Friday, July 30, 2004

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Well.. yesterday he asked me out.. duhz...!! made me shiver.... with fear! haha!.. well, said wad wana ask me go watch fireworks with him.. n treat me dinner.. omg~~~ thanks for his kindness.. but.. i wouldnt go for sure.. haha!! so i changed his plan by asking him to treat some of my frenz n me to arcade.. but today, after telling Angela wad happened.. she said he might mistaken it that i agree to go out with him.. juz tt im shy to go alone.. OMG!! its not like that of coz.. soo.. i was afraid that he might be mistaken.. so i totally rejected his date today =) am i very bad?? heartless?? hmm.. well, dont like means don't like right.. make it clear to him better.. haiyo... why muz like??!! see lah, like like like.. then now can't even be normal friends.. see each other also very awkward.. duhz..
Sianx.. today Mr Hafiz went mad.. started scolding as he likes.. well, of coz we juz hav to endure right.. ~ in the middle of the lesson.. 4N2 class's guys made a lot of noises outside the lab where we are.. and it was obviously disturbing us.. the noises were as if made by millions of dogs n chickens.. funny right?!! thoses guys.. duhz! when Mr Hafiz went out of the lab with the broom.. we knew he would definitely shout.. haha.. den he came back telling us he got those guys names.. n going to find them tml.. till their death..
well, after sch.. Angela n me saw Joanna n Jeanette.. we started talking about the noises.. coz it was made by ppl from Joanna's class.. She said Mr Hafiz came out.. n asked ppl infront of them n them are they the ones who shouted.. those malay guys infront of them r of coz the ones.. but they denied! n Mr hafiz took the broom n stand at the staircase.. waiting for the ppl to come down.. n of coz none came down.. THE QNS IS: JOANNA SAID NONE OF THEM TOLD MR HAFIZ THE NAMES OF PPL SHOUTED N EVEN THOSE WHO REALLI SHOUTED DENIED.. THEN WHERE THE HELL DID MR HAFIZ GETS THE NAMES??  funny right.. weird!
Okie.. now.. my sister is fighting with my father.. my father is holding on to the feather duster.. chasing my sis.. n den she of coz running to a room.. well.. basically i dont know wads going on.. from their conversation.. i guess its something to do with my sis's salary stuffs.. n about some comments given by my uncle.. duhz.. haha! she's trying to run out of the room n saying "since u all want me to die, den i die loh!".. my mother fainted. as a 1st aider.. of coz i doing my part right.. hmm.. this kinda situation had not happened for quite some time.. n now happens again.. well, i juz called my 'dua kim'(mother's bro's wife) to come over to my hse.. n haiyo.. my sis wana go out.. but of coz.. i tried to stop right.. duhz.. now situation very tense! update nxtime!

Monday, July 26, 2004

A Sunday

Hey Hey.. well..  i totally nve touched any books yesterday.. so today juz hav to rush everything.. from the time i woke up.. ard 10.30am.. start doing Amaths 3Qns given from Mdm Shareena on relative velocity.. hmm dont really get it.. so all the Qns part(b) dont know how to do.. dEn finally finished le still have a full CHEMISTRY paper to finish.. it is last yr's mid yr paper.. Mdm Zarinah said it is much harder then our mid yr.. but i find it easier wor.. so much easier!! =P well, maybe juz that this paper appeared a lot of Qns that i hav studied.. Rush this paper till 3pm seh.. of coz in between i went to eat.. walk ard.. watch tv.. on music.. ahaha.. so after doing the paper.. i rested till 4.30pm.. to watch my fav show.. 'ZHEN QING' (channel U) nice show.. so heartwarming.. i love the part on lisheng n jingchuan.. haha.. lisheng very handsome wor... okok, den watched n studied Physics test at the same time.. wah piang.. total of 5chapters on heat.. so have to study all 5chapters for nxt week's test.. duhz!!! studied half way, went to adjust my spects at the shop behind my blk.. well, i waited ard 15mins.. n i m damn angry.. i dont understd why the lady didnt serve me first but to others who came later den me.. and she know that all i need is the adjust.. very quickly.. n yet.. arggg... until i gave a black face to her n complain to my mum.. she then make 4 me.. See, my tolerant level very low hor.. haha! well, after that went to eat dinner.. den take away for my dad..
On the way home.. i thought of last week.. remmber guys?!?! i saw Philip last week.. hehez.. time flies seh.. so much one week past.. heez.. too bad today nve see him.. but nvm.. if there's fate.. we shall meet again! haha.. im optimistic rite? =) Reached home le watch the 'jiu shi gu xiang chun' (channel U also) hehez.. this show damn funny.. becoz it is the 2nd last show.. they kinda rush thru the whole thg.. exp, when they r missing someone.. suddenly from behind, there will b someone shouting "Hey, u still have me!", then the person they missed appeared.. haha! very drama right!!! and the thg is it happens for quite a few scenes.. if u watched, did u notice it?! really! funny seh.. everything so coincident!! duhz.. haha..
After the show.. im here! to do some changes to my template.. u like it?! then tag me.. n let me noe.. ehheez.. oo yah.. haiz.. SAD SAD ah.. Miss Ong leaving this week... sad!!!! she is such a nice teacher.. i still remmber the 1st time i met her.. i dislk her a lot.. esp coz of some stupid thgs in the Chinese Culture Club.. ahaha.. den when she became my chi teacher.. i felt so suay!! coz i dislk her.. but see, after 1yr or less.. i started to lk her.. a lot! she is a nice teacher.. a fabulous teacher.. i still even wana dominate her if there is any 'best teacher' campaign or voting.. but so sad.. @ the time i love her most.. she's leaving us.. SHE IS THE GREATEST TEACHER I EVA MET!
 

