steady

moving on to a new phase
filled with gitters and anxiety
gritting teeths and clenching fists to face potential threats
gona be even stronger than what you expect
proves you that my degree is worth and so am i
this is not going to kill
as the fighting will be strong

beaming 9 months

its magical knowing how fast time passes and how wonderful things are being brought to a higher level
sometimes it gets hard and harder
while all that needed was a little time to reponder
to reflect to rekindle and accept
this is happiness

HANG on

i dontknow if i should appreciate what im doing
cos i dont seem to be as happy as in the past
nor am i enjoying what im doing

should i give up my work?
or is it just a freshman feel right now?

I just feel lk knocking some senses into your head!

oh shit.
why are those bastards still around!
just because they are blessed with better looks &/or more wealth and they think they can dominate others?
wtf!
these people do not even know how to love! needless to say, be true!
devils stop going around hurting innocent hearts!
just feel like going over and smack you assholes!
love isnt about you, yourself and still you! if so, marry yourself la!

whatever belongs to u will come to u
whatever does not, will never be yours, and will always live with regrets of not having u.

uncut scene

sorry. neglected u due to iphone.
somehow iphone has no access to u.
and true enough, i lost the only method to allow explosion to take place, in words.
somehow things are getting complicated.
the feelings thinking beliefs still the same, but not the person.
dont demand for explanations, cos nothing comes out is pleasing to ears.
dont question, cos theres no right or wrong.
things change people change
synchronising the hearts is difficult
u need lies to cover lies
but sometimes its good to use it to mask the ugly truth

graduate lo!

the moment of confirmation
brings life to lives
brings smiles to laughters
brings friends to family

it was great
but definitely could be better
if you are around

MY life!

its all fucking irritating! troubling! pressurising!
i know what i want but i dont know if i can do it!
freaking monster haunting the place!
messed up the area and fussed up every corner!
im feeling dirty! real dirty!!
every single item just make me feel dirty!
i wana get rid of it!!!
even so commencement on mon, i cant feel any happier!
fuck! theres so many questions in mind!
who can answer them for me! i want the answer sheet!
hate waiting for things to happen or expecting predicted situations to happen.
it just FML!