its phobia

can i be selfish for once?
that can be a good test of reliability

but i just cant trust anyone yet

dont even blink

fuck.
how can you lie.
everyone can lie to me except u.
maybe u dont want it
but i just feel like knocking you out.

AH BITE!

fucked up. why run away.
is it so hard to face it.
damn.

sleepless nights

seeing the highspirit minwoo and zhangren on their way to softball and soccer practices
seeing the sleepy wilkson and rachal dozing off on the bus on their way to dance practices
made me wonder why am i not doing so

must i have a hobby?
wad can it be?

water vapour

the moon is covered by the clouds
even when its his best time to shine
and so unseen is the moon
can only imagine how bright he is to be


the perk of speaking to a psychiastrist is
to ask if he would ever go crazy

save the loan sharks

though we always say money cant buy everything
especially not love not friends not health not happiness
but the harsh facts of society show that
money do get you a lot of things
and in actual it can solve a lot of problems
i wish i can help
as much as i want


we all have big dreams
which only cash can materialise

for you, hamster mama

so sad. in just about a year. mama hamster moved on to heaven.
maybe all four of them can meet now.
so i know why daddy didnt want me to keep pets in the first place.
animals leave pretty easily. and mostlikely before me.
and being too emotionally attached can be bad.
so perhaps. we should keep to fish.
cos i can never imagine myself liking fish.
=p