Saturday, July 24, 2004

SJAB GamEs DaY !!~

I AM SAD!!! i cant go to Orchid Park Sec Sch tml!!! becOz of the stupid common tests!!!!.. argGgGG!!! i waited 7mths for this day to come.. n yet i cant go!!!! actuali i intend to skip the tests.. but.. if i skipped.. i need to re-take the test nxt week on weekdays somemore.. that means i hav to stay back not only till 4.30pm.. but 6.30pm!!! and its for 2days.. haiz.. come to think of it.. i decide to take the test then.. but.. haiz..
Why is this yr's SJAB games day in the morning.. last yr it was at East View Sec n its in the afternoon.. haiz... i really want to gooooOOoo... yes, i admit mainly is to see Chong Boon.. but.. i also wana meet up with some of the last yr JNCO trainers.. lk weicong.. sijie.. etc.. n also wants to visit OPSS.. eversince last yr december, which is the JNCO camp.. i looked forward for this games day.. coz i know it will be at OP.. but den.. now the day is approaching.. i cant go!!! Haiz.. i know if i nve go.. i'll definitely regret it.. but.. my tests end at 12.. and the games day end at 12 too!! how to make it?? my dad actuali wana send me thr.. so nice.. but.. the problem is.. im afraid if i reach thr.. no1 is thr anymore.. or maybe juz some ppl left clearing up.. haiz.. and guess wads the worse!!.. Chong Boon comfirm will go tml!!!!!!! i hav nve seen him for 7mths.....~~~~ oh frenz, u all muz b wondering why i fancy abt philip n den now thr is chong boon (the pic of him n me at a bbq, the pic is on my blog) rite.. hha.. well, both r my sjab officers.. n are my target of man.. heez! that's why.. I WANT TO GO TML!!! well..
im sure i cant go tml.. i juz hav to ask my cadets to send my blessings to him.. n of coz.. his birthday coming.. haha.. im going to msg him on that day.. hmm.. or do u think a call will be better? heez..
Haiz.. there goes my dream.. stupid test.. i will definitely do horribly for the eng n amaths test tml! i hate it.. i wana go!


Thursday, July 22, 2004

RaCiAL HaRMoNy DaY '04!

yOz yOz.. HapPy HapPy tOdaY.. cOZ itS RACIAL HARMONY DAY~!!~ HaHa.. well, i wore a Malay kebahya costume borrowed from Fidah tO sch tOday.. heez.. Lots of ppL say it looks like Nuoya (duno how to spell) heeheez.. reaLi??!! haha.. aCtuaLi i also not sUre bahx.. hMm.. actUali doesnt wana wear waN.. cOz oN mOndaY wEnt Fidah's hse wiTh FatmaH.. den alsO seArCh onE 4 mysELf.. haha! thEn i bOught hOme n wEar like bEri weiRd lehx.. so im so troubled.. dont know shld wear or not.. my FamILy tOtaLi nvE giB me sUppoRt.. IM SO SICK ABT THAT!! GueSs waD! My Mom keeP saying 'dont wear lah.. wear sch U better..' My Dad says 'rAinIng u stilL wana wEar.. latEr all wEt.. diff tO waLk sOmemORe..' n the wOrSE is mY SIS!!! blOody heLL.. she said ' U nvE bRing Bag ah.. latEr cOmfiRm lOsS uR hP wan ah.. U alwayz carELeSs.. comfiRm will lOss somEtHg..' !!!!!! AFTER hearing alL thAt.. my goOdneSS! thE xciTeD mOod foR my lASt Yr RaCial HaRmOny cElebRatiOn waS tOtaLLi ErAsED!! all oF thEm pour coLd water on me.. weLL, they R thE wOrsE manx!!! sO yEstERday i aCtuaLi cOmfiRm nOt weaRing le.. bUt Angela, FatmaH, Xia, Jeanie, HweeChin kept asking me to wear.. then..
Finally, tOday mOrnin i woke up.. wOooO rainiNg.. gOOD!! So mY dAd wiLL dRivE mE into the scH.. sOmewhr neAr caNtEEn.. heez.. so no nEEd paiseh walk into sch myself.. thErefOre, i made uP my mind.. WEAR THE COstUme thR.. hhahaa! sO i prEparEd.. decorate myself.. heehee.. wore long EaRingS.. nEcklaCe.. BraCelEt.. n High hEeLs.. haha.. whEn im rEaChing Sch, i caLLed cHin n askEd her tO walk 4 mE at thE drOp-ofF poiNt.. haha! iM so gLab thaT shE waS thR.. i saW hER n hUg heR immEdiateLi.. heeEZ.. I WAS VERY SHY!!! ThEn saW Xia n JEaniE.. haha taLk tAlk Talk.. dEn waITeD fOr AngEla.. of COz aT tHat timE i saW a lot ppl weAr worSe thEn me.. eXample, a qi pao n carry a damn big black school bag.. DUHZ!! hhaha.. of coZ thE heeLs gave me quite a lot of trouble.. i got problem walking fast!!! partli also due to the skirt.. coz it doesnt has a opening to stretch open.. so cannot walk too big steps.. so hav to ACT femine! haha.. walk slow slow.. but of coz.. tt angela n hweechin.. delibrateli walked so fast during recess.. duhz!! thEn kinDa tiRed tOo..coz the hEEls also quite higHx.. n u noe wad.. we had our biO pRacticaL in thE costUme.. wah piAng eh.. i went tO takE thE hOt watEr.. i so scArE i tRiP ah!! haha! ThEn..
mY nighTmarE cAmE.. ASSEMBLY TIME!~ shit! how m i going to sit down?! haha!! lOtz of thEm keep Saying my skiRt wilL tEar.. argGG! haha.. in thE end.. me and Si Yi sat down.. with difficulties!!! haha.. so funny lohx.. den suay! muz stand again to say the hormony creed.. duhz! once again, sat down with difficulties! haha! thE aCt waS quitE intEReSting n nicE.. jUz tT.. BUTT PAIN AH! haha..
O yAhx, in claSs.. wE tOOk lOtz oF piCtuREs.. wiTh FAtmah's cAmEra n Vernise's digi Cam.. all the girls who wore sat at the staircase n took.. den some of us with guys outside 4e2 classrm took again.. n the funny thg is suddenli the 4e4 guys also join in.. w/o we asking.. haha.. nvm funny too~ den outside our class room also took some.. anyhow grab ppl n say 'take togther leh, take take' haha! suddenly our class like quite close ah.. hmm den we also took one class photo.. when we all stand infront of the whiteboard.. the sad thg is that Vernise doesnt wana take.. so she was the camera girl..
AfTer sCh.. wEnt tO Long John fOr brEaklUnCh.. so paiSeh!!! walked in and lotz of ppl eyes on us!! duhz.. i SHY ah!!! haha.. then went to Metro to look for _ _ _ for someone. haha!! =x finally she bought 2 pieces at $10 only.. cheap cheap.. o yah.. den my mom came.. i saw this skirt damn nice n i asked her to buy 4 me.. haha! yeah~ i got a new skirt.. Joanna n Angela were so xcited looking for a top for me to fit. hahaa! well, have enough fun at the changing room den went home after buyin the skirt.. heEz.. thEn,
Im hEre poSting.. i haD a WondERfuL RaCiaL hArmOny day! i REali trEasurE thiS peAce n UnitY we haVe.. iM gLab thAt i havE vEry gd fRenZ frOm othER rAcEs likE Fatmah, LeLa, Fidah.. grEat! and of COz thiS is the first timE i wore a costume to sch.. so im very delighted.. thanks ppL~ LovE ya!~


