badminton matches!!!

weee. got so much to say about my 3 badminton matches!! =)
okiex. played girls double with holichu yesterday n today. yupiee!! we won all 3!!
yesterdae result: 17/14, 15/8
todays result: 11/4, 11/4
cool! its my first time joining a badminton competition and just started real training (meaning with footwork etc) 2 or 3 weeks ago! so impressed with myself. ahha. =x before the comp i was trembling like hell.. getting colder n colder.. didnt want to disappoint my shifus! luckily, the luck was in my court. hehee. ok, shall nt get too confident.. real show on next monday!
yesterdays match was fantastic. for the first set, we were both v.scared. but tried to remain as calm as possible ah. get so intense halfway thru tt i could feel as if my whole face turned red! red hot! haha.. really overwhelmed to win the first match. at least, we didnt get knock out straightaway. hee.
todays more challenging. against better players of coz. kenz and cherr played really well! they vs a school team player (from tpss but i duno who) and could pull the score as close as 11/10! though we lost, but still glab tt kenz hit the bloody cocky guy in his face n stomach! wahahaa!
the boys doubles are getting stronger n stronger. jas n yang really need to train more too. saw really cool shots by jas. haha. teach me net man! as for the boys single. no need to elaborate more, long my idol man! he's the champ! haha. of coz, hes our team, helix captain! hehe.
holichu!! we need to practise more.. haha! definitely expecting even scarier opponents next week. but shall do my best! helix, we're amazing! =)
im not losing focus..

angriest day.

my frens.
if you're reading my post. please, remember to be punctual whenever you meeting your friends. if you know you'll really be late, please remember to give one of them a call to inform. or at the least a message. i just had a horrible experience. and worse still, they are all guys and still don't know they are in fault. i feel cheated. the 30mins have woke me up. im not blinded anymore. i shouldnt be helping them. i shouldnt have trusted you all. its a painful yet good whack to my heart.
regards,
leeling

ndp training sux

went for ndp training in tpjc just now.
it sux!!! i dont want to fall in with u guys!! i mean.. duh.. why must i fall in man? when im now commanding ppl to fall in. ;)
ugh. so not used to it. only enjoyed crapping with sabrina. haha! we're like having our own fun! =P
certain BB and GB ppl i've seen. weird. saw ppl disgracing herself too. omg.
the teachers in charge were nice. keep saying they will reward us with goodie bags and nice testimonials. but the fact is tt im not here for all these. just tot tt i could take up a better post like contigent commander or.. than to hold the stupid state flag. ugghhh!
do slow march with the BB GB timing. sooo not right! we had so much arguments abt which command to use and which timing to follow. totally sucky.
the teachers dont know abt it too. duh.. leave it all to us. and when everyone wants to speak.. chaos!
went for zone meeting at hq yesterday nite. reached home at abt 11+. wah seh. sleep immediately man. so damn tired larh! didnt do hmwk either! the meeting went smoothly. saw pialeong! wee. so handsome! haha! and had fun with les and andy.
yarh. great. not enough sleep today and i lost my maths tys!!! realised it during like.. 2nd half of the day, maths lesson? duh..
went all ard the sch to find.. toilet, track, hall, canteen.. all until i went back to the civics classrm after my maths lesson, and haha! it was there! phew! so i've like left it there eversince morning the first period!! stupid me right! am alredi slow and my sleepiness made it worse!
im having eye bags n dark circles.. not enough sleep? or m i crying too much?

flew.

the moment u bid goodbye and walked further and further away from the departure gate.. all of a sudden, the thought tt u wont be telling me all ur fantastic stories and occurances made me feel terrible. many ppl came and sent u off. not all of us hav the time to wish u, hope u'll understand.
luckily met up with chin les fai gerald at tm after sending my cousin off. met fai and gerald first. after they left for movie, asked chin and les out to accompany me. thanks a lot man. i felt so much better after expressing my craziness. les right, my tears flow so easily this few days, and i believe there are more to come. chatted with them till abt 1. shoik ah!
crap. why does this post sounds so sad.. oh yarh! this is funny..
when my cousin, shengjie and i were crying. my 3rd aunt, the funniest one, came to us. and guess wad man! she sang "ni ku ni ku, xiao de na meh chan ku.."with actions too!! hahahaaa!! omg!!! really hilarious man.. we ended up bursting into laughters!
4yrsssss.. so long.. not even sure if u'll be back during ur hols. hai.. separation is part n parcel of life. but i jus cant accept.

