Sunday, August 21, 2005

new blogskin

hey. a new blogskin.
nice? love the colour.
alright, how to add my tagboard in.
anyone knows how to add the comment thingie at the end of every post?
tata~

Saturday, August 20, 2005

firstaid society president!

phew. worse week of the term is finally over. today went for first aid society meeting. guess wad man. im nominated by the j2 exco members to be the president! haha! expected! =x opps. but kind of worried tt i wouldnt do a good job. coz im having 3 ccas leh! somemore no words can describe my commitment to st john. haha. hopefully, i can impress ms yap with my responsibility. =) yea! hav to get a really nice testi at my graduation. hehee.
as usual, went bak for tpss for sj. finally, im seeing my std1s uniform progressing. its hard work ordering n asking mdm sim to call up suppliers man. they must really treasure their u. yea.
a really tired week. im exhausted. now. yes. but still eager to watch princess diaries2. ahaa. oh ppl, i've removed my tagboard. reasons coz i want my blog to be quiet. hahaa! lame.
tata~

Sunday, August 14, 2005

upset.

week 8 approaching. a busy week!! look at my dear schedule!!
monday: bio spa assessment
tuesday: function test
wednesday: function test / chem spa trial
thursday: gp presentation, pw written report draft 2, thermochem test / function test
friday: gp essay test
ugh! its driving me nutz. actually didnt want to go back sj yesterday. but my little std1s are giving me loads of problems!! so is my beloved mdmsim!! haix. conducted interview with everyone of them (std1). sick. thought could spend some time studying in sj room. but the interview ended at 5pm!! i 4got to bring my walkathon card somemore!! arhhH!! and got somehow scolded bcoz of my std1s... see! hw bad my life is in fact! shuld i stop going back? perhaps i shuld.
thought the bad day is ending n would b fine. but the worse had yet to come!! met someone tt i dont wish to see! oh people, not ghostly thingie i mean. haix. jus upset, confused and disappointed. shall nt elaborate. shuld b fine very soon.
wadever it is, congratulations to nana and all my std4s who scored in their mt olevel exam!!! =) im so happy for all of u! if u didnt do well this time, dun worry either. there's another chance for u. go for it!
went for dinner wif van chin and later met my nie. very nice dinner i had. not 4gettin to mention chin. she looks super matured in her presentation suit!! i mean its suitable for her. haha.
oh. just knew some ppl like to read my blog secretly and nve identify themselves!!! hahaa.. i know who u are.. hugged me so many times somemore.. hahaa! ok larh. enough crapz. got to get back to my work! =) wish me luck for week eeiiigggghhhhhttttt!!!

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

ndp

happy national day singapore!
celebrated 40th national day in sch yesterday. yea. i was the state flag barrier. reached sch at 6.35am to change into full brigade uniform. cool. put on my badges illegally. haha. should not put them on.. unless on special occasions like that. ok, i was called chocolate cake again.. haha. we stood at the track waiting for the students to assemble. could see that lots of ppl pon sch tt day. the few of us were paiseh larh. first time wearing full uniform infront of our sch. the parade ended very quickly. took a few pics together after tt.
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celebrations carried on in the hall for us. gina, me, the bbboys and other sj frens sat at the back of the hall. the performances were alright. yah, tts all i can say. haha. the climax was only at the end when we all stood up and started waving hands together in the air singing national day songs. omg. was interlocking hands with someone larh. damn paiseh!! but tried to act normal. =) saw ppl filming somemore! haha.
in the evening, went to take sj passport size photo with chin. get to know this little cute kitten tt loves people's butt. she's called butter. haha. so cutezz! another older one call peanut. hee. so lovely!! met les n fai later to pass them the photos & certs for snco trainer application. went library wif chin to look for recipe books with really nice cuisine pics. she rejected lots tt i've chose. haha. so high standard!
ok. happy national day! =P
i felt special.

