den i went back to class for infocus.. that was quite late le.. ard 3.45pm.. some of my classmates asked me wad happened.. thanks for their concerned.. but im too lazy to xplain every single bit.. so sorry if i sounded ofensive to u.. =) plz understd me.. im pestered by tis sickening thg.. im sick of it! n im not letting it distract me from studying! =P
Okie.. so i walked home after infocus.. well, wads in my mind it 'to pursue.. or not to pursue.. not to pursue.. or to pursue..' hmm.. i get a lot of opinions from my frenz.. thanks for that.. but in my opinion.. the final conclusion i hav when i reached my home is.. TO PURSUE! Because, if Jianli is to apologize to her for shouting.. then she should apologize to me for shouting at me TWICE when im not wrong! Furthermore, she accused me of being defiant. Therefore i want to pursue this matter.. I want her to apologize to me.. in my class! well, of coz.. i will consult Ms Low first n see how is it.. i believe they will ask me not to.. due to my Os.. but now the matter is getting bigger each day.. i shld continue to pursue since im not wrong.. n see wad consquences she's going to bear at the end.. RIGHT?! hehez.. okie, thr will definitely be more stuffs coming up.. stay tuned to my blog to find out more.. haha! =)
He asked me what happened.. n i told him. He laughed n said he believe me becoz i wrote FIVE PAGES of defence statement.. haha!! i reali spent quite some time writing.. He said this is the very first time he received a yellow form with 5 pages of facts! haha.. =) i told him because i was not afraid to hide anything.. and i still believe i might missed out certain points.. he laughed.. haha.. he said becoz usuali the students will be too afraid to write wad reali happened.. so they actuali wrote very little.. to miss out all the parts which they had done wrong. But for me.. im true to myself n others.. so i wrote out all that had reali happened.
okiex.. so we went on talking n talking.. we even talked about social studies stuffs such as source-based Qns.. haha!! he said tat if im in his class.. it will definitely be a lot of laughters.. coz i lk to argue mah.. n usuali hav diff. views from ppl.. well, so our conversation actuali dragged very long.. he kept telling me about life.. that life is alwayz unfair.. im so angry that why do teachers able to gib students this yellow form to accuse them being definant n when students find teachers unreasonable, students cant do anything!!!.. n Mr Chew was kept xplaining to me that it is like that.. she is holding the posting of a teacher.. therefore she is definitely able to issue me this form. stupid right.. of coz i shot back lah.. i said if this form can hapili issued to anyone the teacher finds in wrong.. den the meaning of this form will be gone.. ehheez.. he didnt say back anything about that. =) At the beginning.. Mr Chew actuali wanted to point that im definant by asking if i were angry when im at the parade sq.. i said yes.. so if u r angry.. is there a possibility that u showed the teacher ur angriness, by ur speech or action. i said yes. then.. haah! i clever! and i added on "but Mr Chew, look infront.. the yellow form stated that im defiant in 4e1 classroom.. hence, it actuali got nothing to do with the parade sq stuffs.. i wrote it down to let u know wad reali happened." hehez!! I WON!! =) and he didnt say anything about it too.. So he said he believe me n is not going to write anything under the column 'action taken'.. =) i was extremely cold at that time.. somehow trembling loh!! not becoz im scare.. becoz of the air-con.. he knew it.. but did not adjust.. duhz!!! Mr Chew told me that the teacher will also be questioned about wad happened.. juz that we as students dont know it.. well, he told me some of the consquences i might face if im going to pursue this matter.. he asked me to think about it n let him know..