jianhong's flight!

oh. yesterday after sch, went for first aid society exco interview.
wohoo. had fun with sabrina and adeline!! we all wrote tt we want the president post! muhaha.
felt really comfortable talking to sabrina. probaby coz we're both sj! =)
yeah. i had 8 j2 exco ppl looking at me and bombarding me with qns. haha. but well, wasnt really nervous larh. just acted normally and answered them. guess i cheated with loads of the qns. for example, "wad can u do for the cca?" "i can come up with games and courses to enhance their first aid knowledge." muhaahhaa! u think i will? =x im too committed to sj tt i dont tink i will pay much attention to this one.
ok. then went to tpss to get the result slips from the std3s to apply for their badges. why m i doing tt? helping hweechin out man! but i guess she doesnt even know im doing her job for her! called her so many times but didnt reply my call. ugh! must b enjoying her hols..
oh, looked up for mdm sim to pass her the cd with photogrps tt she needs for the yearbook. im efficient man. she wants it nextwk but i finished it yesterday! haha! great job! =P
went home after tt. slacked the whole day. went out again at 830pm to meet gerald les and fai for some sj matters. went home at 11.
oh man.. the clock is tickling. and i can still remember a month ago yipin left us for auz. and today, its my cousin, edwin/jianhong's turn! im upset. imagine going to a new environment, new country, meeting new ppl, new society! oh my gosh. its so painful to part. he's flying to sydney alone at 8pm tonight (SQ221)!! and there's no1 there whom he knew. hai. really wish he can adapt very quickly.. sending him off later.
all the best to u, jianhong!! tkcare & study hard there! dont miss us too much! =P
oh, jus had badminton again. guess wad. last week was fun but this time wasnt!! all my shifus were so eager to correct robyn and me! muhaha.. thanks larh but was quite mind torturing to play the game and yet keep remindin myself to stretch, to take bigger steps, to use wrist, to run!!! hahaa.. i wasnt really enjoying this time. and the worse is tt the badminton competition coming!! shitx..
my eyes were shocked by urs everytime. they tried running awy. but were paralysed. when they saw u lookin at others, they somehow sense no difference. so perhaps, they dont want to face the reality, or shuld i say, no1 is proving them.

tpjc council investiture

today is tpjc student council investiture.
the j2s councilors step down and the j1s take up their posts.
oh. the ceremony was quite grand. the musics they played were nice!
they made it so sad that some of the j2s councilors cried, even i felt sad too. haha.
the j2s took off their council badges signifying their official step down! so poorthing!
i truly understand how they feel.. just like my own st john passing out ceremony last yr!!
dont feel like leaving. but have to. oh i cried like hell during my speech larh! sick.
oh, hav to mention those annoying ppl sitting behind. how many times i feel like turning back and give them each one tight slap man! ppl put in effort to make this ceremony and they r like criticising every single thing and making fun of it. its a shame and disgrace to have such ppl in our college, in our country! no sense of appreciation! pissed.
do u know passing out is when u feel how much u've underwent and achieved?
friendship, love, leadership, management skills, hardship, tolerance - stronger bond, greater strength!
when u're so commited, u become obssess unknowingly.
ugh. wad crap im typing. tml's friday again! my day!! weee~
oh! better get bak to my james watson book! =P

sj photo taking

went bak to tpss for sjab photo taking!~
oh man.. when it was our turn to take, it rains!!
haha.. the raindrop keeps falling on my spects!! and i cant use my u to wipe! duh..
well as usual, i sat infront! hahaa.. grace damn funny larh! dragged me to the right side to aviod sitting beside the digusting ms eeeeeeee.. hahaha!
oh.. so funny remindin les not to cross his hands like in the past when he did.. hehe.
then ate together with gela, chin, nana, van, les, ger at LJS. walked around and went homee..
sian. haven touch a single hmwork today. is there hmwork anyway? haha!
heck lah. need to rest again.. =P
reached hm started doing the compilation of sj photos for mdm sim. was quite ez with the help of my sis with the photoshop progg. satisfied with my work! muhahaa!
oh shitz. jus realised i haven do my eom for proj work!!! arhhhH!!!
wad da....... heck ah! ahahahaa..
feelllllllllll somethg stronger n stronger.. is it true? or jus my fantasy?
tata~