Today was tiring. I'm just back after sending off my cousin's grandfather's last route. I reached the void deck with my Mom at 11.30am. Very few people were there. All the relatives were wearing the proper attire. Soon, a group of people came. They are the band. They played oldies which were very nice. Anyway, the band cost $500. Then the monk came. All the relatives were to hold a joss stick and kneel down. My cousin (Xiong Jie - Pri4) was so funny! He held the two joss sticks with his two hands separately and played with the flame. Haha! He was kneeling down at first, then squat and then sit down totally. Hee! He kept smiling to me. Haha! So adorable.
I saw the handsome man. He's the cousin of my cousin. Haha, get it? I saw him a couple of times at my cousin's house. He looks a bit like Chong Boon. He is a doctor, surprising? Hee! He's around the age of 24+. Xiong Jie knew I like him and wanted to see him. So he brought him to where i stood and signal me with his eyebrows! Wah Seh, i was shy! Haha! He kept bullying this handsome cousin and joked me. However, he has a girlfriend (whatever!) haha. Whose a nurse. She was not there as she went to London to further her studies. She will be there for 5 years! Haha! Well, a lot of things can happen during that 5 years. *wiNk Haha! NutZ me!
Alright, the whole ritual was so grand. Lots of people were present. I was so excited to see such a grand funeral. They must have spent quite a sum of money.
I was at the 'Guan Ming Shan' - temple. That's where my Kor Po's (great grand aunt) ashes are. When i reached there, i felt a great sense of belonging. Well, its not that I been there for thousand times, but I felt as if my Kor Po is there. And I'm there to see her. I ran to the gate and shouted for my Kor Po. I told her I'm taking my exams soon and may her wishes me goodluck. *almost weep
Alright, then the body was pushed inside the 'burner'. It was such a quick process. Soon the door of the 'burner' closed. And that's it! So fast! I was shocked. I thought it would be like at the Aljunied - where there will be a few ritual and the body will move in through the curtain and then move slowly into the 'burner' (which I will definitely cry). It's was quite heartbreaking to see that. Is that where life ends?
Okay, I'll stop here. Watching Singapore Idol soon. Anyway, Jerry or Christ should be out!
Friday, October 15, 2004
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
alone at home..
When I was walking to my house, I was splashed by a Indian man who was washing the floor. He smiled at me. Well, i smiled back. I was alone at home. I checked time and again to comfirm if I have locked the gate and door. I made sure I put the keys back into my bag. I called my Mom and she said she would not be back so soon.
I went to bathe. Halfway through, someone was knocking on the door outside. I was petrified. "Who can that be?" I thought. I dried myself and called my Mom. She told me that it might be some salesmen. I bathed quickly and when I was about to leave the room, I saw the Indian man outside my house. I went back into the toilet. I was trying to hide. I came out only when he left.
I went to check the gate and door once again. They were properly, safely locked. I put my keys and handphone in my pocket.
Soon, i felt dead-beat. I thought that resting awhile should be okay. I rested, and fallen asleep unknowingly. When i woke up, my Dad was home. Then, i realised i was just being overly suspicious.
I went to bathe. Halfway through, someone was knocking on the door outside. I was petrified. "Who can that be?" I thought. I dried myself and called my Mom. She told me that it might be some salesmen. I bathed quickly and when I was about to leave the room, I saw the Indian man outside my house. I went back into the toilet. I was trying to hide. I came out only when he left.
I went to check the gate and door once again. They were properly, safely locked. I put my keys and handphone in my pocket.
Soon, i felt dead-beat. I thought that resting awhile should be okay. I rested, and fallen asleep unknowingly. When i woke up, my Dad was home. Then, i realised i was just being overly suspicious.
Sunday, October 10, 2004
bitches
Well, last Sat and yEsterday we were celebrating my cousin's 21st birthday. Last Sat was held at his house. At the Melview Park. It was meant for relatives only. Yesterday was held at Safra Resort. Its a chalet mainly for his friends. Of coz, relatives were also invited. Haha.
It was my first time to Safra Resort. The chalet is huge. 2 storeys and the living room is big! I played bowling, pool and arcade. The bowling only cost $2.80 per game! and the pool is $2.00! Cheap right! The whole event was suppose to be fun and enjoyable since its my cousin's 21st birthday and its also a family gathering. However, i did not enjoy it. Esp yesterday.
I was harassed by a spoilt-brad! She was following me WHENEVER WHEREEVER I GO! Its SICK OK! She's Pri2 but is so kiddy and childish! I hate to go to places where there is someone whom i hate! It bloody sickening! Imagine a sticky tape sticking onto ur skin for the whole day! I even tested her! I walked to the door, she followed! I walked to the kitchen, she followed! Wad e hack! Am i that sweet? i thought! I couldnt stand her! I hate her! I loathe her!