Monday, July 19, 2004

FoOd FaiR~

yOz..  jUz nOw aRd 4.30pm went to the Bedok Food Fair.. aniway, my dad said want my mum n me to meet him at the carpark by 4.30.. but we watch the super sunday until forgot abt the time.. den at 4.30pm i rush into toilet to bathe.. wah piang eh.. i broke my previous record ah.. 7mins!!! haha! fast right??! no choice lah.. went for 2 training camps le of coz skilled liao.. haha! well, den we rush down to the carpark of coz.. n my dad drove us thr.. hmm.. quite a lot of ppl.. but its not so crowded till u hav to squeeze lah.. the place is somesort of pasar malam.. lotz of stores at the sides.. the stall holders oh manx.. can all join st john ahh.. becoz all their voices damn loud!! u will hear 'lai ah.. lai ah..' here n thr.. so funny!! my dad made mi so malu!!! he saw the word 'free' n he told the auntie.. iya my daughter wana eat but paiseh... hahaha!!! OMG!!! I DIDNT!!!! but he said until as if i did!! my gosh.. i felt so ashame..!! hahaa!!! den the auntie reali gave me.. DUHZ!!! i was blushing still siao!!~ but ate it of coz.. heez.. oh yah, i saw the roasted pig skin... oooOohh.. its fabulous.. so nice.. although kinda oily.. haha.. i took the sample quite a lot heheez.. we bought quite a lot of stuffs.. then suddenly Joanna called me.. guess wad!! she n Hwee Chin saw PHILIP!!! again.. haha! actuali.... i didnt feel very anxious.. or surprise as i tot i might be.. maybe coz yesterdae i saw him also.. somemore at somewhr near my blk's coffeeshop.. they asked me to go TM to meet them but i didnt.. haiz.. lazy.. hehez.. n somemore yesterdae juz seen him.. i was thinking.. why suddenly got the fate to meet him ah.. ahha!! is our destiny here??~~ ehheez.. the car drove passed TM when on our way home.. its like we r so near.. yet so far.. haiz.. well, reached home.. finished all the food.. haha! nice nice.. and hav to wait for my stupid sis to let me use the comp.. bloody hell.. haiyo.. lata my mum going to some kampong frenz's wake also known as 'eat curry kuay (chicken) ' haha.. hmm.. my dad went for the frenz's wake liao.. n my sis going out.. duhz!! leaving me alone @ hm watching NKF.. well, nvm i will enjoy the show! haha... okiex, go watch the show le.. update some other time.. ~ tata~
 

heheEz.. ThaTs PhiLiP =)

 

Sunday, July 18, 2004

MY LUCKIEST DAY!