Our conversation last for 1hr 30mins!! 2pm-3.30pm.. wahh.. long right! haha.. i even told him im mature enough to think.. i spoke very loudly in the HOD rm.. wanting all the teachers to know about it.. coz im not wrong.. n i stressed on this sentence the most "SHE IS NOT FIT TO BE A TEACHER!" hahaha.. shoick seh.. =) So Mr Chew left the HOD Rm with me.. he went to look for that EEEEE~ to speak to her.. den i looked for Ms Low.. to asked if she can make it for tml.. coz that EEEE~ said wana meet us tml after sch... Mr Low brought me once again to the HOD Rm n looked for Mdm Yasmin.. They spoke awhile n Ms Low told me not to worry n concentrate on my EL Oral.. and if tml's meeting is still on or postpone.. she will let me know tml.. gdgd.. n Ms Low even said many teachers are unhappy about that EEEEE~ wanting to meet all the students present at the parade sq that day.. muz be due to our studies n Olevel coming mah.. she still giv us so mani problems.. duhz!!! ahaaha.. Mdm Yasmin still scanned me.. as in her eyes looked at me from feet to head.. maybe want to see if im a 'ah lian' or wad.. and IM NOT! so she smiled at me.. ehhez =) nice ah.. of coz nice to me lah.. im RIGHT! =P
okie okie.. den i went back to class for infocus.. that was quite late le.. ard 3.45pm.. some of my classmates asked me wad happened.. thanks for their concerned.. but im too lazy to xplain every single bit.. so sorry if i sounded ofensive to u.. =) plz understd me.. im pestered by tis sickening thg.. im sick of it! n im not letting it distract me from studying! =P
Okie.. so i walked home after infocus.. well, wads in my mind it 'to pursue.. or not to pursue.. not to pursue.. or to pursue..' hmm.. i get a lot of opinions from my frenz.. thanks for that.. but in my opinion.. the final conclusion i hav when i reached my home is.. TO PURSUE! Because, if Jianli is to apologize to her for shouting.. then she should apologize to me for shouting at me TWICE when im not wrong! Furthermore, she accused me of being defiant. Therefore i want to pursue this matter.. I want her to apologize to me.. in my class! well, of coz.. i will consult Ms Low first n see how is it.. i believe they will ask me not to.. due to my Os.. but now the matter is getting bigger each day.. i shld continue to pursue since im not wrong.. n see wad consquences she's going to bear at the end.. RIGHT?! hehez.. okie, thr will definitely be more stuffs coming up.. stay tuned to my blog to find out more.. haha! =)
Thursday, August 05, 2004
EEEEE!
hEy.. guess wad! i received a YELLOW FORM from miss low today.. well, i suspect it is issued by that bloody EeEe~ On the top right hand corner is the word 'defiance'.. hmm.. i heard from SiYi.. Chong Xun.. Kenneth that this form is a some sort of a statement of the offences i hav made. It will be keyed into my data in the computer. It will be a black mark for me.. even when im out to look for job.. they will also know about me being defiant.. but.. the problem is.. I DID NOT DEFY EEEEEE ANYTHING WAD!! She herself, didnt mention wad manner means prepared to go home.. so i stood up lah.. cannot meh?! standing up also shows that i want to go home right.. arggG!! okiex.. so on this form.. im supposed to write a statement.. to defence myself of wad reali happened that day.. I m kinda pissed off with the form.. why if she thinks that im wrong... i will be pinned down by this form.. n when its her fault.. she gets nothing!!! no punishment.. no action taken.. n can happily go around the sch telling them lies!! (Exp. telling her class that 4E1 is noiser than them.) She is such a pain!!
Jianli got the form too.. for his is shouting.. well.. we went to asked Ms Low about it. She said that the form will not be submitted so soon.. the teachers involved (Ms Low, Mr Singh, Ms EEEEEEEE, Mdm Yasmin) will go thru' it n decide if to submit it or not. hmMm.. okiex, so i hav to write to defend myself..
After infocus, Jianli n me went to the office to look for Mr Hafiz.. he's on our side.. he also made fun of EEEE's name.. haha! so funny!! Mr Hafiz told us that the Sec1 pupils are writing a petition to send this EEE off.. see?! this proves that we r right.. =) okiex, Mr Hafiz was angry that we got the yellow form. He wanted to speak to Micheal toh about it.. but i told him that it is not comfirm to be submitted. Therefore, he said if it is to be submit, inform him and he will talk to Micheal Toh for us.. =) so nice to have a teacher on ur side.
So.. i reached home.. bathed.. on my comp.. and started writing this 'composition'.. sick man!!! IM NOT WRONG!!! arggGG..!!! The statement is about 4pages long.. n it is a summaried one.. haha! i guess i missed out some points too.. too mani manx.. how to recall all? =P i started writing at 5.30pm n ended at 7.30pm. TIRED SEH>>>!! my last few lines are "If she is persistent about this matter, i will not give in too. The truth will be revealed soon!" haah!! not bad right?! hehezz.. okiex.. juz let u hav a look at the yellow form n full scape papers i hav written on. =)
HAHAa.. wana fight with me?! arguE wiTh mE?! win mE?! dOnt takE ur TeachEr posting to talk to me lah.. i m a fair person! i will speak justice with u.. =)
okiex, im tired.. tired of writing letter n typing.. cya!
Jianli got the form too.. for his is shouting.. well.. we went to asked Ms Low about it. She said that the form will not be submitted so soon.. the teachers involved (Ms Low, Mr Singh, Ms EEEEEEEE, Mdm Yasmin) will go thru' it n decide if to submit it or not. hmMm.. okiex, so i hav to write to defend myself..