And guess wad! Her MOTHER!! I'm lousy at playing bowling. So?!!?! Must you make so much noise about it! Still teach me how to play.. " its push not throw.. bend down.. use more strength.." I was so furious that i walked away wearing socks only! sickening! Wad e hack! Still ask me to take napkims for her WHILE SHE WAS PLAYING MAHJONG!
See! In e end, i only hates children more & more..
It was my first time to Safra Resort. The chalet is huge. 2 storeys and the living room is big! I played bowling, pool and arcade. The bowling only cost $2.80 per game! and the pool is $2.00! Cheap right! The whole event was suppose to be fun and enjoyable since its my cousin's 21st birthday and its also a family gathering. However, i did not enjoy it. Esp yesterday.
I was harassed by a spoilt-brad! She was following me WHENEVER WHEREEVER I GO! Its SICK OK! She's Pri2 but is so kiddy and childish! I hate to go to places where there is someone whom i hate! It bloody sickening! Imagine a sticky tape sticking onto ur skin for the whole day! I even tested her! I walked to the door, she followed! I walked to the kitchen, she followed! Wad e hack! Am i that sweet? i thought! I couldnt stand her! I hate her! I loathe her!
And guess wad! Her MOTHER!! I'm lousy at playing bowling. So?!!?! Must you make so much noise about it! Still teach me how to play.. " its push not throw.. bend down.. use more strength.." I was so furious that i walked away wearing socks only! sickening! Wad e hack! Still ask me to take napkims for her WHILE SHE WAS PLAYING MAHJONG!
See! In e end, i only hates children more & more..
Thursday, October 07, 2004
cigar-re..
Well, guess wad i found on the washing machine! Malboro (spelling err) Red! wOo.. The cover has a picture of a set of teeth and it is horrible. The teeth is yellow, broken and have some mucus looking thing stuck onto it. Smoking will cause mouth disease. haha! Hmm.. the Malboro Red belongs to my sis's friend (boyfriend of my sis's another friend). He came up to my house to use the toilet awhile ago. haha! My sis always have friends who come up to our house to use the toilet ONLY. Its fine to me, just find it funny. They then went down to the void deck, to chit-chat of course!
Upon finding the cigar, i called my sis. She told me to throw that down from the kitchen's window. HaHa! So i just went and threw it down. The guy was there to pick it up. It was hilarous. Well, fun i should say.
Upon finding the cigar, i called my sis. She told me to throw that down from the kitchen's window. HaHa! So i just went and threw it down. The guy was there to pick it up. It was hilarous. Well, fun i should say.
Saturday, October 02, 2004
lab closing..
hEyz.. juz went to the new KBOX karaoke at pavillian 2nd level on Wednesday.. muhahaa! no sch mahx.. prelims juz finished. phew~ anyway, it was shoick! Angela hweeChin n me dont have to go all the way to Orchard cineleisure or Hougang juz to sing.. haha.. exellent!
5hrs for $15.. heez.. we go until expert le manx! keep asking for the snacks.. heez.. oh.. and we met this guy who serve us.. he and ah Ben (channelU artiste) look very alike!!! my goodness.. then we keep laughing n laughing.. haha! and of coz keep calling him ah Ben.. haha! kind of cute too! =)
Hweechin.. oh my gut.. She accidentally touched the 'ah Ben's' finger.. and guess wad she said! "wah.. that moment was so warm." muhahaha!!! soooo digusting ah.. haha! Actually coz we were very cold inside the room.. hence when they happen to 'touch' wahha.. chin felt the warm from him.. hahaha!! mushy sehx.. heez..
Sch is getting bad to worse.. For the next two weeks.. we will be having common test every day on different subjects!!! my goodness.. isnt that great?! ... ... Well, yesterday Mr Hafiz spent an hour talking to us.. mostly about exam stuffs and kind of motivate us.. hmm.. i find him so sincere & nice. We shouldnt be afraid of him.. he is a gd teacher. Just dont disappoint him (which i think i'll) =)
Thinking of JC and Poly is driving me mad. I got no idea which school which course interest me & that seems to freak me out. I guess i'll just wait and see.
Watch?! very good. I'm so eager to buy the SWATCH watch now!!! However, I'm short of cash. Furthermore, I have to get ready the $55 for Graduation night. How?? Any nice guy want to sponsor me? muhahaa =x And now I'm thinking of cancelling my Hp line and sell my Hp. I find it useless. I dont like to sms, i dont like to talk on phone and i hardly go out. So why am i holding on to a hp? Wasting $30 every month. After calculating, its approximately $360 a year. I could just help my family to save that sum of money. What do you think? Anyone wants to buy Samsung X430 at $250 heez. Contact me. =) Its in perfect condition. I've used it for 2months or less only.
