st john

wah.. so many things happening.. at home and in school.
school is getting fun.. haha.. talkin abt pokemon.. and ppl calling me slowpoke.. alison!!!!~ mus find one nickname for her too man.. any suggestions? haha..
oh.. jus had our mt alevel oral.. think its quite easy.. all the discussion topics for this yr's mt oral are simple.. so nice of the setters.. mayb the paper will b damn difficult? duh..
yah, got bak ct papers too.. did horribly.. did i study? kao, i did larh. its alwyz like that. im nve satisfied with my results ever. not even olevel. seriously, im scoring lk cdo.. haha sounds like wad my posting in st john today.. corps duty officer.. but ughhhh.. wadever. tryin not to be bothered wif it and strive again nxtime. the real war has jus began.
new gp tutor? haha. so many ppl r commentin on her. ok, the first impression or look was nice, kind, friendly lady. whether she can teach or not? its after today's essay outline tutorial. well, think she can teach quite well. at least better den ben. she trys to make sure we understand her points. though she's soft-spoken, she still managed to catch my attention. rather den for ben, i jus drift off after he started saying somethg tt i really dont understd at all... overall, a good change. haha.
rush bak hm immediately after sendin my trainer to the bustop bcoz she doest dare to go there herself.. haha! changed into my full brigade uniform and rushed down to tpss by cab. started the parade as usual.. after sj, went lj for dinner wif gela, chin, na, leslie! hahaa.. loads of funny conversations going on.. tt made chin's drink almost fall over again! haha. then we went walkin ard till i damn fadup.. i hate shoppin! esp when i got nth to buy man.. was lk a little pissed. then we sat at our usual place again and gela went off early wif chin at 9+. i was so disappointed. tot could stay out late again tonite as they jus finished their poly sem tests. duh.. leslie actuali wanted to leave as well. but guess he can sensed my unhappiness. so he stayed. tts nice, thankew! oh nana was thr also larh. so we chatted till 1020 then we leave. nana has to reach hm by 11.. and tts not a curfew, she said. haha!
ok. so we set off for home. anyway, meeting all of them again tomorrow. for fun! haha.. anyway, guess its so weird tt i dun enjoy shoppin, watchin movies, playin games, takin pics, making up like those normal girls do.. rather, i jus love sitting down chit chatting!~ anything under the sun. hahaa.. cheap relaxation technic i have! =)
lookin forward to tml's badminton and our date!~

st john day!

wee. had loads of fun yesterday.
before MT listening compre, received msg tt that day's instructional meeting (st john meeting) is cancelled bcoz all the teachers will b going for moe meeting. omg! so disappointing!!
i've been looking forward to this day so much.. disappointed i am. so actuali missed out one whole passage unknowingly. somemore, its st john day! didnt get to wear my uniform wholeday in sch, just like yrs ago. well, after tt, went to play badminton with my s07 . lots of laughters too. at the funny ways we played. esp jasper! haha.
then meet up with angela! wah, 2 weeks didnt see her. miss her so much! hahaa. then we eat, shop and walk around tampines. after chin and nana finished sch, met them too. oh, and asked leslie n gerald out. yea, leslie's team won the debate!~ euthanasia should not stand!
at kfc, chin accidentally spilled the whole large cup of sprite onto angela (sitting infront of her). haha now i know whr not to seat. hee. laughed a lot there.
then all of us went to watch mr. and mrs. smith at 9.30pm. wooahh, at first we thought its $8.
after leslie bought the tickets. then we realised its $9.30! haha shocked all of us. but still glab to watch a $9.30 movie together, we all kept a ticket to ourselves. haha.
well, the movie is nice. and as usual, i asked a lot of questions. hee. slow in understanding larh. haha somemore im daydreaming at some parts. hee. the show is touching too.. the couple are both assasins and almost killed each other under a trap by their bosses.
oh, watched a lot like love last week with nana. heee. not as nice as mr and mrs smith, but overall ok lah.



really enjoyed myself. i believe they do too. will see them again next week! =)
all the best for all my frens who are having their sem tests next week! best of luck!

exams finished!

yipee! phew. just finished my last paper for CT.
bio! haha. exactly! my worst subj of all. hee.
but i did my best lah.
okiex.. how to describe my crazy feelings right now?
pretty excited about the upcoming programmes like st john day!! family gathering!! and its hols tomorrow for me!
but looking far, i've a long way to go. haha! so i choose to look at the fun parts! =)
okiex, jus pissed kenneth off.. muhahaa. feel so great.. but he pissed me off too lah.. by using our emoticons on msn. lame right? haha. but its boring right now..
oh. and got to know my sec1 cousin's gf! hahaa.. funny seh.. put her pic in the friendster and he's wondering how i know abt his gf.. its obvious?
ok. exams are pretty tough. except for maths. im surprised tt its so simple. grinning. haha!
i mean its do-able larh. my liking and determination for maths is back! yeah!
as for chem. omg, rushing like hell and still couldnt finish.. prob its the first time havin the exam and planned my working time wrongly.. nvemindx.. haha. its over!
bio? ermm.. some are tough. some are straightforward. and im stuck at those straightforward qns.. haha! coz i simply giv up on those tough ones.. hee. did put a few strokes on the ans lines.. but arent sure if its correct. the gd thing is i've enough time to finish all. phew.
chinese? ugh. the filling in of the words i cant do!!! compo was quite ez.. i wrote until i almost cried! haha.. its a true story. =)
lalaLaa!~ having Alevel MT oral next wed! so fast.. i thought i jus finished Os? haha! zoom..
ok.. had a great time crapping. going for my durians now! muhahaa! =P
st john day this friday!!~!~!~~~ weee..

