im finding it harder each day to carry the umbrella
im trying to divert my attention away from the house
but its hitting me back times and again
im trying to run away from it
but the serotonin was just temporary
im trying to cover myself up
but i cant hid from nobody
im trying to find happiness
but im lost
and it boils down to the question of why me?
i can never answer my own question
ugly me