Thursday, July 31, 2008

SH orientation

the no day no night is starting in 8mins time.
and by the time i publish the post, thats it, im late.
blacked face. ugzh.
but still gotta go.
go on go on. on and on. until the 8 aug.
nve had looked forward to ndp so much before.
lastly before i go.
im doing this again for blkc. for joyce. for quin laimun emily jieshen.
orientation begins.

Sunday, July 27, 2008

nags

everybody desire to be saint.
but they should know that, their inner self is seeking sins to commit all the time.

Saturday, July 26, 2008

one more time

a dog came in. screams. freaking out.
shut the door immediately.
injured the dogs leg.
felt so sad. opened the door slightly more. another dog came running in.
shut the door in the nick of time.
to hurt just another dog.
limping back. then.
opened eyes to realize it was too late.
where hurts can never be undone.

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

silence i keep

ok its oblivion.
but dont ask.
why do i get stuck in an s environment again!
once was stjohn, and now its sh..
not that i loathe, but if i feel that its "clinging" on me, i'll run away.

gosh. i knew its not my cup of tea, and have to do it anyhow.
only i can anticipate the horrors of it all.
pals pls understand, my resentments on orientate.
serious, blatant i am, engulfed with fear and displeasure.

chaya & ciro

Thursday, June 19, 2008

lazy

my first 10km run!
even though got 'kite flown' by many people, it was definitely worth going, or should i say worth running for. i felt more satisfying than i thought it would be.
finishing in 1hr 09mins! just nice! number27 out of 130 for my category =)
actually had a bad stomach the day before and the following 3days of the run. but i ran still. never regret running. it was more gratifying than anything else i can find. even daddy mummy think im crazy. hee.
my first finishing medal! i cant wait to go for more running!

watched sex and the city with budds.
pretty good movie. especially nice to watch with my goodie friends! just like in the movie, how close the 4 friends are. simply made me envy, and treasure them around me.
i do wish they will be there for me through thick and thin, and i'll be there for them the same way. but i definitely hope i wont celebrate my 50th birthday with them!
haha. its not "them" being the problem, but me! i cant imagine being 50. hehee. ok, not even 30! sounds a little far fetch right now, im sure it will come really soon. oh time. move slowER pls.
so much things undone. and so little time. always the case.
how can i make my teen life worthwhile when i needa study hard, work hard, and still have time to play hard?

Sunday, June 01, 2008

too many too short




Redang Island - 20 May - 23 May 08



beautiful beaches, sea, wind, sand, fabulous hotel room, sumptuous meals!

my first organized trip together with friends!

we went snorkelings, swimming, shopping, drinking.. hee bought lots of stuffs from those stopovers.



its recommended more for a relaxing enjoying romantic trip. not a lot of sea games compared to tioman or bintan.

and if u watched the movie "more more tea inn"! yea. its filmed just there! coincidentally we picked the resort on that island. as i watched the movie before. it was really nice to re-watch the movie in my room, on that island, with the inn just outside my window. gosh, it felt even better when the live band sang the more more tea's song. ooww.. the feeling was simply undescrible. so surreal.

despite so, i couldnt perk myself enough. when the surroundings, the background were beautiful, ugliness became oblivious. lost it that made me truly understand what opportunity means. i hate to do what im doing, but its imperative.

right away, back to singapore island, i went rock climbing @ yishun with my cousees!! it was fun! pretty stressful too when u climbed and realized that u cant go up higher, no energy, no ways, no lead. that feel sucks. but it was satisfying to reach the highest yea.

then gathering with the bunch of 1e3-4e1 peeps! hee! never fail to make me laugh! what a noisy pool game i had yesterday. ;p

lastly, collected my first ever 10k passion saucony run pack! the run is next sunday! o no, im excited! anxious! and really looking forward to the completion! bless me. anyway, 8018, nice number! hee! =)

what's right or wrong

it felt so real. for the first time after so long. the signs were real, the feelings were real. the kisses were real. was it the right thing...