giving up on philip

Yoz.. u guyx can start calling me Rose.. muhahaha!! (I remmber saying these lastime after watching Titanic also) When i watched Titanic last night, (which i was supposed to study) i felt as if im totally 'suck' into watching the show. I was juz wanting to watch maybe the first part.. but i went on, of coz. heez.. I watched Titanic 3times! muhaha.. and i cried 3times! =x hehe.. i find it extremely romantic.. Jack is handsome n Rose is pretty. I love the part when Rose asked Jack to draw a picture of her wearing the sapphire necklace ONLY! wee wee!! so nice right.. haha naked infront of someone u love.. and of coz the part where they made love inside a 1960s kind of car. haha! So touching right.. owww' =x haha! and of coz i always cried at the same part of the show.. the scene where Jack died. He was frozen. So sad!!! Then Rose told him that she will nve giv up and let go of him.. So stupid ah!! Then he sank into the sea!!!~ SO POORTHING! sad ah.. why he died...''' haha.. if it happens to me ah.. i'll die with Jack ok! Since they did everything (haha u know what i mean) already, then they shldnt be afraid to die.. and rather they shld b happy that they can die together.. as chinese often said "bu neng tong nian tong yue tong re shen, dan yuan tong nian tong yue tong re si" =) Sweet awww''' haha!
Nxt thing i wana tell u guys is i met Philip. and lizhen!!! duhz.. 19/09 We met at Sakae Sushi East Point.. He saw me too!!! and he was looking at me.. haha he recognise me .. we juz met during the SJAB POP mah.. but i was sooo sad that he was with lizhen!!! so i act as if i didnt see him.. and carried on talking to my cousin.. awww''' and now i regret!!! i should have talk or smile at him!!! ~~~ haha.. then the next day at sch, i made up my mind. I'LL 4GET ABOUT PHILIP! and guess wad chin n angela said!!!! "iyoo.. u shld do it long ago!" DUHZ!!!! wad only.. well, i might not be able to do it so quickly.. but i'll try.
Alright.. as u know now is Prelim period.. and the worse thg that can happen during exam time is not panicking.. but.. to see Justin Toh!!! wah seh.. i cant concentrate with him walking around the hall. I'll hav the urch to look at him. haha.. im sick ah.. =P well, u noe what i mean?! The feeling is.. u see this guy from far.. u have the urch to run towards him and hug him tightly!! =x muhaha.. i shy liao lah! thats what i thought.. crazy me! He's married and is a father of 2 kids!
Hey, guess wad im telling myself this few days. "Don't ever give birth to children!" haha.. for most of u.. u shld know that im violence.. and the worse thgy is that.. im getting more n more violence.. muhahaa!! i always feel the need to kill people! muahha.. sicko?! well, of coz is to kill someone i duno or i hate lah.. and i believe, i can do it! So if i have kids.. die manx.. im going to kill them all~ muhaa.. and if they irritates me.. wahhaa.. DEAD! Furthermore, i have this 'owe me $50 000' stuck-up face.. so, this actually encourages me to be a murderer... want to know what my idealprofession last time? Prostitute!! muhaha.. easy to earn money what.. In addition it burns off fats very quickly by doing ~ haha.. well, after i gav up the thought of that, i decided to be a Professional assasin. Murdering people is my hobby, seeing ppl cry interests me and making u die infront of me is my job. How is it?! great slogen? heez.. cool right.. i think im sick. Hey Hey, i mentioned thats last time ok.. now of coz something more decent lah.. like a business lady.. etc.. =)
One more thing i need to say. I believe that when i am damn angry, whatever curse i said or thought of, will eventually happen! Exp: i curse XYZ to die.. very soon.. XYZ wanted to commit suicide or XYZ got injuried. cool huh?! Well, i've observed and i realised that its true.. whether u believe it or not it doesnt matter. But after a few incidents.. i can conclude that. Some of my close frenz , u shld know ah.. i might have told u b4. Its weird eh.. anyway, its gd in a sense! =) So better dont test me man..
Awww'' alright, update u guys some other time! Cyaz! =) Anyway, im not sick or crazy k.. heez...

sesame st

AnyOne WantS tO WaTCh SesSamE St ConcErt wiTh mE? heEz..