HEY PEOPLE!!!!! IM EXTREMELY, EXTREMELY, EXTREMELY.. HAPPY TODAY!!!!!!!!
1st happiness: i left home for sch n i saw the white cat at my blk... it is soooooo cute!!!! n lovely!!!! my dad went to touch him also.. hehez.. but i didnt lah.. coz bit scare.. heez.. but so happy to see the cat.. coz this few days nve get to see him (tts the cat) heez... okiex.. then took the eng compo test.. hmm.. kinda diff. but nvm.. completed after all.. den went to canteen with angela..
2nd happiness: And we saw Mdm Sim's youngest son.. he was the baby in Mdm Sim carrying when i was sec2..  He is sooo adorable.. he played with my rubber band.. haha! den i carry him.. but not beri gd position lah.. haha.. den angela n me hold his hands n went to buy drink 4 him.. i bought 4 him n let him drink.. haha.. he gave a very cute xpression when he drink.. muz be the drink too cold.. den i said i wana drink.. n he gave me.. hehe! so nice right.. he is only 2yrs old.. call Alestier (dont know correct spelling not) Aniway, he even gave each of us a hug before we left.. haha so nice.. o yah, hweechin carried him for quite a long time.. waha.. chin ah.. got the ability man.. skill wor.. haha! im so happy..
3rd happiness: This is the best!!!! After having dinner with my parents.. i was wanting to go home.. but my mom asked me to accompany to the coffeeshop nxt to my blk to take away for my sis.. so i accompanied her.. den when i stepped into the coffeeshop.... the first man whom i made eye contact with.. is... PHILIP SUNG!!! waahhhh... guess wad! the clock seems to stop at that time.. everytime bside me seems to be in stationary too.. my heart was pounding xtremely fast!!! my legs got numb n i went to a table diagonal to him n sat down.. i kept peeping at him.. of coz he was with lizhen which made me... argg.. fine! haha.. but nvm.. i used a lady's head to block my view of lizhen n i looked at philip.. hahaa.. he is so handsome.. so charming.. i guess he somehow remmber me bah.. coz i  talked to him b4 mah.. heehz.. den lizhen looked at me too.. i guess mayb philip asked him to look.. hahaha! well, aniway.. i called angela.. msg fairus.. n called hweechin too! to let them noe that.. haha!! i was xtremely happi.. can u understand my feelings??!!! someone whom u like.. whom u nve seen him for months.. whom u always nve get to see him which u tot u would (exp. first aid comp).. whom live far from u.. n u saw him!!! made eye contact!! n somemore at somewhr near ur house!! wahhaa.. the feeling is so true when we made eye contact.. is this called destiny??? fate??? hehez.. muz be lah! haha.. i dont blame him for not tokin to me.. coz he also rarely get to see me in st john.. hmm.. n talked 3times only.. heez.. oh yah, i guess lizhen n him gona break soon man! haha.. coz they like nve talk leh.. while sitting.. so quiet.. muz b no topic lah!! wahhaa! =x hmm... Philip was wearing a blue n white strip shirt with collar.. a knee length shorts.. slippers which he took them off.. waahha!! so cute right.. haha i will not 4get this day!!! I FEEL WONDERFUL~ IN HEAVEN~~
TOday Im reaLi LUCKY!! got so much nice surprises happening.. hehez!!! im reali reali over the moon now.. oh yah, when i saw philip.. haha.. my legs numb, tears wana dripped out, saliva kept coming out, mouth cant stop smiling or grinning, n seems to hav flu n kept perspiring!! =)
heehee.. ppl, i guess u all muz b thinking im crazy rite.. but im reali happy.. thanks 4 letting me to share my happiness with u all! May i have such happy days again! 17/07/04 6.55pm i saw philip. =)  happy shalala~ its so nice to be happy~ shalala~ laallaa~~ heez


Saturday, July 17, 2004

ThOsE BaChELOrS..

hMmm.. im getting sick n tired of blogging n posting manx.. cant find nice template.. n dont know how to create.. so bo liao ah.. but of coz Jes kept pestering me to write.. whahaa! =x so i type some words here.. heez.. well, i cant recall much wad reali happen this week.. i guess nothing actuali gave me a deep inpression thats y i cant call to anithg now =) Same old stuffs all the time.. study study, homework homework, schooL~
im now watching bachelor 'women tell it all'.. hmm.. kinda sianx.. coz i check out the net n realised bob chose Estalla n gave her a 'promise' ring n not a proposal.. but but but in the end.. he broke the promise.. n now engage with a actress... ISNT IT STUPID?! he played the bachelor in this show.. met 25 pretty ladies.. and ended up breaking promises to all!~ he is such a freak.. then wad 4 joining this show.. still didnt find his true love n lifelong partner wad.. in actuali, all bachelor didnt be with the lady they chose at the finale.. for 1st bachelor, Alex i not so sure.. coz nve watch.. but know that they broke off too.. 2nd is most handsome bachelor, Aaron, he n Helene broke off the engagement becoz they realised they r not competible.. somemore is Aaron want it first! oh manx.. wad a manx he is.. duhz!! 3rd bachelor is Andrew firestone.. wooOo rich manx.. haha! well, in the end also broke the engagement with Jen.. which is most shocking.. coz Jen is the best lady most of the ppl think.. she is nice n not hypocrite type.  And now is Bob.. the 4th bachelor.. broke the promise n engage with a actress~~~~~ hmm.. i hate those endings.. but juz lk to watch the show.. wahaha.. oh yah the bachelorette! Trista.. married Ryan.. wahhh.. their wedding is WONDERFUL~~~~ my my goodness.. i cried while watching sehx.. its so romantic.. with all the vows.. the sand thgy.. remmber?! haha.. i want them! wahhaa.. heez. i check the net n some said they divorced a yr lata.. but not comfirm.. aniway Trista walk down the aisle right.. haha.. consider a greater step taken more than the bachelors.. haha
Oright.. muz go rest le.. tml still gota take Eng Compo test.. n the worst thgy is that my mum dont know kept all my workshts including the word lists Ranjit gave...!! sobx!! hopefully can pass ah~ heez
 

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

LaLa~ my Fav FoOd.. LaLa~

hEyx.. baCk for bLogging againx.. hMmm.. well, yesterday aftEr sch, it was raining heavily!!! n guess wad.. i asked weibin to lend me his unbrella.. haha! n he lent!! im so touched.. wahhaha.. but he insisted that he lent coz i forced him.. heez heez.. dont care! den hweechin n angela shared that umbrella n i shared with simin.. hhaa.. it was damn funny lohx.. den when we part with simin.. i was supposed to share with angela n chin.. wah piang eh.. we squeezed under tt unbrella.. sooooo funny!!!! ended up chin keep kena the rain.. haha!
weLL, as for today.. nth much happened.. juz fad up with alfred manx.. keep blaming peiyan n me for suggesting to do chem tys essays Qns.. but hellO~ since he so clever dont wan, den why didnt he suggest to teacher also?! =P bloody hell.. aniway, u hav to do it sooner or lata right.. i of coz talk back to him lah.. n he got nth to say in the end.. ~~~~~ made my day spoilt a while juz 4 that.. in the end, angela n norlela also agreed with me that do essays better.. SEE!!!! =P
hMmmm.. den for dinner i went to the kopi tiam opp. my block with my mum.. it juz changed owner.. so quite a lot of new stalls.. wahaha! all the food looked nice manx.. o yah! and now its 24hrs kopi tiam.. yeah~ nxtime n ask ppl come here n eat supper or talk talk at nite.. hehez! shiok ah! hmmm.. i looked at the meepok n fishball mee.. wahhh....!!!! tts my fav. too.. but ended up eating mix veg. rice.. coz got lala! hehee! but!!! my mum dont allow me to eat that.. ~~ say wad i nve take hepatitis B jab.. so cannot eat too much of it.. but i LOVE IT~ aniway, the rice n veg also not bad lahx.. =) hMm.. n it rained damned heavily juz now.. coOLing~ manx..i watched the rain outside my house.. wahh.. nicenice.. but lk a lot of haze.. drivers muz b careful manx.. okiex, nth much le.. update nxtime~