fat's bday

sickening world.
im wondering wads life man.
my life is so occupied with studies and money!
so little time left for own leisure.
is this the life i want? i guess i dun hav the right to say.
i still need to study hard work hard and pay back wad i owe my parents.
yesh. that's wad keeping me going too.
how i wish i can get married off nw and be someone's taitai!
haha. wishful thought! but tts prob the best way to slack a life man!
but i yearning to start working. well, to expand my social circles, socialisation skills to earn cash!
no test no exams no schools no teachers no marks no results!
no matter how hectic my life can be, i need to strive on!
and at the same time not forgetting my bestest friend's birthday!
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY FATMAH!!!
i know its tml, just wana wish u early.
may u stay cheerful pretty smart lovely forever!
u're alwayz prettier den ur sis! hee. oh, not forgetting the man of ur life too! find it grab it! haha.
got along well with u eversince sec1, really treasure tat friendship, in class, in stjohn, everywhere.
no doubt we cant see each other so often now, i've never forget you.
how u laughed at my silly jokes n pranks! haha. miss ur smile so much!!
all the best to ya! no matter wad, we're friends forever!
love ya!!!

yoga harbin zone meeting bbq

last week, so many things happened.
now i know, wad family problems mean.
anyway, went for yoga lesson last fri with my PW grp!
cool man!! yoga was fun! though at first i was pretty nervous about the stretching! haha.
oh yea, our guru is a female n oh gosh! she din wear bra my goodness! haha. everyone noticed that, but, we kept quiet. only jing2 was loud when she mentioned.. haha! she's really nice. showed us her cute cubby baby and she extended the lesson to 2hrs and jus made us pay $10 each!
took some pics.. weird stuffs we did.. too bad yipin wasnt with us..





hmm. yesterday my dad n i went to the harbin wonderland with my uncle's family! wooo!! the temp was negative 10degress ok!! omg! wore 3 pieces of clothes and its still not enough!!! can u imagine the thickness of the socks? haha! cheek and nose were freezing! cool experience! freezing lk hell after one hr. haha. the ice are not really impressing. the area is small too. its jus the temp thats cool~







oh yea. then meet up with hweechin n leslie at around 7 and attended zone meeting for the first time! with lots of officers and representatives from all 9 corps.
hee. actuali sir pialeong from dhs is quite handsome too! oh yea. he kept lookin at me when he was voicing out somethg! haha! hweechin lah, made me even more nervous. haha!
sir junyang is the best! he was my team advisor when im a trainee. he's so cool!! he spoke so bravely! haha, and he really made a good point! he's the man ok! haha.
not forgetting sir andy! haha. had a great chat with him too! miss him so much! eversince the camp! haha.. he's nice lah ok! haha, cant imagine how i cursed him b4 going for the camp.
thats wad i like abt camps too! u'll get to know ppl from the 4days3nites! hee. its interesting!
okiex, chin, leslie n me rushed down to the bbq after the meeting. by tt time left ard 8 ppl. haha. chatted with them for awhile den we left for tm mac! yea, tts our hang-out place!
haha. but well, got chased off ard 2330. so headed home after that. coincidentally met up with zhengqiang near mrt station.
up and down i went.
shall update again nextime!

im in love

i finally know why im always involved in st john and not having any regrets.
ive fallen in love.
yes. its the power of love and friendship that keep me going for these 5years and more to come.
theres no words that can describe my feelings.
i feel warm and comfortable.
im carefree and able to divert all energy to my love one.
ive no worries but loads of memories.
love is about committment, enjoyment and respect.
ive embraced all inevitable sufferings.
im still in love.
i hope my love for you will never die.

yipin my frend.

yipin my friend,
meeting u is really a miracle.
didnt expect to know someone like u in tpjc.
with just 23 of us in s07.
the first few people i know after the 2nd intake was u.
impression wasn't really good.
a quiet and shy girl.
however, as time goes by.
look?! u made me capsize! deliberately!
haha. had the same backbone problem
and all the funny frog stories we shared!
gona miss ur presence definitely.
will keep the memories we had together.
didnt send u off today. was at my aunt's place at sengkang.
couldnt rush down on time. really sorry.
hope that u can understand.
anyway, no matter where u r & wad u're doing,
ALL THE BEST! and take care!
=)