After infocus, Jianli n me went to the office to look for Mr Hafiz.. he's on our side.. he also made fun of EEEE's name.. haha! so funny!! Mr Hafiz told us that the Sec1 pupils are writing a petition to send this EEE off.. see?! this proves that we r right.. =) okiex, Mr Hafiz was angry that we got the yellow form. He wanted to speak to Micheal toh about it.. but i told him that it is not comfirm to be submitted. Therefore, he said if it is to be submit, inform him and he will talk to Micheal Toh for us.. =) so nice to have a teacher on ur side.
So.. i reached home.. bathed.. on my comp.. and started writing this 'composition'.. sick man!!! IM NOT WRONG!!! arggGG..!!! The statement is about 4pages long.. n it is a summaried one.. haha! i guess i missed out some points too.. too mani manx.. how to recall all? =P i started writing at 5.30pm n ended at 7.30pm. TIRED SEH>>>!! my last few lines are "If she is persistent about this matter, i will not give in too. The truth will be revealed soon!" haah!! not bad right?! hehezz.. okiex.. juz let u hav a look at the yellow form n full scape papers i hav written on. =)
HAHAa.. wana fight with me?! arguE wiTh mE?! win mE?! dOnt takE ur TeachEr posting to talk to me lah.. i m a fair person! i will speak justice with u.. =)
okiex, im tired.. tired of writing letter n typing.. cya!
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
MS EEEEEE!!!
hEy.. guess wad happened juz now?! haha.. well.. if u wana know.. then continue reading.. =) okiex, its infocus time! SICK! we will be having Ms Jaqueline Ee to monitor us.. Oh My gOd! .. but we got no choice.. n u know wad..!!! she doesnt allow us to stand up.. even when Ammar waned to coach weekeat.. duhz!!! after Ammar's xplaination.. she allowed.. but 5mins onli!!! hahaa!! so lame right??!! coach ur frenz also hav time limit!.. stupid..~
okiex.. its 4.30pm alreadi.. she sat on the chair with her stuck-up face.. n she said.. she's waiting for us to be prepared. So.. i packed my things n stood up.. while the rest sitting down.. well.. obviously in a minute or so she called out my full name.. so nice to call meh?~ duhz.. she said why m i standing.. in a DAMN RUDE MANNER.. well, i told her in the best manners i can hav at tt time that i was showing her that im prepared.. prepared to leave the class.. =) haha.. she argued back of coz.. .. den lata she said.. "if u stand up means u r prepared.. then why r the rest sitting down?" haha! n u know wad!!! THEY REST STOOD UP IMMEDIATELY! haha.. n Kesther shouted in a 'buay song' manner for our class to say thanks.. haha! den we left the class.. well, there r other class ppl outside our classrm juz now.. watching wads going on.. hmm.. im not reali proud of myself or wad lah.. i juz wana show my feelings to her.. not wrong ritez? haha.. n i left the class saying "i love u all!" hehez.. when they stood up.. that moment.. i didnt feel that im alone! thanks class! =)
So all of us left happily.. but!! when im somewhere near the staircase that leads to the hall, OMG! saw her again.. n of coz.. she shouted out my FULL name once again.. so nice to call meh?! haha! so i approached her.. hmm.. she asked me to follow her.. im not afraid to look into her eyes.. im juz sick of looking at her stuck-up, buay song, attitude face! okk.. so i went to the flag pole with her.. n some of my classmates saw.. n followed.. THANKS FRENZ! =) Oyah.. some of the 4e3 ppl (exp, Adrian) also saw n came down to support.. haha! THANKS TOO! =)
Okiex.. the first Qns she asked me was.. wad pri sch im from.. den wad class i was in since sec1.. whose my form teacher since sec1.. hmm.. i answered her.. den lotz of frenz crowd ard us.. haha.. n started asking her the reason 4 asking me to stay back with her.. okiex.. she said a lot of stuffs.. like she wants to know our class 'culture'.. something lk how teachers usually dismiss the class.. i xplained.. a lot of them also helped to xplain.. but she still keep asking again.. wahh.. i was kinda 'pek che'.. i xplained sooo mani times.. haiyooO.. my frenz were all asking her to let me go home.. haha! but she didnt of coz.. thanks frenz! =) ok.. den WHAT REALLY PISSED ME OFF IS THIS!!! SHE ASKED FOR MY CCA.. N I TOLD HER IS SJAB!.. SHE WAS SHOCKED.. COZ SHE IS NOW THE NEW SJAB TEACHER (SUAY!).. THEN I TOLD HER THAT I WAS IN THE MUSIC RM LAST SAT FOR THE POC.. SHE SHLD ROUGHLY KNOW WHO M I.. DEN SHE SAID SHE LEFT EARLIER BECOZ SHE CANNOT STAND PPL CRYING!!!!!! (FAIRUS, IF U R READING THIS.. BLOODY HELL RIGHT?!! THE NXT FEW BATCHES OF SJAB CADETS WILL HAV A HARD TIME!!!) MY MY!!! wad the FUCK!! =x cant stand ppl crying?! now im wondering if she has a mammalian heart anot! den she Questioned me about teaching cadets.. BLOODY HELL!!! I INSTRUCTOR FOR 2YRS OKIE!!! HOW DARE SHE QNS ME!!! she said that we shld hav the difference between cadets n instructors (so do teachers n students) n that we cannot be soft to them... OMG!! THIS IS SO WRONG! .. we should also be soft to the cadets.. n of coz.. i gav her some examples.. if we as instructors know that the cadets r tired n thirsty.. we will lower our tone n ask them "do u all want water break?".. n of coz they will shout as loud as they can saying yes.. SEE!!! we cannot alwayz b so hard.. that does not solve the problem.. u wont make ur cadets willing to learn from u.. but make them hate n curse u.. really wad.. may it be instructors n cadets or teachers n students.. we r also frenz.. juz that we muz know the limit as in not to violate the rules of sjab or sch rules.. in this way, the cadets will respect the instructors n the students will respect the teachers! okiex.. im reali angry about sjab stuffs..