Venue:
Downtown East D'MarqueeNTUC Lifestyle World Downtown East1 Pasir Ris Close

Prices (exclude SISTIC Fee) :Standard - $65, $48, $38, $25

Date & Time Range:
From 23 Nov 2004 (Tue), 7.30 PM to 03 Dec 2004 (Fri), 7.30 PM 1 show each on Tue to Thu at 7.30pm3 shows each on Fri to Sun at 11am, 3.30pm & 7.30pm

Duration of Performance:
Approx 1 hr 30 mins
Interval: Approx 15 mins

prelims in progress

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prelims

Prelims coming!!!

teachers' day

HeyToday is teachers' day!.. well, guess wad i bought for the teachers.. NOTHING! Muahaha.. im not sincere, of coz~ Anyway, when we went up to our classrooms, our chairs and tables are arranged exactly the same as how it was when we were celebrating Ms Ong's farewell party. I was surprised! Not only because of the arrangement, but also the party. I wasn't informed about this party. Needless to say, i don't know that there will be cakes, tibits, drinks and of coz i'm not sure of the present for Ms Low. That does not only apply to me. SiYi, Fatmah, Angela, Lela and lots more don't know about it too. Well, i hate it. I hate the organiser of this whole crappy stuff! Wad the fuck.. U want to hav this party.. u want us to pay.. and u nve consult us about the whole thing! Since i wasnt told, then i don't hav to pay right?! bloody hell.. i could feel blood rushing thru my veins when i was in the class. UNITY??!! RUBBISH! This was done by a couple of students only!! I wanted to tell Ms Low about it.. but im afraid she might get upset, so i didnt. Isnt this shity?! I was bored! So sick! it's not fun at all!
Furthermore, during the morning assembly, we wanted to see the present. So we asked those shitty ppl to pass down. And u know wad! They replied saying "don't want lah. Ms Low coming, later she might see it.".. Wad the fuck! Afraid she might see it?!! rubbish! She will see it eventually.. but the problem is.. those who r paying will get to see it when the receiver got it. Isnt it stupid?! When Ms Low got the present.. all of us started asking her to let us see the design of the shirt. (oyah, the present was a shirt designed by some shitty ppl~ infact, i dont know who also~) The whole situation was freaking irritating. Ms Low thinks im involved with this party for her, but inactual, i dont~.. its not that i dun wan.. but there is this bitch who always takes initiative.. and damn bossy.. keep ordering us.. wad the fuck right! Bcoz of her, i lost the mood for this teachers' day thgy. It's still the best when Angela, Jeanie, Qiu xia and me went to make the weight for teachers 2yrs back. =)
OKie, so the day didnt go well of coz. Im gibin them a black face! However, after the concert, at 10.30am++, i went to the office to look for JUSTIN TOH! HEHeEHEHe! Jeanie n Xia kept pushing me to him.. arggG! i was so shy!!! hehee.. they kept asking him to accept me!! haha!! then we talked about sex somemore.. as u noe im 16.. legal for sex! muhahaa~ =) i SHOOK his hand.. hehe.. n wished him happy teachers' day.. of coz~ i held onto his hand for quite some time!! muhahaa.. relunctant to release!!! =P He asked me to study hard.. heez.. i'll.. for his sake.. =x Oyah, i didnt buy anything for him seh!! u noe why.. becoz i no longer treat him as my teacher.. but my valentine! hee.. i gav him somethg homemade for valentine's day loh =) Oright Oright.. then i took picture of him alone.. and me with him!!!! hehe.. juz outside the office.. well, guess wad!! I GRABBED HIM ARM when i stood beside him for the pic! muahhahahahaa... isnt it great.. wah seh.. den he put on my shoulder.. hehhee.... i guess he muz hav shocked by my move.. heez.. Im also quite surprised by my bold act.. =) Mayb coz i dont want to regret! hee..
After that.. i went to hav breaklunch with Angela n Carnae Koh (heehee remmber who? check out my previous posts if u duno.. heez). HAHA! I CANT STOP SMILING N RECALLING WAD HAD JUZ HAPPENED! heez.. =) (= =) (= .. LALalaALaa~ Are U happy for mE? ThankS if u r.. heez.. oright.. im not going to show u the photo! muahhaa.. im keeping for myself!! MYSELF ONLY! =O
OkOk.. i have still not recover from the happiness i've got.. haha! im so happy~ =P Well, maybe u haven take the first step.. bt aniway, i've.. and thats enough.. heez.. wad m i saying.. nutz.. oright.. see ya!~ Oyah.. i did not eat any of the 2cakes that ~~~ bought loh.. wad e fuck.. eat liao later diarrheoa ah.. so cheap... Qbread~

Joanna's house.

