an end

oh my god.
i cant imagine going for camp with irregular secretion of progesterone and oestrogen within my body! stress, insufficient sleep and nutritional deficiency will definitely excerbate my condition! shit! this is terrible!!
im already feeling all the heat. but i have no control over these hormones.
i need oral contraceptive pill to supress my emotions!! ahhHh!
i need to cry! i have to cry!! i want to cry!!!
shit.
people, embrace my face in camp. as i'll try to embrace yours too.

yea im gona get a trophy for serving snco for consecutively 3yrs! this comes in time to mark da end of my snco journey..
snco 04 still rocks larh!
i cant wait for 18th dec to come!!!

听海

today's k session was funNY! because of hweechin's version of 听海! gosh! a sad song became a joke!







camp's coming.. .. ... ... ..... ....... ...........

sj

still shining when i took it out from da shoebox after 10mths!








it contains my heart sweat pain love passion..

on leave for 10months and today is da first time wearing my stjohn u again.
someone once told me dat im too rigid and refuse to accept changes. gets irritated also because of da new management. well. i guess i cant deny it. snco always proves me dat.
a bad day. mood spoiled. i nve knew dat i need to withstand the * of some people and nve realise my mental tolerance cannot take them. if i didnt walk off, i would probably explode or burst infront of them. its tough to accept da present scene. seriously there isnt anyone to blame. but i still cant accept da fact dat someone deal with dat in an extremely wrong way which is so unfair to me. somehow im glad dat he has improved and dealed with similar situation in a more suitable way this time. i know i really need to stand strong.









very strong. =)..










practically, nothing interest me more than my own corps training department now. but i need to brainstorm damn lot of things for it. and every generation is different. there's a need to adjust my training schedule or method to suit da new standard.
i had a double blow this morning when mdmsim told me dat justintoh is leaving tpss for sji next year..
STAND STRONG!
but
have i chosen da wrong dep for s?
or da wrong camp?
maybe im da wrong person.

GANG

Finally, dined at Jack's Place with angela, chin and joanna!
its a reunion for all of us since we last met during aug, before prelims!
dinner was real good! better den ritz carlton! haa!
after dinner, we went gela's place to play mahjong! omg! its been ages since i last touch mahjong tiles during erm.. chinese newyr? so glad dat da luck came to me.. hee! chin is da overall loser! hahaa..
as usual da damn dog, i mean galgal, scared da hell out of me.. or perhaps i frightened her too! hahaa.. so in da end we stayed over at her place. chatted with angela till 430am then we decide to sleep.. it was so funny when we badmouth chin to test if she's still awake! haha! and obviously, she's in lalaland alrd!
so angela n me indulge in reminiscence.. we talked about our old memories together.. awww.. all da sec2 camp. leadership camp. jncoS. sncoS. dat we've attended.. our really nice tutors in tpss.. ranjit. mdmho. ms moothy. shi laoshi.. indeed, these experiences are memorable..

absolute pessimist

seriously, i have never realised da depth of da damn hole ive dug.
now dat ive no way out but to take a step ahead everyday, walking closer and closer to it..
i finally see da darkness beyond it. shit. im bound to fall into this deep damn pit!
stjohn!! im stuck!

4E1 gathering!

Yesterday morning went airport to send off my extended fam to philippines! ugh!! missed my trip again!! wt.. how to promise my aunt to go nxt june when i mayb having snco/jnco again!


Well then had a fabulous time at 4E1 lunch gathering!! we dined in at Hans River! the gathering was awesome! Oh man! i simply miss cheewee aka literature soooooo much!!! hahaa! just look at the pics and i believe u can identify da joker alr right! haha! absolutely!! hes amazing k! he can make u laugh till u drop! oh god! i jus feel lk laughin alrd upon seein his pic here! hahahaaa..

all thanks to our organiser, fat!! and the coordinators, yvonne and urs truely me! to make the gathering possible! its really nice to meet up with the class and our retired formteacher aka geo teacher who managed to assist me into getting an unexpected A2 for combined humanities! hee! opps! im guilty for tearing my geo book once durin her lesson when i was so pissed with geo! hahaa.. ah, and the strength was 22+misslow out of 40! pretty good!! more den half da class came! ah! i love this feeling! so sweet and warm! once again, literature managed to cheer my day!

oh yarh! not forgetting another one of my favourites, jianli!!! hahaa, became shorter (180cm) suddenly. yea! perhaps he grew earlier den the rest and then slowly others outgrow him! hahaa! as usual, got smack hard on my back by jianli!! and i took my revenge! mhuahaa! jus watch out during ur bday! hahaa! ahhh its a pity i 4gt to take a pic with jianli!! and yr hug made me feel like going back to 2e3 time.. =)

and atnight went to jianhong's place for dinner! shooo shiok man!! he made creamy mushroom linguine!! and jiafen had her way on the diluted cambell soup! we then watched a blacknwhite movie, 'a walk to rmb'. i tot its not really dat touching wad.. i wonder why charis said she cried so much! hahaa! but at least after months of urge to watch dat movie, finally watched it!
really had a great time!!

fat! send me da class photo!

Ritz Carlton Prom

prom was jus lk the theme says 'glitz and glamour'. "blink blink!"
wads best was postprom activity! we didnt go dxo of coz, rather a couple of kbox-ers went cineleisure for our nightsinging! wohoo!! it happened to b da 20th/40th anniversary for kbox and there's 40%discount!!! so surprised! hee!
and confirmed, those ppl are amazed with my singing skills! muhahaa! and so was i! the only girl left standing 'high' at 6am, with the other 3 semiconscious guys! hahaa!! crowned k-queen! ;)
now i know how to keep myself awake thru da night during snco!!

random pics:
my beloved gang who i held onto thru my yrs in jc.









then da flash on my cam went off..
i'm so gona miss u guys! whrs zy?!
my buddy (KP) frm tpss (who was nve my classmate before)! oh, he has big breasts! muhahaa!

of coz w lots of other guys too! but iya, KP u're jus so lucky i choose to post urs here! haha!