okiex.. den she wanted me to gib her my feedback of her.. well i said it..her tone expressions.. n attitude! wah.. sounds familiar ?? haha (onli sjab nursings know wad it =) okiex.. well.. she's RUDE! then she carry on comparing us with students in Eastspring.. stupid right?! duhz.. if she dont lk it she can leave this sch n go Eastspring..
wahh piang.. den it was 5.30pm.. ONE HOUR PASSED!!! oyah.. forgetting to mention Jianli.. well, he could not control his temper again.. n i tried my best to hold him down.. reali scare to see him lk tt.. coz i dont reali want to make this matter big.. its actuali small.. if we will nve meet this Ms ee.. or got nothing to do with her! =P okiex... so Kesther helped to ask her to let me off.. but she wants me to write a letter.. about all feedback stuffs.. but i dont want! i do not want to waste such time writing.. i rather post my blog! haha.. okiex.. so i told her i will meet up with her this Sat 12.30pm outside General Office. =) i guess i will tell Ms Low about it bah.. hmm maybe tt EEEE will tell Ms Low about it.. who knows =)
So we left.. n saw Mr Hafiz at somewhr near the Pri sch gate.. oh man.. he stopped us n asked why we haven go home to study his test.. haha! i almost said out.. but luckily didnt.. n stopped by Fatmah.. but went off rather quickly then.. n told my parents.. n u now wad! My Dad said i wana 'Hao lian'.. cannot stand him seh!!! he juz quarrelled with my sis coz of this 'hao lian' thing n now he's saying me... wads thr 4 me to hl?! i juz cannot stand it.. n wana show her my view?! is it wrong to hav this courage to say out?! ... arggg.. made me mad ah him!
okiex.. got to hav my dinner now.. i wont starve becoz of her! =P sickening.. EEEEE!!! LAst of all, tHankS tO all my frEnZ.. or maybe some i alsO dOnt knOw.. =) ThaNk U!
okiex.. its 4.30pm alreadi.. she sat on the chair with her stuck-up face.. n she said.. she's waiting for us to be prepared. So.. i packed my things n stood up.. while the rest sitting down.. well.. obviously in a minute or so she called out my full name.. so nice to call meh?~ duhz.. she said why m i standing.. in a DAMN RUDE MANNER.. well, i told her in the best manners i can hav at tt time that i was showing her that im prepared.. prepared to leave the class.. =) haha.. she argued back of coz.. .. den lata she said.. "if u stand up means u r prepared.. then why r the rest sitting down?" haha! n u know wad!!! THEY REST STOOD UP IMMEDIATELY! haha.. n Kesther shouted in a 'buay song' manner for our class to say thanks.. haha! den we left the class.. well, there r other class ppl outside our classrm juz now.. watching wads going on.. hmm.. im not reali proud of myself or wad lah.. i juz wana show my feelings to her.. not wrong ritez? haha.. n i left the class saying "i love u all!" hehez.. when they stood up.. that moment.. i didnt feel that im alone! thanks class! =)
So all of us left happily.. but!! when im somewhere near the staircase that leads to the hall, OMG! saw her again.. n of coz.. she shouted out my FULL name once again.. so nice to call meh?! haha! so i approached her.. hmm.. she asked me to follow her.. im not afraid to look into her eyes.. im juz sick of looking at her stuck-up, buay song, attitude face! okk.. so i went to the flag pole with her.. n some of my classmates saw.. n followed.. THANKS FRENZ! =) Oyah.. some of the 4e3 ppl (exp, Adrian) also saw n came down to support.. haha! THANKS TOO! =)