Monday, July 12, 2004

LovE dEn HatE..

yOZ! tOday was awesome.. u noe why.. coz i went to the kopi tiam behind my house for breaklunch! haha! remmber in my 04/07 post?? i went to eat with my mom n my sis boyfrenz?? yeah yeah, my mom n me went thr again.. the food r simple but very nice!! n tasty!! wahh.. saliva start coming out.. haha! well, the 'lala' is the best!!! u guys noe lala?? its a kind of clam.. but the shell is smooth.. it is very nice.. yummy.. i love seafood.. clams, lala, oysters, etc.. i find myself in heaven when im eating those.. heez.. after that, we went home of coz.. and i started my hmwk... haiz.. so mani maths hmwk.. ms low keep complaining we always do maths stuff.. but do she noe tt coz we had a lot!!?? n that if we dont do it quickly.. n treasure every second in sch.. we cant finish it!! its really A LOT!!
ok.. den now.. look.. my sis's blog is very nice loh!!! wah piang.. duhz!!! teach her to decorate n now she put a lot of pics thr liao.. argGG!!! nvm!! im going to do it when im free.. soon! heez =O)
Juz now, i talked to my parents about my 'ah ma'(grandmother).. i said somethg lk "why dont she die?" haha! den my dad was lk shocked! heez.. well, i juz dont lk her.. she's not fit 4 me to call her ah ma... ~ a ah ma tt i will onli see once a yr... is tt still my ah ma??!! a ah ma tt left my dad when he's 7.. still fit to be my ah ma??!! a ah ma tt nve carry me ever since im borned, still wants me to call her ah ma??!! ~~~~~~~~ i hate her.. i dislike her.. i curse her.. i dont lk her.. ~ im bad?? well, if im not.. den im not myself le =) *grin*
oh yah! recently i learnt somethg besides the 'dont go out with sis' lesson.. haha! tt is U NVE HATE A PERSON IF U NVE LOVE HIM/HER BEFORE.. isnt it true??~ hehez.. coz love is the opp. of hate.. if u nve love him/her at all.. u dont even bother abt him/her.. den why hate~ so u muz hav loved him/her once.. den u eventually hav the hatred.. =) well, its not onli applicable to bgr tt love.. but also frenz.. family.. i find it true lahx.. but dont know do u think so~ hehez.. okiex, hav to slpz le.. need to go to sch tomorrow~ =-)

Sunday, July 11, 2004

ThE SistErs..

hEy, well, juz now went to sch for SS n Eng test.. hmm.. it was easy?? haha.. coz i finished very fast.. but dont know lohx.. hehez... aftEr tt, we had a talk with vanessa.. there's Angela, HweeChin, Joanna, Grace, Fatmah, Vanessa n me.. this talk was suppose to perhaps clarify all the misunderstandings n unhappiness between us n van.. Hmm.. at1st.. all our us seem to hav the 'dont wana talk' face.. haha! coz we had already repeated wad we wana say to 3 ppl.. so kinda sianx!! not again!! haha.. well, of coz, im the 1st to speak.. n i push the thg to grace.. haha! i asked her to talk abt it 1st.. heez.. den i did told her abt wad i dislike abt her too.. maybe some i hav 4gotten.. hmm.. the problem simply lies with her 'tea'.. haha! tts wad angela n me came up with.. well, it means tone, expression and attitude.. from that talk.. hopefully reali made her know why we dislike her so much.. i believe that we r right.. becoz most of us hav the same view xcept her.. hmm.. becoz we dont 'click'?? well, i agree that diff. ppl hav diff. views.. and of coz diff. ppl do diff. thgs on diff. situations.. but if we r reali close frenz.. gd frenz.. we should be doing the same thing.. Finally we talk it all.. i believe now we see each other will still say 'hi' bah.. not lk recently is act nve see.. haha! the atmosphere should b better le.. After talking at the sch opp. kopi tiam, we went shopping xcept van, grace n fat.. van went home, i believe she felt weird with us bah.. hmm.. we shop shop shop for quite a while n went home..
At home, i helped my sis with her blog.. stupid ah her.. use sooo damn long le the blog still so ugly.. n she dont know a lot of thgs.. after tt.. went to watch movie with my sis n my sis frenz, Juana. We went to watch 'sisters' the thail horror movie.. well, it was stupid too.. weird ending.. i dont understd the story.. n the ghost is lk the same as previous ghosts shown in movies.. i wasted money manx.. coz i spent most of the time closing my eyes or holding up the cracker to cover the screen. heez.. oh yahx, we each bought a big cracker in the movie secretly.. so tts our dinner.. n i hav a very big Qs abt ghosts.. WHY R THEY ALWAYS CRAWLING ON THE FLOOR??? haha.. i thought ghosts float??? fly??? why crawl??! sad leh.. heez.. dont understd.. stupid show anyway, ppl dont watch it!
After the movie.. i waited for my sis more den an hr!!! she went shopping.. went nokia care.. my goodness.. i was damn bored!! she dont even allow me to go off 1st.. duhz!!! den i call hweechin i talked to her.. for also ard an hr.. haha! thanks for her.. if not.. im lk my sis's maid ah! follow her n wait for her! bloody hell.. n of coz .. i wasnt happi when i reached hm.. i complaint to my parents.. n told them my lesson learnt for the day, NEVER GO OUT WITH UR SIS! or maybe.. MY SIS!..
HmmM.. well, den she used the comp until dont know until wad time to learn more abt blog.. n boom~ now her blog is nicer den mine.. bloody hell!!! i taught her wan leh... arggGG! i muz go recreate mine again ah.. haha! okiex, tts all i wana say.. gdnitE!