Saturday, August 06, 2005

C/L!

yo. just get promoted to c/l, meaning cadet leader, meaning officer w/o salutation, meaning mdm. hahaa. the parade was simple. as usual due to my surname. im the last one to get called. so i waited n waited.. until i blurred! and the worse is tt.. for ppl who spotted it, hahaaha! i invented a new drill myself! hee!! wad a mistake. but luckily no cadets saw it larh. haha.
les put on the rank for all newly promoted lcp, cpl and c/l. was a little nervous at first. then after he congratulated me. phew. i started crapping and laughing. then marched back in double quick time to my position! coz everyone waiting for me!! hahaaha.
go for officer trainign camp next yr? hmm.
ok. then met fat!!! finally my goodness. passed her her bday present. anyway, her bday was like 1 1/2 mths ago! hahaaa.. missed u so much fat! so nice to see ya again.. and getting cheerfulier ah! hahaa.. so sweettz =P chatted awhile with gela, chin, van, na, fat, les, gerald, mark. haha! shiok. was kind of incomplete as all of our standard ppl (meaning same batch) were present in tpss juz now except aaron! haix.. miss his jokes damn lot larh!
o yah. my right cheek is in pain larh! wa lao.. its aching till i cant speak n eat properly!! and its getting worse.. my left jaw starts to ache too! consulted professional nurse, kaizhong. haha! stupid man.. kept making me laugh!! duhz.. seriously larh. this morning i woke up and was unable to open my mouth!!!! so much difficulties in brushing my teeth! ugh!
feeling so much better after the pop. love this harmonious feel. haha. crap. oh today in sch. a guy from badminton said hi to me. haha! im so surprised. he's the one tt i argued with during the 1st match. (also the one kept shouting before the matches begin) he wanted our team to play twice tt day. and we were kind of.. 'wad! another one?!?!!!' haha.. so i know him after tt larh. =) i was really elated to know him! though not close, but new fren leh! hahaa.. great! =) love to make frens. love my new sj frenz too! mingfeng from zone3. she's ex-sac. know her thru the ndp training in our sch (incase u nt sure, tpjc). she's really nice to chat with. a very interesting girl. haha. oh.. not forgetting Gan TF! haa.. he's the one tt kept saying my c/l rank looks like chocolate cream!! --> oreo! ugghh! wadever! hahaa.. really nice frens i met in these activities i've participated. great! =)
ok. drowning.. badminton tml?

Thursday, August 04, 2005

class pic

feeling more and more attached to this group of friends.
o5s07..

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Tuesday, August 02, 2005

last match

ahhh.. its over. i mean my badminton matches.
i really want to appologize.. esp to these people..
to my partner: u're really great! always remind me to focus and taught me tactics too. having u as my partner seriously make me feel so secure. for the fact tt u're really a gd player. im sorry to make our matches end here.
to my trainer: u taught me a lot of strokes and always thr to make me trainnn.. runnnnn.. stretchhhh.. no doubt a wonderful trainer! i feel so upset becoz i think that i've let u down. im sorry.
to my helix captain: u're the first to make me engross in badminton and always want to make me do footwork to improve. u're skills always impress me. i joined the team is also becoz of ur enthusiasm in making the team possible. im sorry to put a stop.
to the racquet owner: thanks a lot for lending me all ur fantastic racquets for training and for the matches. i've developed a feeling for them. haha. sick. but i really do enjoy gripping the racquet. haha! without them, i wouldnt hav gone this far too. im sorry.
to my other shifus and supporters: u all simply rocks man!
nothing can express my feelings now. feel so guilty and disappointed.. in my first badminton comp. i know u guys will b thr n will encourage me.. thanks.. but im jus sorry. too many things happening to me these days tt perhaps stolen my 'principle focus'. my heart, st john and my 2 dearest friends..
on top of all these.. i totally agree with cherr. our class is much more bonded now! esp the badminton grp & its supporters! its really great to have such a team of friends. yeah!
regards,
with lots of thanks and appologies..
Lingx

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