Okiex.. the first Qns she asked me was.. wad pri sch im from.. den wad class i was in since sec1.. whose my form teacher since sec1.. hmm.. i answered her.. den lotz of frenz crowd ard us.. haha.. n started asking her the reason 4 asking me to stay back with her.. okiex.. she said a lot of stuffs.. like she wants to know our class 'culture'.. something lk how teachers usually dismiss the class.. i xplained.. a lot of them also helped to xplain.. but she still keep asking again.. wahh.. i was kinda 'pek che'.. i xplained sooo mani times.. haiyooO.. my frenz were all asking her to let me go home.. haha! but she didnt of coz.. thanks frenz! =) ok.. den WHAT REALLY PISSED ME OFF IS THIS!!! SHE ASKED FOR MY CCA.. N I TOLD HER IS SJAB!.. SHE WAS SHOCKED.. COZ SHE IS NOW THE NEW SJAB TEACHER (SUAY!).. THEN I TOLD HER THAT I WAS IN THE MUSIC RM LAST SAT FOR THE POC.. SHE SHLD ROUGHLY KNOW WHO M I.. DEN SHE SAID SHE LEFT EARLIER BECOZ SHE CANNOT STAND PPL CRYING!!!!!! (FAIRUS, IF U R READING THIS.. BLOODY HELL RIGHT?!! THE NXT FEW BATCHES OF SJAB CADETS WILL HAV A HARD TIME!!!) MY MY!!! wad the FUCK!! =x cant stand ppl crying?! now im wondering if she has a mammalian heart anot! den she Questioned me about teaching cadets.. BLOODY HELL!!! I INSTRUCTOR FOR 2YRS OKIE!!! HOW DARE SHE QNS ME!!! she said that we shld hav the difference between cadets n instructors (so do teachers n students) n that we cannot be soft to them... OMG!! THIS IS SO WRONG! .. we should also be soft to the cadets.. n of coz.. i gav her some examples.. if we as instructors know that the cadets r tired n thirsty.. we will lower our tone n ask them "do u all want water break?".. n of coz they will shout as loud as they can saying yes.. SEE!!! we cannot alwayz b so hard.. that does not solve the problem.. u wont make ur cadets willing to learn from u.. but make them hate n curse u.. really wad.. may it be instructors n cadets or teachers n students.. we r also frenz.. juz that we muz know the limit as in not to violate the rules of sjab or sch rules.. in this way, the cadets will respect the instructors n the students will respect the teachers! okiex.. im reali angry about sjab stuffs..
okiex.. den she wanted me to gib her my feedback of her.. well i said it..her tone expressions.. n attitude! wah.. sounds familiar ?? haha (onli sjab nursings know wad it =) okiex.. well.. she's RUDE! then she carry on comparing us with students in Eastspring.. stupid right?! duhz.. if she dont lk it she can leave this sch n go Eastspring..
wahh piang.. den it was 5.30pm.. ONE HOUR PASSED!!! oyah.. forgetting to mention Jianli.. well, he could not control his temper again.. n i tried my best to hold him down.. reali scare to see him lk tt.. coz i dont reali want to make this matter big.. its actuali small.. if we will nve meet this Ms ee.. or got nothing to do with her! =P okiex... so Kesther helped to ask her to let me off.. but she wants me to write a letter.. about all feedback stuffs.. but i dont want! i do not want to waste such time writing.. i rather post my blog! haha.. okiex.. so i told her i will meet up with her this Sat 12.30pm outside General Office. =) i guess i will tell Ms Low about it bah.. hmm maybe tt EEEE will tell Ms Low about it.. who knows =)
So we left.. n saw Mr Hafiz at somewhr near the Pri sch gate.. oh man.. he stopped us n asked why we haven go home to study his test.. haha! i almost said out.. but luckily didnt.. n stopped by Fatmah.. but went off rather quickly then.. n told my parents.. n u now wad! My Dad said i wana 'Hao lian'.. cannot stand him seh!!! he juz quarrelled with my sis coz of this 'hao lian' thing n now he's saying me... wads thr 4 me to hl?! i juz cannot stand it.. n wana show her my view?! is it wrong to hav this courage to say out?! ... arggg.. made me mad ah him!
okiex.. got to hav my dinner now.. i wont starve becoz of her! =P sickening.. EEEEE!!! LAst of all, tHankS tO all my frEnZ.. or maybe some i alsO dOnt knOw.. =) ThaNk U!
