drop

they flow in every room


lost 2 and still counting

bad start

gone
i pray that i wont feel a tiny bit
i wish i can think logically

there's no rain today

in the wrong state of mind
potentially ruining one's life
dont even know whats true and real now


i will give up everything and step myself away from you

221199

everyday of this date
i remember the needles the lights the pain
then the coma and the scar
well, it has been 10years
and i still wonder
how am i going to tell people about it

if you dont matter

把爱放心里面

其实我害怕会失去你的感觉
又深怕朋友默契转身不见
有懂我的你给我安慰
后悔这已不在的暧昧

你说的我都会相信
因为我完全信任你
我想说的是
大家都说你很好
我都知道
其实你只是对我没那么好

stupid

i wana marry money

sometimes i cant help but thinks that im a liability
operation
braces
spectacles / contact lens
failed driving
and im sure theres many more illnesses to come
these haunt me since young and they really total up to freaking lots of money!
shouldnt someone like that just die?
much resources can be saved
furthermore,
im of no asset value.

in my eyes..

dont disappoint me

i hope you have the strength and will
as no matter how tired we are
we never give up hope on you
i know thats fear
but it only gets worse if you back off
persevere and stand strong


the same problem
but without you to listen