Friday, July 09, 2004

MEaN GiRLs

Hey.. today is Weekeat's birthday.. well, angela n me managed to trick him.. haha! we gav him a nicely wrapped marker at 1st.. den he reali thinks we bought only tt for him.. but of coz.. we r not tt mean.. lata on we gave him his real present.. haha.. i poured all the glitter on his pants n shirt.. i wanted to do it on his head manx.. but well, Ms Ong was approaching me.. heez.. better not do it den..
After sch, Angela, HweeChin, Joanna n me went to BK for lunch.. den we went to bought tickets at Century Sq for Mean Girls.. heez.. it was at 3.15pm.. so we went shopping first.. n guess wad we shop for?? haha.. bras!!! heeheez.. (for certain ppl i believe u all noe who we shopping it for rite? haha!=x) so we had reali fun at the bra's dept. hahaax.. nicenice but exp. sehx.. When its about time, we went to watch the show.. it was a .. average show i find.. i dont know why, i simply dont enjoy this kind of drama show (esp. Prince & me).. but i like cartoon shows such as monster co., shrek1&2, harry potter, nemo, etc.. well, i find those drama shows too dramatic.. hahax. Its like very fake.. the storyline is juz like the storyline in storybooks.. very unlikeable to happen.. i guess thats y i dont lk it bahx.. but cartoons are diff.. u noe its cartoon.. u noe its fiction.. so u'll enjoy those animations.. actions.. etc. =) do u think so too?? haha aniwayx, we had a great time watching, coz joanna was laughing all the way.. haha! very loud somemore..
Then, we went home because tml we'll b having ss and eng tests. haha, tts all i can recall for the moment.. update other time, cya!

Thursday, July 08, 2004

nEw hP~

yOz pPl.. gueSs waD.. i finaLLi gOt a nEw hP.. SamSUng X430.. well, although its not very good.. i love it.. coz it is small, thin n flat.. juz too pity it doesnt has a camera.. all else .. it will b perfect! hmm.. actuali i was wondering.. considering if i wana buy it or not.. but to my surprise, my mum came to sch this afternoon looking 4 me(haha, i believe lotz of ppl saw rite??) n she told me she bought it already.. duhz!! hmm.. so i dont hav a choice alreadi rite.. heez.. although she bought it 4 me.. but im the one paying!!! haax..
Hmm.. today im pissed off with Ms Picca.. oh my gosh.. who the hell is she to scold us.. n tell us to read our eng tys while waitin for mr singh.. haha!! she, herself was marking her papers n not listenin to mr singh when he teaches!! lastime i lk her a lot.. when she taught me literature.. but not now anymore.. she's getting very picky..!
Well, today we had maths infocus for 2hrs.. haha.. sobx.. i was seperated from Angela.. she is on 'duty'(teach the 4e5 pupils) today but me, Fatmah n weekeat on nxt week.. and we were suppose to do a worksheet.. i was shocked tt ppl from other classes actuali came to our classroom.. n i said loudly "other class ppl also hav band0 wan meh?" haha!! **Plz dont get offended!! im sorry... i didnt reali mean it.. as u noe.. last week i was having my MT Olevel oral.. so wasnt in class.. hence, didnt noe that ppl will b caming to my klss.. i wasnt trying to be mean.. really!! plz understd!! =) anyway, i hoped i didnt offend any1 of them in my class then.. haha! i tried doing the worksheet.. but of coz was also happily talking n playing with Fatmah, Chong Xun n WeeKeat.. den at ard 4pm we went to Inno-cafe aka library, haha! i went thr to looklook seesee.. wah.. thrs a lot of ppl in thr.. the drinks n food r cheap.. it is actuali kinda noisy.. n i saw my fav, kit guan thr! haha! he so cute ah...
After infocus, Angela n me meet up n went to buy Weekeat's present.. hmmm, i reali wonder why thrs so mani ppl born on July???!! haha.. 2days ago i juz went to buy too.. hmm.. well, we ponder for a very long time on wad to buy.. @1st we agreed on juz a nice big box of chocolate.. haha! sounds bad?? unsincere?? stingy?? haha.. so we decided to change.. n in class, i kept bluffing cheewee n weekeat that we will b buying pen! haha! make until weekeat wana cry ah.. haha too sad 2 noe he got a pen for bday present.. heez hmm of coz, tts FAKE! after shopping for quite sometime, we bought a white polo shirt for him.. the sales girl thr are damn RUDE!! they didnt even approach us to ask if they can help.. n angela n me were lk searching for the size.. so in the end, we simply messed up the whole area! haaha! im so proud!! bloody hell, den finally one came, but she stood beside me n started folding those 'untidy' clothes.. n didnt help us once again.. so i told angela to mess up again! haha!!! n of coz, i check THOROUGHLY for defaults b4 paying.. n definitely is with a black face!! heez they gave me shit attitude, i gave them worse! =P dont test me.. 'grin' o yah! we bought him a blue marker too.. intending to gib him first n said we bought nothing else.. haha! scare scare him 1st heez..
Hmmm.. guess wad! i wrapped 3 layers for his shirt.. the innermost is with newspaper, den of coz with LOTS N LOTS OF GLITTERS!! haha actuali is the leftover for Angela bday.. heez =x well, den 2nd layer newspaper also n finally the top is the nice wrapper.. =)(wrapped by my sis) its overall a VERY PRESENTATABLE present! whose that i bought is not?? none! heez =) so hopefully he dirty himself tml! i believe weichong, xuanrong, sheldon etc. will giv him a hard day.. haha
Okay, i shall stop here n go discover new functions in my new hp~ heez

