my life? maybe

oh god. just realised 2 of my frens took up tennis during this period of time!!
they're learning tennis and preparing for a levels?!
oh god.
i just wish i can too! i mean, not tennis.. but something i really wana do in my life!
its a 'thing' that i really wana learn.. or shuld i say, its a skill that i want.. since vlong ago..
ugh! i believe a few of u out thr have had encountered this before.. its really sad to actually postpone yr interest to pursue yr studies. u know wad i mean?
soar for yr grades at the expense of yr passion. i dun even sure if i'll get my chance to learn the skill!
ugh! or perhaps i just dun hav the courage to do it! definitely not now i told myself. im just too rigid huh! so inflexible that im boring myself to my exams death! duhhz!
its really a tough decision to make. but somehow i thought i know which to choose.
theres so many courses my college offer that i wish to attend.. but once again.. other den studies, i better get to my bed, comp or tv!
well. tt sounds lk a really unhealthy lifestyle! ironically, a lot of us r doing that. just work yr days off.. leisure? other days larh.. other time maybe?
or is it just happening to myself?
ugh! wadeva da reason, i just hav to get over it! how i wish i hav the universal remote control.. just lk the one in the movie, click!
so guess wad i'll do with it!
pause the world clock!! and begin after posting! =)

sweettest dreamss

have u ever wonder,
people tend to wish "may yr dreams come true"
but wad can possibly happened if it really comes true?
and oh my! wad dream is that?
nightmare?
i had mine came true. though it wasnt exactly the same way as it was in the dream, but the outcome was.
it wasnt wad i want.
it was a nightmare.
then i nve wana wish people that again.
or perhaps i would
"may yr sweet dreams come true"

if i cant see u in reality. i wish to meet u in my dreams.

hot

ok. like wad the title says. HOT!
im feeling a lot of heat right now.
i just wish i can get over this exams fear as quickly as possible. i cant believe im doing it again. it was just 2years ago when i freak for my o. wad the.. its so tormenting!
its gona be another round of anxiety! i will definitely remember wad im feeling right now. its so indescribable in fact. how on earth and why on earth should people undergo this brain draining process that kills one silently!
i dont know. but obviously im doing it. and im just going to get over it! for wad the consequences the results the aftermath will be, wads done is done huh. the process though i loathe it damn lot, im gona treasure it. after all, its going to be history some day.
yes it is.
im love tuition! my tutor is saving me! ahh.. im seeing him like an angel.. he's my angel!! thank god.

a miraculous win

alright, the winning just turn out to be so surprising! too surprising for me to accept at first.
the class practically didnt train for this finals and just before getting into the boat, we had so many hiccups!
dawei (dragonboater in class), alison (class faculty rep) and i tried to arrange a time slot for training, but well. it didnt work out of course. so no choice, the only little most practice we had was when we were on the boat, rowing towards the starting line!!
yup. indeed. knowing facts that some other cgs are training very hard for this, and they've got more guys than girls in their boat, everyone just hope that we werent the last for the race.
ok, we came in 3rd for our race, which is race 1. so god. we definitely hav lost the game. so off we go. trying to sneak off kallang river to the mrt. sneak because there's this nothing-better-to-do teacher who hide near the mrt, with a camera, trying to snap pictures of students who leave before dismissal! duhhz. dumb. well, luckily my dad came for my rescue! muhahaa. all my frens ran in all directions. & the pathetic me with an injuried knee wound couldnt run fast. so just walked along with some indian-bangala looking people to a bus stop. opps, pretty terrifying. i was at geylang road tat time!
hahaa. so i was happily on my way home & i got news that we've gotten 4th place! (out of 12th) waddaa.. a medal for all of us! wtf!
happy? seriously nope. i thought it was all based on luck that we've gotten it. isnt it? no unity , no practice, no training, no coordination (or maybe miraculously have durin the race)!! wth gotten us the 4th place.
well. maybe the medal can make them think about it!!

response - responsible - responsibility

ah!
here's 05S07!
moi da class rep! hee!









a class that is difficult to control. difficult to instill discipline. difficult to cooperate with. difficult to bring close together..

and definitely difficult to forget.

my beloved gang!!
1..2..3..4..5..6! uhhh... so cute huh! hahaaa!!


FAS!!

Look at my committee!! =)

we started with nothing.
& ended with everything.



Awww...
im touched.





handing over.. the cake!














i was overwhelmed!

my fas!

super duper happy on wednesday!!
its first aid society (fas) handover day!! not the fact that i no longer hav to my duties of coz. hee!
finally my 1 and a half years of service has come to an end. seriously, the days have passed so fast and i can still remember vividly the day when i was shouted at by tic because she was so mad with the previous committee! (jus my luck!) they didnt inform her abt any meetings or decisions they make.. they didnt carry out duties well.. and worse of all, they gave her a terrible name behind her back!!
wad a start for me!
hence, when i was elected as president by my seniors, and my tic wasnt convince at all! she was worried that im gona be like the previous president.
well, at least ive proved her initial worries wrong! hee!!
if it wasnt the fact that my then acquaintance supported me to accept the role, i wouldve just passed the baton to 'the one' that my tic likes! thank you guys! i can never stand alone as president and yet achieved so much for fas!
this batch of friends ive known really surprises me. i thought most of them joined fa was just to have a 'slack' cca. but i was wrong! we started off as strangers, than acquaintance, cca mates and friends. though we didnt know each other in the first place, we quickly got into form and cooperated very well! (thats why all our duties went smoothly! hee)
slowly, we done a service learning project (a children camp), sent members to redcross fa course to get certified, we done duties for sportsday, seasports, orientation, carnival, openhouse and more! comparing with the previous committee, woo, we've done so much!

fas has expanded! from current 12Jc2 to the present 14Jc1! hee! J1s were so sweet!! the new president rush to swensens and bought an ice-cream cake for us!! haha! i was elated!! so astonished!! beaming with joy!! some of their parents also made little cakes and sandwiches!! ohhh.. im so touched!!! they gave us each a paperclip with a marble and our initials on it!! they are just so adorable!!
Bcoz i asked them blatantly "do u guys have anything for us?" and all of them kept quiet. so i didnt expect anything and thought probably the meeting will end vquickly. hahaa..
it was a moment that i felt really appreciated. for wad ive brought to the college, the cca and the mbms. and i appreciate for the effort they put in for the handover session!!

all da best to the new committee!! i nve know i'll love this people so much.. =)
im proud. heee

ughh!! the pic doesnt show!!! ...

if

if
meeting u means we have to be separated,
saying hi gona say goodbye, and
loving u means one day i may be losing u,

then i would rather i wasnt borned.
for i dont wish to live to await my death.

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yesterday was fun fun fun!
if only the night can be longer..
my eyes can stay alert

perhaps till nov will we meet again..