Monday, August 02, 2004
ChOnG bOon'S BdaY
yEah.. tOday iS CHONG BOON'S BIRTHDAY!! hehez.. guess wads the 1st thg i did this morning?? hehe hehez.. yeah, sms him!!! haha.. i wish him happy birthday, alwayz handsome smart n cheerful.. hehe.. den he replied me twice saying thanks.. hehe!!! i was thinking he might hav deleted my hp no. from his hp.. but he didnt ask who m i.. so this indicates that he has my hp no. in his hp~~ heheez.. so nice.. =)
okiex.. then went to my aunt's house at ard 10.30am.. becoz today is the day which my grandfather died.. went thr n had a kind of gathering with my cousins.. wah piang.. and they had a lot of funny funny questionings.. something like black magic stuffs.. ahaha! and i managed to solve 2!! clever ah? haha! =x but there is still one that i cant solve.. till now.. is about wad 'if now im at Seng Kang.. then i go Hougang.. after that whr will i go?'.. and the ans is 'kang kang lah' duhz.. i dont understd??!! ahah.. anione know this trick??!! tell me the ans leh.. haha.. then my biao di, long long go play my hp.. n sent 'hello dear' to shenhong!!! OMG!!! he anyhow send one.. argGGG!!! i scolded him for wasting my money n ruining my repuitation.. n he gave me 10cents!!! haha.. funny ah.. but dotz.. n i hav to xplain to shenhong.. duhz..~ luckily my biao jie, jiafen was holding on to his hp.. n sent the same msg to someone named Alestier.. haha!!! serve him right ah! the gal replied saying 'r u crazy or r u crazy?' wahahaha!! =P
AftEr thAt.. wEnt to Century Sq to hav coffee with some of my aunts n cousins.. ard 4pm reached home..
Haiyo.. this weekend nve touch homework at all.. dont hav hmwk right? only Chem tys which need to pass up nxt nxt week mah.. hmm.. yah.. i think so~ okiex lohx.. cya!
okiex.. then went to my aunt's house at ard 10.30am.. becoz today is the day which my grandfather died.. went thr n had a kind of gathering with my cousins.. wah piang.. and they had a lot of funny funny questionings.. something like black magic stuffs.. ahaha! and i managed to solve 2!! clever ah? haha! =x but there is still one that i cant solve.. till now.. is about wad 'if now im at Seng Kang.. then i go Hougang.. after that whr will i go?'.. and the ans is 'kang kang lah' duhz.. i dont understd??!! ahah.. anione know this trick??!! tell me the ans leh.. haha.. then my biao di, long long go play my hp.. n sent 'hello dear' to shenhong!!! OMG!!! he anyhow send one.. argGGG!!! i scolded him for wasting my money n ruining my repuitation.. n he gave me 10cents!!! haha.. funny ah.. but dotz.. n i hav to xplain to shenhong.. duhz..~ luckily my biao jie, jiafen was holding on to his hp.. n sent the same msg to someone named Alestier.. haha!!! serve him right ah! the gal replied saying 'r u crazy or r u crazy?' wahahaha!! =P
AftEr thAt.. wEnt to Century Sq to hav coffee with some of my aunts n cousins.. ard 4pm reached home..
Haiyo.. this weekend nve touch homework at all.. dont hav hmwk right? only Chem tys which need to pass up nxt nxt week mah.. hmm.. yah.. i think so~ okiex lohx.. cya!
Sunday, August 01, 2004
SJAB POC!
WoOOoO yOoOO~~ TODAY IS ST JOHN AMBULANCE BRIGADE PASSING OUT CEREMONY!!! wahaha.. walked into sch happily with St john U.. ahha! so long nve wear.. bit weird ah.. but PROUD! haha.. took the Eng test first.. then later.. ard 9.15am.. Joanna called me.. since no teacher was in the class tt time.. i answered.. n guess wad!!! she said SIR PHILIP IS HERE!!! OH MY GOD! i shut my phone immediately n reacted lk a nutz!!! now come to think of it.. kinda paiseh ah.. haha! i was jumping up n down.. rushing Angela n Fatmah.. wahhaa!!! den i quickly took off my earings (haven take off coz actuali wana take a photo of us in sj U lk we rebelling) haha.. but no time.. so i made use of the limited time to make myself look gd!! wahaha.. then reached canteen le.. so xcited.. went over to peep at PHILIP! wahaha.. den of coz.. my std ppl forced me to hormat(salute) him.. haha.. i did it! =) hehe he look smart! ! i love it! wahhaa.. okok.. den i took out my digi cam again.. then started taking pictures in the Music Room.. wahh.. first time poc at music room..
