Monday, April 20, 2009

come back quickly

i love the way you're!
please be healthy and happy always! =D

that just vindicated my stay.

Friday, April 17, 2009

cross-over

the flip of the table
the drastic change to the direct opposite of the original
the need to fine tune to the new environment
how difficult

Thursday, April 09, 2009

backdrop

even when
the moon aligns itself with the stars
the oceans beaming with the bright sun
the world spins in aspiration
one hearts decision can make everything different

just like that

Tuesday, April 07, 2009

have to

read the unread
force yourself to do
cos following your brain
is smarter than following your heart
it hurts the way it should

Sunday, April 05, 2009

ring ring!!

bells are ringing!
for my friends!!
so happy!
but hall is one complicated thing!
i hope they're and will be happy for longlong!
=D

Thursday, April 02, 2009

what other ways

im finding it harder each day to carry the umbrella
im trying to divert my attention away from the house
but its hitting me back times and again
im trying to run away from it
but the serotonin was just temporary
im trying to cover myself up
but i cant hid from nobody
im trying to find happiness
but im lost
and it boils down to the question of why me?
i can never answer my own question

ugly me

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

bye

hamster father benben left
not knowing if it was exactly 30th march 09
hais
can still remember vividly the times we went to pick her
she wipes her face
she runs real fast
almost off the bus
and then it turns out to be a him
like i said
its either u leave first
or others will leave before you
but now, i dontknow which is better

what's right or wrong

it felt so real. for the first time after so long. the signs were real, the feelings were real. the kisses were real. was it the right thing...