Sunday, August 16, 2009

runaway tears

wad used to motivate has gone
the receiving hands have no shadow
wad sent shivers at the starting line
send shivers at the end too
the front gate is closed
the back one has locked
theres no way left but

too far too long

fairy godmother
wad have i done
wad have i not done
wad was i thinking
?

just bite and smile..

Thursday, August 13, 2009

go

just do it
you only live once
and you never know what will happen
until you do it

i wish someone else can drive me
crazy

Monday, August 10, 2009

year3 sem1 action

the enthusiasm coupled with the fear for uni
just the exact feeling ive had 2years ago
yet this time its in a slightly different context - the uni life without hall
even before tomorrow, i start to have a little big bit of regrets
i realised i cant run away from the things i refuse to see at home
maybe i can hide in my room still
but i can hear them
absence makes the heart grows founder is true
with hall i had better times catching up when we meet sometimes
now that i had to face what im going to see everyday
i really wish for your marriage to come now

whatever the case
im an nus year 3 undergrad
and im hoping for a honeymoon last year in sch
academically wise im grateful with the grades im having
yet i know thats not enough
and clearly its my last chance to reach
for the highest
bless me support me love me

whatever that starts has to end
yet an ending to one is the start of another

Sunday, August 09, 2009

i like to move it move it

there's so much happenings in life which no one can ever give you an answer
because not everything needs reason to happen
neither do they happen for a reason
so stop questioning why and how
as who what where and when are more important

dont hate my dear
its not your fault either
theres no right nor wrong in it
if he's not moved by your effort
then u should move on
and keep the best of him in your heart

sometimes we should
just chase backwards

Saturday, August 08, 2009

powerpuff

give me the power please
to bless people around me
for their happiness bring smiles for me


u start wishing for others
when u find yourself hopeless

Sunday, August 02, 2009

let it be as long as you're happy

i talked when you speak to someone else
i looked at you when you look at someone else
i smiled when you smile at someone else

what's right or wrong

it felt so real. for the first time after so long. the signs were real, the feelings were real. the kisses were real. was it the right thing...