my EPI

Name: EpiEva
Genus: Sophrocattleya
Birthday: 6 December 2007

Only one bud/flower will appear at anytime. The one that is special.
Made to listen. and hang around in C318. =)























thanks kaiyuan for helping me to get Epi!

Lignified

when the trees fall.
the flowers wither.
the leaves drop.
the grasses dry.
i'll too.

basic elements required.

sunday sucks.

however,
i realised,
if im not doing it,
then im not who i am.

my distinctions. are undeniably sucky.
searching for the land mine, to blow up myself.
there i go again. a winding path.

self-inflict.

DON'T do things that are not required from you.

its enough.

its more of the relational antonym of strong than it is.

anomaly

just different.


2more days to fresher air.
6more to the sky.
the wait is pain.

running away.

went for 5k+gossip run with date at around 1230am. got pulled out of my room actually.

didnt run for a week by now. so it does feel good to be on my feets again.

or rather, have lacked the push-pull factor lately. a causal link to exams. must be.

and to reward me. he gave me a 100plus! finally. i emphasized.

cause' well. theres criteria to get it.

guess hes too stressed up with paper qualifications too. thats how life will be when u come to uni.

its just another round of paper chase.

plan your route early. conscientious effort is very important. the spirit and right learning attitude too. so, dont regret. learn to rationalize.

this is what im trying to do.

gravitational pull

just like the tides in the sea. it comes and go. now and then.
im afraid to put my feet in.
will i sink. or will i sail.
procrastinations silence me. doubts froze me. and fear riped me.
as i tried to look far. my presbyopic sight failed me.
but
there is this side of me that reminds me to go.
i need to embrace impediments. cross over. to reach the site of utopia.
just like,
when the waves of tide come. im carried up.
and when they recede, im calm again.
over time. muscles of my mind grow.
till then i'll realise.

if only opportunity cost doesnt exist. if only.