Sirius's bbq & cca orientation (tpss)

Hehez! Just back from my Sirius's BBQ! Horray!
Heez. I took a picture with him!!! =P Well, I was extreme shy alright! =)
Haha. Didnt take the picture with him only larh. Haha!
Angela and Nadia were in also. However, he stood beside me!!!
Heez. Its so damn near! hahaha. He brushed by me twice!!! Haha!
Alright, anyway, he's just so cool and cute.
The CCA Orientation in TPSS was okie. The management was well.
I guess the problem lies with the kids.
Nowadays, kids are getting more and more rebellious and mischievous.
They reply you rudely and unkindly. Its really bad.
U can predict the next batch of people, and the next next batch of people, and the next .... people. Horrendous.
Took quite a lot of photos with all my St John mates too!
Was really fun chit-chatting, gossiping and discussing St John matters.
We rawk remember? Haha.
Yeah, I need to specially thank Angela, Joanna and Hwee Chin for accompanying me to my Sirius's BBQ even though they are not from Sirius. Haha.
I had an enjoyable time! And hope u guys enjoyed too!
Tomorrow will be Senior N.C.O.s Passing Out Parade for my kids! haha.
Ohhhh, Chi Ying and me will be the escorts!!
Well, this time isn't really that afraid of fainting. Haha!
Hope tomorrow runs smoothly and everyone have a great time! =)

cca orientation eve

Yoz, going back to TPSS for CCA Orientation. Would be fun?
Comfirmed!!! Heez. What's boring with me around man? =)
Yeah yeah, after that, going for Sirius BBQ.
Well, Sirius was my orientation group name.
Anyway, would be able to take lots of photos with my OGLs.
Hopefully. Afterall, they still haven seen my true self! Heez.
Looking forward for tomorrow's programme! Haha!
So cool~ Luv the weekends! =)
Do you?

Civics Rep.

Alright, was chosen as the Civics Representative, also known as class chairman. Haha. Weird?
Just because I was the frontman when my class lined up for the morning assembly.
Well, of course, my class voted for me too. So funny!
My classmates are fantastic. They are really fun people.
There are 25 of us. I got to know a few of them.
Atleast, finally, I feel more worthwhile staying in TPJC.
There is this special bond that keeps me going.
I just love to stay in class. Haa. Easier to make friends in smaller group.
Went back to TPSS after my lessons. To train the First-Aid Comp members.
Haha, the Std1 kids thought that I'm a Sec5 student!!! Oh my, that's not good! Haa.
Well, its because I was in my TPSS Uniform. Couldnt blame. =)
Anyway, bear this in mind:
People respect you because of who you are
and not the rank you are holding on!
I may just call your name, or greet you Sir/Mdm, or ignore you,
deep down in my heart, I may or may not respect you.

snco appraisal

Today had Senior N.C.O.s Training Camp 2004 Appraisal at St John HQ. Well, was late. Ran from Lavender MRT to HQ.
Haha, was really happy whenever I'm having St John. So great to be back! =)
As an Assistant Group Advisor of my team, I speaked to every trainee from my team. Let them know their strength and weaknesses and Get feedbacks from them. Ben wasn't around, so I had ChuiYee with me.
Had a great talk with Wenmei on the train. Well, I'm still confused with what I actually want and how to get it. I do wish to go to Poly. However, there's still something holding me on to TPJC. What's that?
Reached home at around 730pm. Called every kids to let them know if they passed or failed the camp. Haha! This is tough job. Heez. Their Passing Out Parade will held on Next Sat (15/01) at HQ. Only then, my job is done. No more snco stuffs coming up. So sad~
I'll get myself involved again for this year's camp. =)
Schooling again tomorrow.
Will I make friends?
Will I enjoy myself?
Will I be able to cope? Will I..
I'll try.
I need Luck.

end of orientation

*Phew* gotten in the same class as Huiling, S07.
Well, signed up for Shooting, Photography and First Aid Society as my CCA.
Haha, kiasu? =P They seem interesting to me.
Skipped my OG night. I was feeling kind of bad. Afterall, I have planned games and activities before and I definitely know the feeling when you realized ur kids are not enjoying it!
I messaged the handsome OGL that I'm not going and complimented them Haha!
He replied me!!!! He said its ok and asked me to say hi to him when we meet in school.
Awwww''' so nice! Heez. I will man!!
Well, Orientation ended just like that. Happy and Sad. Haha. I'm sure going to miss my OGLs!! OGLs - Matthew, Aloysius, Ko Zaw and Hong Peng. They are damn funny people!! They are so motivating and encouraging, and that's why they are leaders! If only I'm JC2 people, I will be damn happy. Well, as some of you know, I couldnt find any cliques!! or any companion!! I was so alone. That's why I wasn't normal! Haha, as in not in my usual self. And hence, there goes my god-damn black face! Haha! Really sorry for those who saw it. Heez. I didnt mean it. I'm a fun person too! Haha. I was pretty observant throughtout the orientation. I was trying to 'absorb' as much new games,cheers and ideas from it and bring them back to St John! Hahaz.
Went back to TPSS again for some st john stuffs. Its great!! Had dinner with Angela, HweeChin and Joanna at Cafe Cartel! CooL~ Really fun singing cheers all the way with Angela! Haha! We're mad!~
Oh, today, its really sad too. Ben da man going for chalet tomorrow!!
Couldnt share anymore problems with him!
I'm going to lose one listener, encourager, companion, joker, motivator, counsellor, and a great friend!
Anyway, bad things wouldnt last too right? =) All the best! Take care!
I'm gona miss them for sure! ;)

4th day og

Finally, I survived for the last 4 days of orientation in TPJC. Cool huh?
I'm so ready to receive my trophies and certificates by Ben! Haha!
Today had introductory lectures at the auditorium and lecture threatre.
Well, I'm really looking forward for this! Afterall, my objective is to learn. =)
Tomorrow, Kesther and me probably would go and find the Civics tutor. To deal with some of our problems.
This is a bad start for a New Year. I don't find it good.
I'm dealing with lots of emotions. What can I do?
I'm still wishing for the best.

tpjc sux more.

Guess what! Haa. Well, went TPJC in the morning. And Left at 12pm before school ends officially. I can't be bothered!!
The orientation damn SUX!!!
St John cheers and games are much much much.. better!!
I'm like a lonely soul, float here float there.
So slowly float float float.. float out of the school gate. =) Heez.
Anyway, my face got worse! I'm no longer in default mode. I'm pissed off.
Its even darker and blacker than... what Ben had saw during SNCO! Haha!
I wonder how the OG leaders think about me. Heez.
In actual, I'm kind, friendly and funny ok! =)
Well, My friends and I know that very clearly, So it doesn't matter. Haha!
Alright. Still embracing the inevitable.
Missing you guys!