Well, i was damn tired.. guess wad! i run here run thr.. run ard the rm taking photos of philip.. then Vanessa n me had to come up with a impromtu message.. so i was taking pic.. den ran back to my seat n check out the speech with Van.. wahh.. tired! well, at1st abit weird ah.. dont know how to react to her.. but i tried my best.. n it turns out to be gd.. we are normal.. haha of coz normal.. i mean.. we talked normally.. n its better then lastime.. with her new attitude.. okiex, den of coz.. i 'hao lian' the pic of philip which i had taken.. hahaa!!! everyone was happy 4 me.. hehehe i hope so ah! aniway, i was VERY DELIGHTED! SHOCKED! EXCITED! okiex.. then there is this slide show prepared for us.. wahh piang... they put the photo of CHONG BOON n ME!!!.. argGgg!!! put thr couple somemore!!! wahhaaha.. i was happy! but.. philip is thr leh... hehe.. i flower heart ah! haha.. the photos reminded me of the hardships we had.. the pain.. the sorrow.. of coz the love.. the fun.. the joy! i was so touched by that.. almost cried..
Then it was time for the speeches.. it started off with the std2s.. saying about their instructors n stuffs.. i looked at Van.. ahah! forcing her to cry.. but i nve noe.. when Siauling went up.. she started crying.. n tt spike my tear gland.. n i started crying too.. oh manx.. i didnt xpect it to be sooo emotional.. wad Siauling said touched my heart.. her speech was impromptu too.. but reali.. made me recall the times we spent during their JNCO.. in the bus..having flag day.. wah.. den my tears cant stop... i carried on.. n it was Melissa... haha! i was also EXTREMELY touched too.. becoz.. Melissa is indeed a special cadet.. she showed a lot of attitude to us.. n of coz gav us lots of troubles.. haha! but to see her up on the stage .. hear her saying thanks.. oyah! she mentioned me... n called me CPL!!! duhz.. wahh.. i said out loudly 'wah u demote me ah' .. she still dont get it.. ahha! until Xiu Hui tells her.. duhz! well, SO SWEET! o.. then it was Van n me.. duhz.. we walked up there.. with tears in our eyes.. ahha! i started off.. den go one side n cry.. haha.. den Van's turn.. say a bit.. cry! wahaha.. den we went on saying about std2s n std3s.. crying also! haha.. n the std3s said i made them cry ah.. haha! =) tts my motive =P cry cry cry.. we went off.. den Angela, HweeChin had thgs to said.. so i went up with them again.. once again, CRY! haiz.. sad.. to leave the corps.. we realli had a lot... been thru so much a normal sec4 student wouldnt hav been..
Then the end.. Mdm Sim n Sir Philip went up the stage again to give their speech (this was impromptu also).. they were touched by us.. n was surprised that it would turn out to be SOOO EMOTIONAL~ Mdm Sim gave each of us (nursings=girls only) a hug.. so nice.. i almost cried out again.. then we went down to the canteen for refreshments.. haha! only the fishballs r nice.. tts all! =P then i went to talk to the std1s.. n then the std3s.. haha i was so afraid tt Philip would leave when i nve notice.. so i went up to him!!! wahahah! n said "Sit, u wont go off so early rite? coz we wana take pic with u." haha! n he replied with a smile "sure!" ahaha!!!! wahh.. my heart was... melting at tt time.. heez..
Then went off to take some food.. n took pictures!!! quite a lot.. but most of them with Marissa ah.. my stupid cam.. half way thru no batt!!! duhz!!! they said its becoz i showed the philip pics to everyone.. ahhaa! well, i hope Mari send me quickly...!!! i cant wait..
After the ceremony.. we went to the wooden tables outside SJ rm to take our Physics test.. wahaha!! i guess we were party-ing loh! we had lots of crackers.. n drinks which Sir Fairus.. n some std3s passed it to us.. haha.. we were eating, doing n TALKING! at the same time.. ahaa.. cheating lah.. heez.. then Mdm Sim saw.. she quite lenient to us.. but of coz remind us not to talk lah.. haha.. but we still DID! haha.. After the test.. Van went home.. maybe she's afraid the atmosphere might b weird bah.. but ok lah.. now we dont mind liao mah.. aniway, then Angela, HweeChin, Joanna n me went to Delifrance.. we laughed n talked about all that happened during the poc.. heez.. philip.. =x okiex, today's a long post.. im happy.. reali! im touched too.. if zhengqiang or shenghong reading this.. i would lk to appologize.. sorry tt i didnt invite them to take the pic with us.. coz i nve see them.. n was over the moon.. den totally 4got about them.. sorry!!! i really appreciate this event.. Thanks to all who have contributed n helped to organised.. THANK YOU~ I HAD A WONDERFUL TIME!
