Singapore Idol~

What the heck! Maia is out of the competition? Come'on this is a sucking Singapore Idol contest.. I lost my favourite David Yeo!!! and now its Maia!!! Guess what, next should most probably be Sylvester or Leandra!! Because its simply based on whose the richest and not whose the most talented! This is shit! Can the Christopher sings? No! Can Daphne sings? No! These two should be out before David and Maia!! Just because they are rich, they are still in! As for Taufiq, he performed much better this few weeks, furthermore he is handsome and has the looks for an idol. And Olinder, she does not really has the looks to be an idol but she can sing, and she sings pretty well. Anyway, she is rich. Leandra looked sick on this few weeks performances. She looked as if she's troubled. Thus made her singing goes from good to bad and bad to worse. In my opinion, Sylvester should win. He sings very well, he is likeable by all and he has what the rest of the contestants don't have, which is the X-factor. He just have to improve on his appearance and attire. Well, this Singapore Idol just pissed me off. Its unfair and injustice! Alright, no more comments. I just hope Sylvester will win.

Os..

Yeah! 'O's ending in roughly a month time! 19th Nov! Haha, I'm not counting down to the start of the examinations rather, I'm counting down to the END! mUhaha! The thought of ending my Secondary life is simply so cooooooool! I've been yearning for it for 2yrs! And its just going to end in a month time!! wooo weee!! This is great! However, come'on, have to tackle the exams first right. Awwww'''..
Looking forward to something really nice, good, brilliant will actually helps time to 'pass' faster. That's what I think though. A month??!! What the heck! I've been in this world for 16years 7months and 29days! haha! A month is nothing! Its gonna pass very quickly.. I hope. *grin
Alright, nothing much more interesting than Os.. Haha! Wish me luck ya? =)

Will we.. ?

Will we stay in-contact?

Will we meet again?

Will we remember each other?

Will we change?
=)

Will we?

QiangQiang

He's the guy! (picture removed)
haha, well the picture looks a bit blur because the stupid village photo website. Hehe, he looks cute right? Hmm, this picture is taken in April. Now he looks even more charming. Do not think that he's kiddy, because HE'S A DOCTOR! Awww'''.. handsome cousin!
Alright, he's appearing in my mind time and again! That's it! I'm sick! Haha. Why do some people simply born to be so handsome??? My my my, they are like so rare gems okay! How I wish I can have one of them!! Haha! Nutz me! Now I'm thinking of going Poly and study Nursing. Then become a nurse and get close to him! Muhaha! ;) Anyway, I'm a First-Aider Okay! Haha. Awww'' my hormones are spoiling me~~~.. Haha!

burner..

Today was tiring. I'm just back after sending off my cousin's grandfather's last route. I reached the void deck with my Mom at 11.30am. Very few people were there. All the relatives were wearing the proper attire. Soon, a group of people came. They are the band. They played oldies which were very nice. Anyway, the band cost $500. Then the monk came. All the relatives were to hold a joss stick and kneel down. My cousin (Xiong Jie - Pri4) was so funny! He held the two joss sticks with his two hands separately and played with the flame. Haha! He was kneeling down at first, then squat and then sit down totally. Hee! He kept smiling to me. Haha! So adorable.
I saw the handsome man. He's the cousin of my cousin. Haha, get it? I saw him a couple of times at my cousin's house. He looks a bit like Chong Boon. He is a doctor, surprising? Hee! He's around the age of 24+. Xiong Jie knew I like him and wanted to see him. So he brought him to where i stood and signal me with his eyebrows! Wah Seh, i was shy! Haha! He kept bullying this handsome cousin and joked me. However, he has a girlfriend (whatever!) haha. Whose a nurse. She was not there as she went to London to further her studies. She will be there for 5 years! Haha! Well, a lot of things can happen during that 5 years. *wiNk Haha! NutZ me!
Alright, the whole ritual was so grand. Lots of people were present. I was so excited to see such a grand funeral. They must have spent quite a sum of money.
I was at the 'Guan Ming Shan' - temple. That's where my Kor Po's (great grand aunt) ashes are. When i reached there, i felt a great sense of belonging. Well, its not that I been there for thousand times, but I felt as if my Kor Po is there. And I'm there to see her. I ran to the gate and shouted for my Kor Po. I told her I'm taking my exams soon and may her wishes me goodluck. *almost weep
Alright, then the body was pushed inside the 'burner'. It was such a quick process. Soon the door of the 'burner' closed. And that's it! So fast! I was shocked. I thought it would be like at the Aljunied - where there will be a few ritual and the body will move in through the curtain and then move slowly into the 'burner' (which I will definitely cry). It's was quite heartbreaking to see that. Is that where life ends?
Okay, I'll stop here. Watching Singapore Idol soon. Anyway, Jerry or Christ should be out!

alone at home..

When I was walking to my house, I was splashed by a Indian man who was washing the floor. He smiled at me. Well, i smiled back. I was alone at home. I checked time and again to comfirm if I have locked the gate and door. I made sure I put the keys back into my bag. I called my Mom and she said she would not be back so soon.
I went to bathe. Halfway through, someone was knocking on the door outside. I was petrified. "Who can that be?" I thought. I dried myself and called my Mom. She told me that it might be some salesmen. I bathed quickly and when I was about to leave the room, I saw the Indian man outside my house. I went back into the toilet. I was trying to hide. I came out only when he left.
I went to check the gate and door once again. They were properly, safely locked. I put my keys and handphone in my pocket.
Soon, i felt dead-beat. I thought that resting awhile should be okay. I rested, and fallen asleep unknowingly. When i woke up, my Dad was home. Then, i realised i was just being overly suspicious.

bitches

Well, last Sat and yEsterday we were celebrating my cousin's 21st birthday. Last Sat was held at his house. At the Melview Park. It was meant for relatives only. Yesterday was held at Safra Resort. Its a chalet mainly for his friends. Of coz, relatives were also invited. Haha.
It was my first time to Safra Resort. The chalet is huge. 2 storeys and the living room is big! I played bowling, pool and arcade. The bowling only cost $2.80 per game! and the pool is $2.00! Cheap right! The whole event was suppose to be fun and enjoyable since its my cousin's 21st birthday and its also a family gathering. However, i did not enjoy it. Esp yesterday.
I was harassed by a spoilt-brad! She was following me WHENEVER WHEREEVER I GO! Its SICK OK! She's Pri2 but is so kiddy and childish! I hate to go to places where there is someone whom i hate! It bloody sickening! Imagine a sticky tape sticking onto ur skin for the whole day! I even tested her! I walked to the door, she followed! I walked to the kitchen, she followed! Wad e hack! Am i that sweet? i thought! I couldnt stand her! I hate her! I loathe her!
And guess wad! Her MOTHER!! I'm lousy at playing bowling. So?!!?! Must you make so much noise about it! Still teach me how to play.. " its push not throw.. bend down.. use more strength.." I was so furious that i walked away wearing socks only! sickening! Wad e hack! Still ask me to take napkims for her WHILE SHE WAS PLAYING MAHJONG!
See! In e end, i only hates children more & more..