da finishing line

its there!
yea! just there!
amost done!
im reaching!
oh yea! ;)

incorrigible. perhaps da perception will nve change.

oh man. im so proud to be a tpjcian because of my tutors, my principals and my school!
but yet, the studentbody is such a letdown!
its so embarrassing for me to be part of this group of students who cant even listen to instructions given by our dear chief examiner!
he is so nice to keep using da word 'please' to keep us quiet. but yet! some people jus dont appreciate that! furthermore, we hav one student, who duno with wad reasons, has extra time to do. that means after we handed in our papers, he is still doing.
so typically, we should just keep our mouth shut larh right! but look! this considerate behavior was definitely not reflected! im so ashamed!
we are practically expressing who we are to those examiners from other schools! and instead of sending them da msg that tpjcians are industrious, timeconscious, honest, obedient etc (unlike the msg tt many ppl received abt tpjc- slackers), we are telling them da exact opposite! (tt means showing them we're worse den slackers!)
gosh!

apart from that, many non-bio students had their last paper yesterday. well, the bio educated ones had a week more to go. the best part was, these non bio students (mostly arent even aware of how they are formed!) screamed and cheered like nobody's business.
well, look! da guy is still having his exam man. while da examiner tries to keep us quiet, he couldnt supress those excitment. and they are just blatantly irritating us!
so lets see who has da last laugh!

complexity

ask and u shall be answered.
feasible? reliable? accountable? true?..
the problem doesnt lie with da mouth. duh


wad a piece of shit. received a threatening mail!
its not intimidating at all but it does succeed in agitating the dearest me
and im absolutely at odds with it!


to show commitment to others is to show less commitment to one.
wad da hell. if only i hav da ability to transform myself!
coercion and browbeating will not leads to fervent, wholehearted loyalty!
the cost of it has clearly shown.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOH HWEE CHIN! =)

fixed

now dat my comp is fixed! gosh! im giving myself reasons (or excuse u call it) to online! haa. and there it goes for an hour! no more! yea.

3 more papers to go. and its willbe da beginning of my life! wahaha!!
i hope i can get a better grip on it this time.. unlike wad ive done after olevel 2yrs back! wad a wasted break i came to think.

ahh. suddenly thought of sharing my sis's miracle on my blog.
she was SUPPOSED to undergo thyroid operation 2weeks back, to remove the 3-4 tumours. and guess wad!! she laid on da surgery bed, with dripping on.. and the doc examined her neck (where da thyriods at). the doc realised da tumours dimished!! (just by pressing her neck) and voala!! "u dun hav to operate!" the doc said to my sis! "waddaaa.. f!" i said.
sounds lk a joke right! (but its true) and she was wheeled out of the operationthreatre. with no scar. no needles. no blood. no op! (if i were her i would prob giv da doc a gd hell of scolding.. aweo@#$@kmks!!)
see.. miracles do happen!
although its selective, there's always hope in life. (u nve know if ure da one!)
as long as u believe. u will. someday. somehow. somewhere. somewhat. may miracle falls on u. (on me first! hee!)

if ur name/date isnt on the list. pls tag on da board on yr left. hee!

haha.
half da battle down. 0.6 0.6 more to go!
ok. then jus set my agenda first.

1. i miss the st john gang!!
1.1 gona meet up with angela fat van chin na zhiwei zhihua taytong etc etc!!
2. whr else but to chiong kbox!
2.1 haha.. promised a session with my class people..
2.2 then have to hav another one with angela too!
3. meal with mrs neo!
3.1 yea! shes a fantastic tutor ive ever met! i hope her hug before mathsp2 helps! haha!
3.2 so its gona be sushi? or dimsum? wooahh.. =)
4. look for jobS!
4.1 yea. tuition? sales? cleaner? wadsoever! ha! im unversed and its time for me to get my hands on anythg!
5. good food!
5.1 yupx. had arranged w chin n angela for da search for gd+cheapfood! LOL! gotta do this after prom!
6. 2E3!
6.1 yea. i miss nie xia jes too! of coz, cheewee!!! weibin!!! ahh.. my laughter stimulators! haa
7. 4E1
7.1 hee! lots of ppl thr! yvonne vernise jianli kenneth alfred! hahaa..
8. get a few presents ready!
8.1 i hav been quietly skipping peoples' bday! hahaa. so sorry. will get sumthg when i hav da time.. and $! ;)
9. having done all these..
9.1 i guess ill hav to get back to tpsjab! wohoo!!
i miss my u.. my school.. teachers.. of coz mates n cadets too!! (i doubt theyll miss me! haha!)
10. back to tpss!
10.1 for justin tohhh....
11. SNCO
11.1 haha! its time! yea! huiying szeling chuiyee pialeong yangzhen and (i better mention him too) our campchief william! Sirs and mdms i mean! hee. gona meet up with u guys!

woah! packed huh! my hols.. ughh.. xmas bells r ringing..oh man.
ive jus used 20mins to set this.
gettin back to work! 12more daysss.. ;)
seeyaa

great minds

ha. i jus thought this is interesting. happened to see angela's class pic. and yea. her gang took exactly the same pose as mine. ha.
and we're like standing at the same position too.


i miss u ah angela!!! yea. exactly one more month to go and we'll be like.. ~
countdown- 30.
seeing u guys real soon!

wadd

after all dat ive said to my friends, i start to ponder if i can do exactly wad ive adviced.
i thought i can.. and im still thinking i can.. but somehow da will isnt as strong as before..
i remind myself over and over again.. trying real hard to be isolated..
be optimistic was all dat i wana be.. but im slowly losing dat aspiration to go on..

why is it happening now..
on and off.. on then off.. on and eventually off..
its gods play. my life.

.. i must be strong and independent.. not very emotional but yet be able to empathize with others.. its all up to my mind.. to smile. to live da way god wants it to be. ya.. right
in essence, it is to hide awy. to move awy. from reality. and be normal. neutral. nonchalant.
i really wish i can do it my way..

farewell ass has not climax! gosh. but still,
farewell my class. after all dat tgtherness, its time to bid goodbye.


Hweechin:
get yrself a tagboard. so that i can tag on ur blog instead! ha.
erm improve on yr story and uve lots of rm for improvements. ha.
oh, i forgot to tell u im nt really into romance books like u do.
so perhaps u can try other storylines to intrigue me.. hahahaa!
(honest)

thx god.