Tired man.. yesterday, after the band concert, went to Joanna's house to stay. HaHa.. with Angela n Hwee Chin. This is the 2nd time we spent our night together. The first time was at Hwee Chin's house. Well, we take away MacDonald to Joanna's house. Thats our dinner & lunch man!!.. Becoz we were aren't prepared for this stay, we do not hav the neccessities. Exp toothbrush. HaHa.. so we went to NTUC and bought one! hAHa.. Angela took the '1- 3yrs old' one and i took the '3 - 6yrs old'. Hahaa.. we were so paiseh to pay.. and Joanna helped us.
Reach her house at around 10.15+ pm and started eating our fries and burger. We chatted for quite some time then went to room and rest. Haha.. all 3 of us borrowed Joanna's shorts (aniway, we wore skirt to the concert). So funny ah... she has all kind of diff sizes shorts.
We started talking about Angela's tuition teacher's name. It's Carnation. haha!! then we tot of HweeChin's name - Cassandra. Then we carried on trying to change her name. We came out with 'Carnae.. nation.. CarnaeKoh.. CarnaeKohco..' hahaha!!! and finally, we decided to call her 'Carnae Koh Hwee Chin'.. hahahaha!!! SO FUNNY! it all started with the Carnation.. haha!! Chin was quite happy with the name.. wahhaa! @least we find it better then Cassandra.. Carnae Koh sounds like Japanese name.. and a bit of French.. haha! unique right!
Oright.. we talked about all sorts of stuffs.. such as boyfriends.. husbands.. breasts.. kids.. house.. future.. dreams.. and of coz.. HUNKIES! muahaha..~ We talked until 3.30am++!! haha.. then fall asleep without me realising it aniway.. heez~
Went to hav breakfast with Angela at Centuary Sq's Delifrance. Then i took a taxi home. Reached home.. bathe then start doing AMATHS!!! Bloody hell.. freaking lot loh! 4 Paper1 and 3 P2!!!.. wad about other subjects?! Don't know what maths teachers are thinking about.. they are all so selfish.. only think of their own subject.. and not others! ...~ wana help us also not by gibing us tons of Papers right.. duhz~ wadeva~ k.. gtg and do again.. SHIT!

Nevus

yOz yOz! Guess wad im surfing now.. MOLES!! muahaha.. as some of u know.. i have quite a lot of moles.. especially at my arms.. haiz.. sick right!!! ugly seh.. Just now had lunch with Angela.. we happened to talk about moles also.. haha.. so i went to check it out..
Well, scientific term for mole is nevus (pronounced as knee-vus). It is caused by a cell called melanocyte. Melanocytes are supposed to be spread around, but instead, it clots up and hence a nevus is formed. Therefore, in actual, moles are just pigment-containing skin cell.
There are 3 types of nevi - Acquired Nevi, Atypical moles (dysplastic nevi) and Congenital Nevi. The most common type of mole is acquired nevi. It starts appearing during your teen age. A person normally has 15 - 20 moles around your body. It is relatively small. It is either in black or brown colour.
Next, Atypical moles. They are slightly bigger in size then acquired nevi. The colour varies and normally has a pink background.
Lastly, congenital nevi. Mainly covers a large area of body, some whole body. Large nevi can vary greatly in size, shape, color, surface texture, and hairiness. Some are reddish-tan; others are almost black. Most are shades of brown. Some have fine downy hair; many have long, thick, darker hair. Some have a permanent "goose bump" appearance. Their colour may stay the same, lighten slowly or darken slowly over time.
Isnt it scary??!! From a small more.. and become a giant one.. wahh.. moles also have a lot of knowledge behind it. Oyah.. giant moles also can lead to a higher chance of getting skin cancer. So must be careful. Wondering wads the treatment right.. Surgical excision should be done where cancer is a reasonable concern. Improving cosmetic appearance is another reason for excision, but all surgery leaves some scarring. Smaller nevi can be "shaved off". Larger ones can be cut out directly and the wound edges sewn together. Much larger nevi may be excised in stages by taking a little more out each time until the entire nevus is removed. This is called "serial excision." Cutting out very large nevi will leave behind a raw area that is too big to be sewn together and must be covered. This can be done with a split thickness skin graft from some other normal area of the body. The skin-grafted area will have varying degrees of scarring and will usually be thinner and more fragile than normal skin.
Okok.. nice sharing with u all my 'mole' discovery.. haha! hope u all learnt somethg new from here.. cya!