not torn

where are my ears when i needed them the most.
its aching like it had never ache before.
the strongest one i am batted with.
now i know what i want.
no heart is founder than mine.

what if its real

a nightmare.
one that hardly any spoke about since.
cant guarantee if its not true, or not going to be..
i lost the look in the dream, but
not the anxiety, the hatred, the fear..
the emotions that kill.

moments

went zouk for da first time. and would be the last! nice meeting up with my exneighbour again!
didnt stay long either. i was preoccupied with thoughts then.


dad brought mummy n me to the turf club! haa. its my 2nd time there. but first time in the night. it kinda cool to watch racehorses galloping infront of you.
but once again. thoughts flowed in my mind like time never stop..


finally. made my trip with gloria n mun to the concourse. its been quite some time since. but this time it was purely for shopping!
and there goes my wallet! wad a pretty disco ball isnt it! its gona be the highlight of blkc bbq! i hope it will turn out well.
though im not too sure if ive overspent. but im liking it. =)





that's all.

thats how i smile

yesterday morning. i woke up to see epi's flower falling off (not yet bloom). it hurts.

then i so happened to see kaiyuan in the lobby and i screamed out to him like ive seen an angel. "so sad" was what we can say. im not giving up though.

so it started pretty badly. with epi and the job of purchasing lunches for strangers blahblahblah.. then my friend msged me. he came back from hk! and ive krispy kreme delivered! ah.. gonna admit. it made my day less sore. its so sweet! and im super happy to have them even though im not the one travelling.

i realised. guys tend to buy 1/2 dozen of donuts of the same flavour. but girls rarely. hee. sociological trend? ah. wadever it is. i just love them.

thanks potato!

make me fly

Name: Tree

Genus: Christmas Tree (hahaa!)

Birthday: 10 December 2007

tree is made to be with epi. haa. we've to share bad stuffs too k.

hols in hall is quite bored. i guess many people are busy with their sports trainings. and so should i.

=)

growing well.

thanks daddy for buying for me. its from ikea by the way.

haa. many of my stuffs are from ikea.. =)

nice place to shop. nice food to eat!

daim cake!!!~~

my EPI

Name: EpiEva
Genus: Sophrocattleya
Birthday: 6 December 2007

Only one bud/flower will appear at anytime. The one that is special.
Made to listen. and hang around in C318. =)























thanks kaiyuan for helping me to get Epi!

Lignified

when the trees fall.
the flowers wither.
the leaves drop.
the grasses dry.
i'll too.

basic elements required.

sunday sucks.

however,
i realised,
if im not doing it,
then im not who i am.

my distinctions. are undeniably sucky.
searching for the land mine, to blow up myself.
there i go again. a winding path.

self-inflict.

DON'T do things that are not required from you.

its enough.

its more of the relational antonym of strong than it is.