Frenz

Gd afternoon my friends, first of all.. im going to describe to u my feelings now.. Im currently listening to Shania Twain - From this moment On. WooO~ and im singing away too.. haha! So im sorry for the rain!~ heez.. Oh man.. its SOOOO SWEET!!! I feel like marrying NOW! wahahaha.. ! Show u some lines n u will understd my feelings.. "U're the reason i believe in love.. and u're the answer to my prayers from up above.. all we need is just the 2 of us.. my dreams came true becoz of u..." heheez.. nice right..!!!! ALL WE NEED IS JUST THE TWO OF US... =) ahaa... so romantic.. if u nve heard of this song b4.. dont hesitate to d/l it! Its great!
Ok, next im going to tell u about what happened in sch today. The best moment i hav in school should be at 2.30pm (Physics Infocus) haha.. its not becoz i like Physics or wad.. but.. becoz Mdm Lim had finished her teaching.. so we actually have 30mins more on our own.. Furthermore, after Physics Infocus is Biology.. where Mr Hafiz told us to go home.. heez.. Then i went over to ZeWei's n Martin's area & talked to them.. and then.. heheheheez.. 2 of my favourites in class came over and one stood on my left n the other on my right!!! wahaha..!!! cOoL right!~ haha! And then the horrible Mal_ _ _ _ haha u noe who? =P came over n squeezed between 1 of my favs n me! bloodyhell! duhz.. So i went over to Angela, Fatmah & Alfred.. haha! had a great chat with them gossiping about the Mel..~ whahahaa! =P
Well, recently keep hearing some misunderstdings and quarrelings between some of my friends.. hmm.. im kind of upset about it although i may not be directly involved. In my opinion, i don't blame anyone of the them.. This is life! Life is always full of mishaps, misfortunes and misunderstandings. Despite all these, we still have to get over it quickly and move on! Friends are your closest companions.. they r the ones that actually know u more than ur parents or even yourself.. They r the ones that r beside you.. to know u.. to interact with u.. to help u.. and to be with u.. I believe that all of us have our good & bad points.. But its up to one to decide whether its bad or gd.. Exp: i speak very loudly to everyone. To some, they may think that its my gd point as im daring n confident. While to others, it may sounds irritating n as if im showing off.. So, as a friend of others, u have to be more caring & understanding.
Let me share with u my relationship with Angela. Haha.. its very good right.. as in we hardly quarrel for 2yrs!! wahhaa.. so how we maintain it?! By understanding.. By being more magnanimous.. By being more sensible.. By being there for each other.. By being thoughtful.. These few words might seem simple to u.. but u hav to get the meaning behind them. Angela, Jeanie, Qiuxia and me were extremely good friends 2yrs back.. we went thru' thick n thin togther.. Had A LOT of quarrels and disputes.. haha.. and i realised that we can resolve all that.. Therefore, when im sec3.. i tried to be more thoughtful.. to think for Angela.. n i realised that she's doing it also. We understd why each other does this n that thing.. we know the reason.. and r sensible about it. Hence, we can have this good friendship. U have to do the same.
Yes, i agree that u shouldnt change urself just to suit other ppl.. but.. changing urself doesnt mean u lost the battle with ur frenz.. it doesnt mean u're the pathetic one.. U're JUst UPGRADING urself.. Ppl keep telling u ur mistakes.. bcoz they care 4 u.. n wishes u to change n upgrade urself.. by upgrading urself, u can not only hav a gd frenz bside u.. but also lots more coming up! more ppl will love u.. and u will realise life is wonderful.. n u'll feel much better! Don't always not change.. as u noe.. they care for u.. n let u noe ur weaknesses.. but by rejecting them.. it makes them feel bad n hav the thinking 'hey.. y r u lk tt.. fine!'.. and thgs thus turns out to be bad. Come'on why bother over spilled milk? Since things had alredi happened, den let it always be a past.. a history.. =) Forget abt it.. n move on! Be a gd frenz once again.. if both parties can do that.. den things will be great!
People.. i hope that u all can be more optimistic.. cheerful n active.. (haha r u all sick n tired of me keep tellin u how to be a person?) heez.. i don't mean to.. i juz wana share with u.. how gd frenzships r maintain n u will feel that life is much more meaningful. Lesser burden Lesser hatred Lesser worries.. =) Being the first person to talk to another when u 2 r in a dispute doesnt mean tt u r the loser.. it only shows that u r more matured n u want to savage this relationship. Hence, if u still treat the other as friend.. then don't hesitate to talk to him/her.. speak whats on ur mind.. share jokes.. gossips.. n secrets togther.. be open.. then thr'll be nothing to worry about..
Oyah.. one more thing tt is very impt in friendship.. that is TRUST.. we shld trust one another.. believe in each other.. then we can both be happy.. =) hmm.. mayb u will find that its always ez to say den doing it.. but well, im doing it.. n so i hope u r too..
Do continue to upgrade urself.. n remmber.. dont downgrade!! wahhaa.. dun accidentally downgrade urself ah.. haha.. smile more.. laugh more.. tts right! its the correct way of living.. Hope this long post of mine can influence some of u.. im not particularly refering to anyone.. but juz wishes that all my friends are happy.. n i'll be happy. =) Best wishes!