snco appraisal

Today had Senior N.C.O.s Training Camp 2004 Appraisal at St John HQ. Well, was late. Ran from Lavender MRT to HQ.
Haha, was really happy whenever I'm having St John. So great to be back! =)
As an Assistant Group Advisor of my team, I speaked to every trainee from my team. Let them know their strength and weaknesses and Get feedbacks from them. Ben wasn't around, so I had ChuiYee with me.
Had a great talk with Wenmei on the train. Well, I'm still confused with what I actually want and how to get it. I do wish to go to Poly. However, there's still something holding me on to TPJC. What's that?
Reached home at around 730pm. Called every kids to let them know if they passed or failed the camp. Haha! This is tough job. Heez. Their Passing Out Parade will held on Next Sat (15/01) at HQ. Only then, my job is done. No more snco stuffs coming up. So sad~
I'll get myself involved again for this year's camp. =)
Schooling again tomorrow.
Will I make friends?
Will I enjoy myself?
Will I be able to cope? Will I..
I'll try.
I need Luck.

end of orientation

*Phew* gotten in the same class as Huiling, S07.
Well, signed up for Shooting, Photography and First Aid Society as my CCA.
Haha, kiasu? =P They seem interesting to me.
Skipped my OG night. I was feeling kind of bad. Afterall, I have planned games and activities before and I definitely know the feeling when you realized ur kids are not enjoying it!
I messaged the handsome OGL that I'm not going and complimented them Haha!
He replied me!!!! He said its ok and asked me to say hi to him when we meet in school.
Awwww''' so nice! Heez. I will man!!
Well, Orientation ended just like that. Happy and Sad. Haha. I'm sure going to miss my OGLs!! OGLs - Matthew, Aloysius, Ko Zaw and Hong Peng. They are damn funny people!! They are so motivating and encouraging, and that's why they are leaders! If only I'm JC2 people, I will be damn happy. Well, as some of you know, I couldnt find any cliques!! or any companion!! I was so alone. That's why I wasn't normal! Haha, as in not in my usual self. And hence, there goes my god-damn black face! Haha! Really sorry for those who saw it. Heez. I didnt mean it. I'm a fun person too! Haha. I was pretty observant throughtout the orientation. I was trying to 'absorb' as much new games,cheers and ideas from it and bring them back to St John! Hahaz.
Went back to TPSS again for some st john stuffs. Its great!! Had dinner with Angela, HweeChin and Joanna at Cafe Cartel! CooL~ Really fun singing cheers all the way with Angela! Haha! We're mad!~
Oh, today, its really sad too. Ben da man going for chalet tomorrow!!
Couldnt share anymore problems with him!
I'm going to lose one listener, encourager, companion, joker, motivator, counsellor, and a great friend!
Anyway, bad things wouldnt last too right? =) All the best! Take care!
I'm gona miss them for sure! ;)

4th day og

Finally, I survived for the last 4 days of orientation in TPJC. Cool huh?
I'm so ready to receive my trophies and certificates by Ben! Haha!
Today had introductory lectures at the auditorium and lecture threatre.
Well, I'm really looking forward for this! Afterall, my objective is to learn. =)
Tomorrow, Kesther and me probably would go and find the Civics tutor. To deal with some of our problems.
This is a bad start for a New Year. I don't find it good.
I'm dealing with lots of emotions. What can I do?
I'm still wishing for the best.

tpjc sux more.

Guess what! Haa. Well, went TPJC in the morning. And Left at 12pm before school ends officially. I can't be bothered!!
The orientation damn SUX!!!
St John cheers and games are much much much.. better!!
I'm like a lonely soul, float here float there.
So slowly float float float.. float out of the school gate. =) Heez.
Anyway, my face got worse! I'm no longer in default mode. I'm pissed off.
Its even darker and blacker than... what Ben had saw during SNCO! Haha!
I wonder how the OG leaders think about me. Heez.
In actual, I'm kind, friendly and funny ok! =)
Well, My friends and I know that very clearly, So it doesn't matter. Haha!
Alright. Still embracing the inevitable.
Missing you guys!

tpjc sux

Well, TPJC 's orientation is horrible.
I'm missing all my friends.
Love you guys!!
I'm embracing the inevitable.
Wish me luck! =)

new yr

*Yawnx* Didnt really sleep enough. HaHa! Well, Happy New YEar People!!!
31st Dec 04 - Met up with SJAB Nursings, Angela, Vanessa, Hwee Chin, Joanna, Fatmah. Had our New Year Dinner at PastaMania (Food wasn't good). Heez. After that we took neoprints! waHaha. Its been 2years since the last time I took neoprint!! So was kind of excited! Haha. Well, there's 6 of us, hence, we took 3times! Damn funny when everyone was trying to squeeze their faces into the one solid rectangular space! Hahaaha! Definitely had a lot of laughters!
Then Fatmah went home due to her curfew, leaving Angela, Vanessa, Hwee CHin, Joanna and me. We met up with our SJAB Officers, Zhiwei and Tay Tong. Took a taxi down to DownTown East. Wooahh!! The place was full of people!! All ready to celebrate! (I didnt know there's a celebration there). Anyway, Didnt went to the wrong place. We saw BeeGees, Power Station and a famous Canto singer.
Very soon, it was time!!! People started spraying their cans of foam! It was damn irritating!! I hate it!! I have a fobia for that eversince last year's x'mas at Orchard!! Haha! I'm so afraid of the 'spppphhh' sound! The fact that the soapy liquid will be staining on my body and clothes simply makes me sick. Well, couldn't giv them extras or defaultes right? HaHa. So we simply 'siam'. HaHa. Still fail lah! They attack every single person there! We were in the middle, meaning we can't escape!! haha. Had real fun counting down, waving our hands and singing! HaHa.
Then Vanessa's and Joanna's parents were so eager to see them, and they went home after that. =) Finally, we saw Zhihua and his girlfriend, Peijia. We proceeded down to Fisherman Villiage. Met Tay Tong's girlfriend too. Well, Zhiwei, Zhihua and Tay Tong had beer, while Hwee Chin, Angela and me had 7-up! Haha! Alcohol is bad. =) The drinks were treated by them. So nice~
Chatted damn long with them!! Took a taxi back home. Reached home at 4am this morning.
Alright, that's roughly about it. I'm so glab that I didnt went to the wrong place with the wrong people to celebrate such a wonderful day! I love my St John mates! haha. Thanks to all my darlings who wished me! I'm so happy! May all your wishes and dreams come true!~ =)

st john nutz

Alright, I'm having this feeling like I'm unable to part with St John once again. I had this feeling just before I stepped down due to 'O' levels. Now, I'm back to St John. My mind is full of St John St John St John and St John. How am I going to divert all my attention back to studies? I'm getting too obsessed with St John! I'm feeling too attached to it!! Is it good or bad? Save me man..