Saturday, August 06, 2005

C/L!

yo. just get promoted to c/l, meaning cadet leader, meaning officer w/o salutation, meaning mdm. hahaa. the parade was simple. as usual due to my surname. im the last one to get called. so i waited n waited.. until i blurred! and the worse is tt.. for ppl who spotted it, hahaaha! i invented a new drill myself! hee!! wad a mistake. but luckily no cadets saw it larh. haha.
les put on the rank for all newly promoted lcp, cpl and c/l. was a little nervous at first. then after he congratulated me. phew. i started crapping and laughing. then marched back in double quick time to my position! coz everyone waiting for me!! hahaaha.
go for officer trainign camp next yr? hmm.
ok. then met fat!!! finally my goodness. passed her her bday present. anyway, her bday was like 1 1/2 mths ago! hahaaa.. missed u so much fat! so nice to see ya again.. and getting cheerfulier ah! hahaa.. so sweettz =P chatted awhile with gela, chin, van, na, fat, les, gerald, mark. haha! shiok. was kind of incomplete as all of our standard ppl (meaning same batch) were present in tpss juz now except aaron! haix.. miss his jokes damn lot larh!
o yah. my right cheek is in pain larh! wa lao.. its aching till i cant speak n eat properly!! and its getting worse.. my left jaw starts to ache too! consulted professional nurse, kaizhong. haha! stupid man.. kept making me laugh!! duhz.. seriously larh. this morning i woke up and was unable to open my mouth!!!! so much difficulties in brushing my teeth! ugh!
feeling so much better after the pop. love this harmonious feel. haha. crap. oh today in sch. a guy from badminton said hi to me. haha! im so surprised. he's the one tt i argued with during the 1st match. (also the one kept shouting before the matches begin) he wanted our team to play twice tt day. and we were kind of.. 'wad! another one?!?!!!' haha.. so i know him after tt larh. =) i was really elated to know him! though not close, but new fren leh! hahaa.. great! =) love to make frens. love my new sj frenz too! mingfeng from zone3. she's ex-sac. know her thru the ndp training in our sch (incase u nt sure, tpjc). she's really nice to chat with. a very interesting girl. haha. oh.. not forgetting Gan TF! haa.. he's the one tt kept saying my c/l rank looks like chocolate cream!! --> oreo! ugghh! wadever! hahaa.. really nice frens i met in these activities i've participated. great! =)
ok. drowning.. badminton tml?

Thursday, August 04, 2005

class pic

feeling more and more attached to this group of friends.
o5s07..

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Tuesday, August 02, 2005

last match

ahhh.. its over. i mean my badminton matches.
i really want to appologize.. esp to these people..
to my partner: u're really great! always remind me to focus and taught me tactics too. having u as my partner seriously make me feel so secure. for the fact tt u're really a gd player. im sorry to make our matches end here.
to my trainer: u taught me a lot of strokes and always thr to make me trainnn.. runnnnn.. stretchhhh.. no doubt a wonderful trainer! i feel so upset becoz i think that i've let u down. im sorry.
to my helix captain: u're the first to make me engross in badminton and always want to make me do footwork to improve. u're skills always impress me. i joined the team is also becoz of ur enthusiasm in making the team possible. im sorry to put a stop.
to the racquet owner: thanks a lot for lending me all ur fantastic racquets for training and for the matches. i've developed a feeling for them. haha. sick. but i really do enjoy gripping the racquet. haha! without them, i wouldnt hav gone this far too. im sorry.
to my other shifus and supporters: u all simply rocks man!
nothing can express my feelings now. feel so guilty and disappointed.. in my first badminton comp. i know u guys will b thr n will encourage me.. thanks.. but im jus sorry. too many things happening to me these days tt perhaps stolen my 'principle focus'. my heart, st john and my 2 dearest friends..
on top of all these.. i totally agree with cherr. our class is much more bonded now! esp the badminton grp & its supporters! its really great to have such a team of friends. yeah!
regards,
with lots of thanks and appologies..
Lingx

