fixed

now dat my comp is fixed! gosh! im giving myself reasons (or excuse u call it) to online! haa. and there it goes for an hour! no more! yea.

3 more papers to go. and its willbe da beginning of my life! wahaha!!
i hope i can get a better grip on it this time.. unlike wad ive done after olevel 2yrs back! wad a wasted break i came to think.

ahh. suddenly thought of sharing my sis's miracle on my blog.
she was SUPPOSED to undergo thyroid operation 2weeks back, to remove the 3-4 tumours. and guess wad!! she laid on da surgery bed, with dripping on.. and the doc examined her neck (where da thyriods at). the doc realised da tumours dimished!! (just by pressing her neck) and voala!! "u dun hav to operate!" the doc said to my sis! "waddaaa.. f!" i said.
sounds lk a joke right! (but its true) and she was wheeled out of the operationthreatre. with no scar. no needles. no blood. no op! (if i were her i would prob giv da doc a gd hell of scolding.. aweo@#$@kmks!!)
see.. miracles do happen!
although its selective, there's always hope in life. (u nve know if ure da one!)
as long as u believe. u will. someday. somehow. somewhere. somewhat. may miracle falls on u. (on me first! hee!)

if ur name/date isnt on the list. pls tag on da board on yr left. hee!

haha.
half da battle down. 0.6 0.6 more to go!
ok. then jus set my agenda first.

1. i miss the st john gang!!
1.1 gona meet up with angela fat van chin na zhiwei zhihua taytong etc etc!!
2. whr else but to chiong kbox!
2.1 haha.. promised a session with my class people..
2.2 then have to hav another one with angela too!
3. meal with mrs neo!
3.1 yea! shes a fantastic tutor ive ever met! i hope her hug before mathsp2 helps! haha!
3.2 so its gona be sushi? or dimsum? wooahh.. =)
4. look for jobS!
4.1 yea. tuition? sales? cleaner? wadsoever! ha! im unversed and its time for me to get my hands on anythg!
5. good food!
5.1 yupx. had arranged w chin n angela for da search for gd+cheapfood! LOL! gotta do this after prom!
6. 2E3!
6.1 yea. i miss nie xia jes too! of coz, cheewee!!! weibin!!! ahh.. my laughter stimulators! haa
7. 4E1
7.1 hee! lots of ppl thr! yvonne vernise jianli kenneth alfred! hahaa..
8. get a few presents ready!
8.1 i hav been quietly skipping peoples' bday! hahaa. so sorry. will get sumthg when i hav da time.. and $! ;)
9. having done all these..
9.1 i guess ill hav to get back to tpsjab! wohoo!!
i miss my u.. my school.. teachers.. of coz mates n cadets too!! (i doubt theyll miss me! haha!)
10. back to tpss!
10.1 for justin tohhh....
11. SNCO
11.1 haha! its time! yea! huiying szeling chuiyee pialeong yangzhen and (i better mention him too) our campchief william! Sirs and mdms i mean! hee. gona meet up with u guys!

woah! packed huh! my hols.. ughh.. xmas bells r ringing..oh man.
ive jus used 20mins to set this.
gettin back to work! 12more daysss.. ;)
seeyaa

great minds

ha. i jus thought this is interesting. happened to see angela's class pic. and yea. her gang took exactly the same pose as mine. ha.
and we're like standing at the same position too.


i miss u ah angela!!! yea. exactly one more month to go and we'll be like.. ~
countdown- 30.
seeing u guys real soon!

wadd

after all dat ive said to my friends, i start to ponder if i can do exactly wad ive adviced.
i thought i can.. and im still thinking i can.. but somehow da will isnt as strong as before..
i remind myself over and over again.. trying real hard to be isolated..
be optimistic was all dat i wana be.. but im slowly losing dat aspiration to go on..

why is it happening now..
on and off.. on then off.. on and eventually off..
its gods play. my life.

.. i must be strong and independent.. not very emotional but yet be able to empathize with others.. its all up to my mind.. to smile. to live da way god wants it to be. ya.. right
in essence, it is to hide awy. to move awy. from reality. and be normal. neutral. nonchalant.
i really wish i can do it my way..

farewell ass has not climax! gosh. but still,
farewell my class. after all dat tgtherness, its time to bid goodbye.


Hweechin:
get yrself a tagboard. so that i can tag on ur blog instead! ha.
erm improve on yr story and uve lots of rm for improvements. ha.
oh, i forgot to tell u im nt really into romance books like u do.
so perhaps u can try other storylines to intrigue me.. hahahaa!
(honest)

thx god.

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HWEECHIN: oh gosh.. post more larh.. its really damn vague leh! put in more feelings.. like mine! LOL!

sniff: yo! post more too!!! and eat more ah!

ben: hey! smile more!

done! =)

wad a busy day for me.. i realised ive infact done a lot more than those who supposed to. and i sincerely thx those who volunterily did as much as me!

i know it. its just.. unexplanable..

HWEECHIN POST

im not in da mood to post. but just because i want hweechin to post.. im here! haha!
nowadays i prefer to read others' blog den to post on my own's. so people, post more!!

oh god. will my baby be healthy?
will my baby be safe?
will my baby be smart?
will my baby be filial?
will my baby be born?!!

ugh. this is how i feel now, gitters for my papers!
amd im going hysteria!! frenzy!! madness!!

all i can do now is pray..

Ive mastered the enigmatical way of life!
Hahaha!!
*puffed up*
=)