Well, i was damn tired.. guess wad! i run here run thr.. run ard the rm taking photos of philip.. then Vanessa n me had to come up with a impromtu message.. so i was taking pic.. den ran back to my seat n check out the speech with Van.. wahh.. tired! well, at1st abit weird ah.. dont know how to react to her.. but i tried my best.. n it turns out to be gd.. we are normal.. haha of coz normal.. i mean.. we talked normally.. n its better then lastime.. with her new attitude.. okiex, den of coz.. i 'hao lian' the pic of philip which i had taken.. hahaa!!! everyone was happy 4 me.. hehehe i hope so ah! aniway, i was VERY DELIGHTED! SHOCKED! EXCITED! okiex.. then there is this slide show prepared for us.. wahh piang... they put the photo of CHONG BOON n ME!!!.. argGgg!!! put thr couple somemore!!! wahhaaha.. i was happy! but.. philip is thr leh... hehe.. i flower heart ah! haha.. the photos reminded me of the hardships we had.. the pain.. the sorrow.. of coz the love.. the fun.. the joy! i was so touched by that.. almost cried..
Then it was time for the speeches.. it started off with the std2s.. saying about their instructors n stuffs.. i looked at Van.. ahah! forcing her to cry.. but i nve noe.. when Siauling went up.. she started crying.. n tt spike my tear gland.. n i started crying too.. oh manx.. i didnt xpect it to be sooo emotional.. wad Siauling said touched my heart.. her speech was impromptu too.. but reali.. made me recall the times we spent during their JNCO.. in the bus..having flag day.. wah.. den my tears cant stop... i carried on.. n it was Melissa... haha! i was also EXTREMELY touched too.. becoz.. Melissa is indeed a special cadet.. she showed a lot of attitude to us.. n of coz gav us lots of troubles.. haha! but to see her up on the stage .. hear her saying thanks.. oyah! she mentioned me... n called me CPL!!! duhz.. wahh.. i said out loudly 'wah u demote me ah' .. she still dont get it.. ahha! until Xiu Hui tells her.. duhz! well, SO SWEET! o.. then it was Van n me.. duhz.. we walked up there.. with tears in our eyes.. ahha! i started off.. den go one side n cry.. haha.. den Van's turn.. say a bit.. cry! wahaha.. den we went on saying about std2s n std3s.. crying also! haha.. n the std3s said i made them cry ah.. haha! =) tts my motive =P cry cry cry.. we went off.. den Angela, HweeChin had thgs to said.. so i went up with them again.. once again, CRY! haiz.. sad.. to leave the corps.. we realli had a lot... been thru so much a normal sec4 student wouldnt hav been..
Then the end.. Mdm Sim n Sir Philip went up the stage again to give their speech (this was impromptu also).. they were touched by us.. n was surprised that it would turn out to be SOOO EMOTIONAL~ Mdm Sim gave each of us (nursings=girls only) a hug.. so nice.. i almost cried out again.. then we went down to the canteen for refreshments.. haha! only the fishballs r nice.. tts all! =P then i went to talk to the std1s.. n then the std3s.. haha i was so afraid tt Philip would leave when i nve notice.. so i went up to him!!! wahahah! n said "Sit, u wont go off so early rite? coz we wana take pic with u." haha! n he replied with a smile "sure!" ahaha!!!! wahh.. my heart was... melting at tt time.. heez..
Then went off to take some food.. n took pictures!!! quite a lot.. but most of them with Marissa ah.. my stupid cam.. half way thru no batt!!! duhz!!! they said its becoz i showed the philip pics to everyone.. ahhaa! well, i hope Mari send me quickly...!!! i cant wait..
After the ceremony.. we went to the wooden tables outside SJ rm to take our Physics test.. wahaha!! i guess we were party-ing loh! we had lots of crackers.. n drinks which Sir Fairus.. n some std3s passed it to us.. haha.. we were eating, doing n TALKING! at the same time.. ahaa.. cheating lah.. heez.. then Mdm Sim saw.. she quite lenient to us.. but of coz remind us not to talk lah.. haha.. but we still DID! haha.. After the test.. Van went home.. maybe she's afraid the atmosphere might b weird bah.. but ok lah.. now we dont mind liao mah.. aniway, then Angela, HweeChin, Joanna n me went to Delifrance.. we laughed n talked about all that happened during the poc.. heez.. philip.. =x okiex, today's a long post.. im happy.. reali! im touched too.. if zhengqiang or shenghong reading this.. i would lk to appologize.. sorry tt i didnt invite them to take the pic with us.. coz i nve see them.. n was over the moon.. den totally 4got about them.. sorry!!! i really appreciate this event.. Thanks to all who have contributed n helped to organised.. THANK YOU~ I HAD A WONDERFUL TIME!
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