Tuesday, July 06, 2004

HaAHAhaHaaAx

Hey Hey, finally got in blogspot.. damn it manx.. i keep having hard time signing in.. well, onli today den i realise a lot of ppl r reading my blog!!! whahaa.. like Vernise, Yvonne.. haha! oh manx.. n all toking about the bra i said in earlier post.. haha! =x
well, today.. definitely is tired.. i wasnt paying a least attention to amaths manx.. i was so sleepy.. n dont know wads wrong with Chee Wee, Hafiz, Wee Keat n Fatmah.. keep laughing at me.. i either say a word only, or laugh loudly.. they will laugh!! duhz.. aniway, it was funny lahx.. Fatmah onli said coz i cute! wahhaa.. my actions?? maybe~
During recess time, Angela n i were laughing at Hwee Chin's joke all the way.. hahaaha!! she ah.. Ms Blurry.. haha!! funny ah!!
And after sch, Angela n me went to TM n Centuary Sq a lot of times!!! we were entering all those gift shops, wondering what to buy for Xia.. her birthday is tomorrow.. well, and Angela was having gastric pain (its her first time!) haha.. n i joked tt she will hav 2nd n 3rd time.. haha! =x hmm.. we finali made up our minds to buy for her a rabbit looking photo frame.. cute cute nice nice! =)
Then we went home after that, of coz, we were TIRED!!! n lotz of homework.. n Chem exam tml!! ~ okiex, hav to sign off here manx.. wana sleep~~~ zZZ.. niteS!

Monday, July 05, 2004

YoUtH DaY~

Hey, today is youth day, dont hav to go sch.. yeah~ the day started off quite happy.. i wake up to see the newspaper for the match yesterday.. but dont havE!! haha coz the match in the morning mahx.. of coz dont hav.. duhz! hmm.. den i check hp n received a msg from 'him'!!! asking if wana go beach to play.. oh my god!!! haha.. do u think i will go??!! haha.. no lahx! juz gav an xcuse n tts it! haha.. =x hmm.. den went to the coffeeshop behind my hse for breakfast/lunch with mammy.. ate the porriadge n some dishes.. it was very nice!! esp. the LaLa.. somesort like clams.. YUMMY!! =P
Then reached home.. scolded a lot of things about my 'ah ma'.. stupid ah her.. bloody hell.. eversince i'm borned, did she carry me b4?!!! did she buy any toys for me b4?!! n yet i still hav to call such a person my 'ah ma'!!! i hav been so stupid for ard 16yrs of my life.. i hate her!! i dont understd why muz she re-marry when my 'ah gong' died.. duhz! n neglected my dad!!! if not for my 'jek gong' n 'gor poh', my dad wouldnt be wad he is now! so is thnks to them n not my 'ah ma' whom is my dad's mom!! i curse her n want her to treat me eat 'ka li kuey'(curry chicken).. haha! u noe why.. coz it actuali means dead.. mark taught us wan.. haha! funny ah.. now muz use..
Well, after that went to TM meet dua kim, xi kim, sa kim, jiafen, xiong jie n longlong.. the 'kids' went to arcade n played lotz of games.. FUN FUN!! we played the pluck game, spot the diff. etc.. n longlong xpert seh.. beat a lot of ppl in the street fighter game.. haha! cooL~
After that my mammy wana rush home to watch the 430pm show 'si jian lu'... n i buay tahan her manx.. rush like hell lohx.. went into the line for 293 den say wad 'iya 29 faster seh'.. can u imagine?!!! so rush 4 wad... take taxi hm den lahx.. duhz!!! den she said why i get so angry so easily.. den i dont talk to her le!.. n guess wad.. from 430 till now.. i hav not spoken to her AT ALL!! wahhaaa!! great eh? .. dont care.. i angry.. didnt eat the food she cooked t00.. juz ate the 'dao sha pia' bought by dua kim.. it was very nice~~ yummy~ n ate a donut.. n im still angry!!!
Sianx.. i feel xtremely stress now.. muz b due to studies of coz.. but i cant run away from it.. i believe.. i muz face it.. n conquer them! I CAN DO IT MANX~ =-)
i guess i cant online so often le.. mayb twice a week or so.. aniway, my blog is so nicely decorated, im contented! haha.. =x Days better pass easily..

Sunday, July 04, 2004

EurO 2004

yOz.. today my sis's boyfrenz, Ivan came my hse.. n i didnt wear bra manx.. haha! so guess wad.. i ran to my room lah! haha.. so embarrassing.. duhz! den we played the mini-mahjong which my mum juz bought it yesterday.. its so cute u noe.. somehow slightly bigger den the size of ur nails!! haha.. fun to play too.. hmm den went to eat with him n my mum at the coffeeshop.. n of coz.. i keep asking him to marry my sis! haha.. i reali wish she can get married off asap manx.. i cant wait to live the life w/o her.. hmm.. but he said he wana marry at 30!! oh my gosh.. so i hav to wait another 4yrs.. well, i shall wait n see.. haha!
Then he went to watch movie with my sis.. so my mum and me watch the Fong Fei-Fei 35th aniversary VCD borrowed frm jiafen.. haa! it was GREAT! she is old but look beautiful.. n of coz i love her 'zhang shen xiang qi lei'.. THE BEST! i also watch till wana cry ah.. haha.. the lyrics very touching..
well, after that i surf the net.. touching-up with my blog.. finally learnt from Fatmah how to add pic.. haha! anyway, i find myself quite clever at it manx.. without any1's help i can find the template.. add music.. add links.. add posts.. haha! so proud of myself 4 that =x heez Then in msn saw JiaJing, he wasnt happy.. hmm reali coz of wad i dont noe.. he didnt mention.. well, i tried to help but cant do much..
Oh manx, today is so bored!.. so sianx...~~~ i musn't sleep too earli.. wana catch the Euro at 2.3oam++ hahax.. i guess the game will b a DRAW!! but after penalty kick Greece will win! hope so~ =)

Saturday, July 03, 2004

Im PiSsEd oFF.. Im ScArEd!

