AMEN

Please don't play with my heart

Pending: NY Reso

4.Jan.2016.

Monday.

New Year Resolutions

(1) 

How to be a better person?

you built it yourself

heart ache.

year on year, achieved nothing.
future is bleak.

i miss you.

Merry Christmas

Christmas

In just 365 days, so much has changed.

Feelings changed. Place changed. Current changed. Future changed.

Please answer my prayers please.

Today, i met two very fortunate women.

How i wish i could be just as lucky.

I really wish, i am lucky too.

In this season of giving, i give thanks to the men in my life.

I thank you for being there as a support and letting me know that you guys care.

I am blessed after all.

Thank you my men(:

Merry Christmas.

#itsalotlikechristmas

I continue to pray for a better christmas next year

im sorry

interestingly
just over 1 night (or 2)
biological hormones work its way.

never dropped an eye before.
and i think we both felt the same.
then again, pretty sure its not lasting either.

its weird how God made us feel love.
but i really do need love i can call mine.

its hard to control
its hard to say no
and I'm upset because
i realise my principles weren't so strong after all.

Dear God,
Please bless me with blissfulness and happiness.

i miss you

period.

i leave

one year ago

everything is so different

right now, things changing again

i have chosen to leave because

i was afraid you will leave me first

its painful but i think its only right

and the only way to prevent

when it comes to the matter of heart

its uncontrollable

i secretly wish my heart die

i should not deserve to go through this over and over again

and to have myself doubting on myself

is it worth being so nice