another 365days wait

Missed me?
I kinda missed translating my emotions to texts.

oh wells, today's 19th February!
often the day to look forward in the 365days.
at least you think, its worth a celebration. afterall, a happy occasion, i guess.

but, usually when the day comes.
theres this sense of bewilderment.
a confusion. an irony. that you actually dont want it to come.
cause' you know, its another 364days later before it arrives once more.

kinda hoping to re-enact the 21st bday celeb. but of cause, will never happen.

this year's nothing special. its the first time i will spend it with my colleagues; thats because im working! really found no reason to take leave. a sad fact isnt it.
but im not dwelling it. im going to be happy in office! at least, definitely not bored. ;)

cakes. candles. wishes. wishes. wishes.
wasnt much prepared for any of these.
maybe no expectations' the best.

ok, ok. getting distracted.
so... happy birthday!

('kinda' often refers to the truth yet refusing to admit blatantly)