hEy, iM baCk to writE my pOst for tODay.. well, in my house now besides my family, there's xiao yi, jia fen, jian hong, jiajia, amy jiejie n xiao jiujiu.. thEy playin mahjong manx.. and of coz.. i lost ermm... abt $3+ liao? haha! cannot make it ah.. starting win man.. full colour wor.. den now.. duhz! so let them play n i do my bloggy.. haha!
basically, im pissed off now.. not by ani one of the guests but MY SIS! wad can i say? i know she wanted to watch the 9pm chnU (looking for stars) show.. so i went to record for her.. den she saw me touching the video n she started screaming @ me.. coz she was alreadi recording a show.. BUT HELLO!!! i actuali was wantin to help her record n yet got scolded for doing that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! isnt it stupid of me??!! my goodness... i simply dont understd... why!?!?! why muz i be so considerate man!!! haiz.. my goodness is my weakness.. its not that im boasting but ITS TRUE! X_x wad can i say??
I simply feel very uncomfortable with her around.. now.. all in my mind now.. is st john n my close frenz (angela, joanna, hweechin, etc) haiz.. onli @ that time, i can relax myself.. do somethg i reali lk.. be myself.. n its reali great! how i wish im with em' now~ doing thgs i like..
hmmm.. den now im entertaining jiajia.. haha! generation gap man.. but well, i dont reali noe how to handle her.. coz i dont hav ani xperience with younger siblings..
O yah! jUz now was MT OLEVEL LC.. its was somehow quite misleading.. but well, its over n tts it man.. juz hav to wait for my MT results heez.. after tt angela, joanna, hweechin, mark, zhenglin, aaron n me went for breakfast @ delifrance.. haha finished eating i accompanied chin to the library.. can u imagine?!!? haha! n o dear.. 'he' actuali said wana wait for me!!! arhhhHH!! den tt someone gav me a stupid xpression!!! arhhh.... ohh man.. @1st i was tryin to b normal with him.. den after tt.. i hav the fear of him again!!! wad should i do??? if onli he dont b so persever.. den mayb i wont hav that feeling.. but i dont noe.. well, dont know wad he's thinking.. soo.. we shall see to it..
Aniway, now im stuck @ hm.. mahjong occupied.. money-less.. n im MAD & CONFUSED! =~|

Friday, July 02, 2004

St JoHn AmBuLanCe DaY!

yOz.. jUz baCk hm aftEr njOyiNg my daY.. haHa.. well, today's st john day realli gd!! although in the morning, it rains heavily man.. i was shocked.. n told the sky that 'hey i giv u half an hr to rain only ah' haha n the rain really stopped on time! then we had our parade.. = Mr bAng praised us for the xcellent parade man.. haha.. n zhenglin realli shouted very loudly n strong.. juz tt.. Oh my god.. hweechin! haha.. when she shouted tt 'yes sir!'.. wah piang eh... hahaa.. funny seh.. but cannot blame her lah.. she gt not much of shoutin xperience.. hmm.. o yah.. they claimed that my shouting of st john pledge is slow by one pace.. haha! realli?! i actuali noticed it.. but nvm mah.. @least i prononced it all correctly n obviously.. heez..
aftEr sch, Angela, Joanna, Zhenglin, Aaron, Mark n me went to KFC for lunch.. haha.. den we went shopping for weekeat's n qiuxia's bday gifts.. well, of coz the 'men' cant giv realli gd suggestions rite.. haha.. n we ended up playing in arcade at TM for an hr or so.. haha! it was soooo funny.. playing the pluck thgy.. u got to hit the pluck into the hole.. haha.. den the guys challenged daytona.. den we played 'the lost world' n 'the house of the dead2' haha.. very long nve play arcade le.. so was really happi to play n somemore with st john frenz.. @least we can still get along well, which is wad im most treasured about.. n we all r reali having fun.. =) oh yah.. the thg is... the girls dont hav to pay for the games! haha! n mark ended up spending $8++.. haha.. really generous seh the guyx.. gdgd..
wEll, realli NO MORE MONEY to spend.. haha.. of coz we went home.. hmmmm.. its been reali a great, xciting, njoyable day! IM HAPPY! =) hope thr's more of these days to come..

Thursday, July 01, 2004

My 1St pOSt!

yOz.. gueSs waD?! i cReAteD a nEw bLog Once aGaIn!! wahHaHa.. siLLy right.. well, cOz i kiNda haVing pRoblems with my prEvious blOg.. FinaLly, my O'level MT oral is over man!! wahhaa... its kinda stupid.. coz we r sitting in the same clssrm as the xaminer.. so is actually very close.. n can hear a little of wad the person is reading n talking.. but of coz we didnt care much.. juz talk n talk n talk.. haha.. n i talked to loudly tt weekeat said the xaminers 'dao' me.. haha! =x thE Qs r quite simple.. after i finished.. they even laughed!! i wondered why man.. did i answer in a hilarious manner..??~ but nvm manx.. aniway, they sat for ard 2hrs.. maybe they laugh is a gd sign~
hMmmm.. o yah! when waiting, Mal told me tat SIANG GUAN said wanna thank me for the keychain i bought 4 him!! hahaha.. made mi so happy.. @least i know he wanted to thank me.. juz tt he is too shy to do so.. wahhaha! =)
Ooo.. tml is ST JOHN DAY! whOrrAy! haha.. kinda looked forward 2 it eva since last yr.. hmm.. hopefully it will turn out to be great n a success tml.. coz today's NCC wasnt realli tt well.. somemore JOhanan sort of 4got abt their ncc pledge.. but i didnt laugh @ him.. coz i know tt he is surely panicking.. n coz today is our oral.. so he also cant spend much time practising.. so it was overall gd!
Coming back Sj was fun.. hav the kind of special 'feelings' again.. but dont know why.. when i see the std1 yesterday.. i didnt scold em' or punish em'.. they juz simply look so innocent to me.. haha.. i guess i use to n prefer std2s n above bah.. as they more xperienced..
k, stopped here.. gota polished boots.. make U.. do hmwk.. duhz~ =P

what's right or wrong

it felt so real. for the first time after so long. the signs were real, the feelings were real. the kisses were real. was it the right thing...