Sunday, July 31, 2005

afa exam

can u imagine i went for st john at 5.30pm? haha..
usually i would sacrifice anything for st john.. but ..
friday was a short day. and my left knee is hurting!!
went hq for afa-re exam on sat. easy test man. oh, pia leong is so handsome. haha! he moved so close to me when im doing cpr!! haha.. he taught me to pinch and pull the nose harder.. hee.
okok.. then met this 29yrs old officer formerly from dhs.. he's very nice.. we crap ard wif him.. not forgetting the bandaging uncle.. i mean sir.. haha.. even funnier.. i did my favourite palm bandage. he see alredy and said "ok. passed." hahaahaa!
iya. well. knew this exam would b easy. hehee. afterall the qns are forever the same man.. so ambiguous. and if u put all ans as true.. i guarantee u will pass. haha!
oh.. had fun with mdm sim's sons too! oh.. her younger son, alestier kissed me! wahaha.. so cute man.. he's so hyperactive..
ok.. then went to eat with gela, chin and van at the army market. woo.. so long nve chat together.. den walked ard thr for cheap goods. hee.
nth much happened. yah. woke up damn early this morning.. lk 8am! duh.. loads of hmwk to do!! arhhH! take one step at a time. =)

Friday, July 29, 2005

bad training

still training for badminton like almost everyday. i am getting more n more enthu abt it. tts good! but my left knee hurts!!!
today's a fine day. started really well in the morning. its the first time i feel happy on thurs. haha. was happy all the way till the time when i need to get my ppl to get ready for photo taking. was pissed when they dont listen to me. too demanding i am?
was hyper again after that.. and once again, people want to step on my tail. not tt i want to say. i really cant stand those participating in ndp marching contigent. they just cant listen to the parade commander. he was giving instructions and others just want to show tt they're better by laughing at his command. tt is so bad! when everyone wants to be the leader, whose the follower? to be a good follower is more difficult than to be a good leader my dear.
oh. jus need to comment this in my blog. the bubble tea tt i like is peach red teaaaaaa!!! not peach milk tea!!! i dont take milk!! hahaa.. cant believe my dear cherr bought somethg really diff from wad i asked for. omg.
tml's friday. dont feel excited like how i usually do. weird. bad.

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

badminton matches!!!

weee. got so much to say about my 3 badminton matches!! =)
okiex. played girls double with holichu yesterday n today. yupiee!! we won all 3!!
yesterdae result: 17/14, 15/8
todays result: 11/4, 11/4
cool! its my first time joining a badminton competition and just started real training (meaning with footwork etc) 2 or 3 weeks ago! so impressed with myself. ahha. =x before the comp i was trembling like hell.. getting colder n colder.. didnt want to disappoint my shifus! luckily, the luck was in my court. hehee. ok, shall nt get too confident.. real show on next monday!
yesterdays match was fantastic. for the first set, we were both v.scared. but tried to remain as calm as possible ah. get so intense halfway thru tt i could feel as if my whole face turned red! red hot! haha.. really overwhelmed to win the first match. at least, we didnt get knock out straightaway. hee.
todays more challenging. against better players of coz. kenz and cherr played really well! they vs a school team player (from tpss but i duno who) and could pull the score as close as 11/10! though we lost, but still glab tt kenz hit the bloody cocky guy in his face n stomach! wahahaa!
the boys doubles are getting stronger n stronger. jas n yang really need to train more too. saw really cool shots by jas. haha. teach me net man! as for the boys single. no need to elaborate more, long my idol man! he's the champ! haha. of coz, hes our team, helix captain! hehe.
holichu!! we need to practise more.. haha! definitely expecting even scarier opponents next week. but shall do my best! helix, we're amazing! =)
im not losing focus..

Sunday, July 24, 2005

angriest day.

my frens.
if you're reading my post. please, remember to be punctual whenever you meeting your friends. if you know you'll really be late, please remember to give one of them a call to inform. or at the least a message. i just had a horrible experience. and worse still, they are all guys and still don't know they are in fault. i feel cheated. the 30mins have woke me up. im not blinded anymore. i shouldnt be helping them. i shouldnt have trusted you all. its a painful yet good whack to my heart.
regards,
leeling

what's right or wrong

it felt so real. for the first time after so long. the signs were real, the feelings were real. the kisses were real. was it the right thing...