Do you watch 'Pi Li Huo' every Tue-Thurs ChannelU 10.45pm - 11.45pm? Well, i just started watching. Oh man.. i love Liu Wen Cong!!! He is so romantic although he was a extremely bad guy last time - heard from other ppl coz i didnt watch the part where he killed people) He is now taking care of his wife whom is fully paralysed after Jiang Shi (bad guy) shot her during their wedding. Oh.. and the most touching part is, he held Yong Hui's (wife) hands and said "i'll hold your hands till the end" while him crying!! my gut, its is so sweet~~ He cried ok! so touching. awww'' haha.
Oyah, today we had Chemistry and Physics lessons. I was in the lab and was thinking that time really flies. This will be the last time sitting in the lab as the lab will be closed from next week to prepare for O level practical. I had a weird feeling, though i still have 2months before leaving sch, i felt kind of sad to leave. I wouldnt have any more chance to sit with Fatmah in Chem lab and do the titration together.. take 4 distilled water bottles! muhaha! I wouldnt have any more chance to sit with Kenneth in Phy lab and discuss about magics, charms, fortune, ghosts & lots of other stuffs while Mdm Lim was teaching. heez. Thats why i really treasured today's lessons in the lab and had talk and do the stuffs with my partners. We really had a great time for these past 2yrs. =) emotional~~~ aww''' heez.
Alright, i believe we'll still be friends after graduating from tPsS. Best of lUck to everyonE for your Os! We've made it so far, and its time to shOw oUr talEnt, iSnt it? =)
5hrs for $15.. heez.. we go until expert le manx! keep asking for the snacks.. heez.. oh.. and we met this guy who serve us.. he and ah Ben (channelU artiste) look very alike!!! my goodness.. then we keep laughing n laughing.. haha! and of coz keep calling him ah Ben.. haha! kind of cute too! =)
Hweechin.. oh my gut.. She accidentally touched the 'ah Ben's' finger.. and guess wad she said! "wah.. that moment was so warm." muhahaha!!! soooo digusting ah.. haha! Actually coz we were very cold inside the room.. hence when they happen to 'touch' wahha.. chin felt the warm from him.. hahaha!! mushy sehx.. heez..
Sch is getting bad to worse.. For the next two weeks.. we will be having common test every day on different subjects!!! my goodness.. isnt that great?! ... ... Well, yesterday Mr Hafiz spent an hour talking to us.. mostly about exam stuffs and kind of motivate us.. hmm.. i find him so sincere & nice. We shouldnt be afraid of him.. he is a gd teacher. Just dont disappoint him (which i think i'll) =)
Thinking of JC and Poly is driving me mad. I got no idea which school which course interest me & that seems to freak me out. I guess i'll just wait and see.
Watch?! very good. I'm so eager to buy the SWATCH watch now!!! However, I'm short of cash. Furthermore, I have to get ready the $55 for Graduation night. How?? Any nice guy want to sponsor me? muhahaa =x And now I'm thinking of cancelling my Hp line and sell my Hp. I find it useless. I dont like to sms, i dont like to talk on phone and i hardly go out. So why am i holding on to a hp? Wasting $30 every month. After calculating, its approximately $360 a year. I could just help my family to save that sum of money. What do you think? Anyone wants to buy Samsung X430 at $250 heez. Contact me. =) Its in perfect condition. I've used it for 2months or less only.
Do you watch 'Pi Li Huo' every Tue-Thurs ChannelU 10.45pm - 11.45pm? Well, i just started watching. Oh man.. i love Liu Wen Cong!!! He is so romantic although he was a extremely bad guy last time - heard from other ppl coz i didnt watch the part where he killed people) He is now taking care of his wife whom is fully paralysed after Jiang Shi (bad guy) shot her during their wedding. Oh.. and the most touching part is, he held Yong Hui's (wife) hands and said "i'll hold your hands till the end" while him crying!! my gut, its is so sweet~~ He cried ok! so touching. awww'' haha.
Oyah, today we had Chemistry and Physics lessons. I was in the lab and was thinking that time really flies. This will be the last time sitting in the lab as the lab will be closed from next week to prepare for O level practical. I had a weird feeling, though i still have 2months before leaving sch, i felt kind of sad to leave. I wouldnt have any more chance to sit with Fatmah in Chem lab and do the titration together.. take 4 distilled water bottles! muhaha! I wouldnt have any more chance to sit with Kenneth in Phy lab and discuss about magics, charms, fortune, ghosts & lots of other stuffs while Mdm Lim was teaching. heez. Thats why i really treasured today's lessons in the lab and had talk and do the stuffs with my partners. We really had a great time for these past 2yrs. =) emotional~~~ aww''' heez.
Alright, i believe we'll still be friends after graduating from tPsS. Best of lUck to everyonE for your Os! We've made it so far, and its time to shOw oUr talEnt, iSnt it? =)
Wednesday, September 29, 2004
watches
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Oh my gUt.. thE pricEs arE aLL $147,00 .. WhiCh sHouLd i bUy??
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5th Choice:
Oh my gUt.. thE pricEs arE aLL $147,00 .. WhiCh sHouLd i bUy??
Friday, September 24, 2004
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