Tuesday, December 09, 2008

not learning at all

how long do u take to realize
how long do u take to respond
and how long do u take to accept
is late really better than never
or its plain too late

no matter how loud inside me is screaming
ive got to do whats needed
faking like i know a lot
faking like im freaking concern
faking like i dont matter

take the responsibility away from me
as i seek my own
as i try to handle those at hands
as i strive to be who i wana be
by 21

dont assume
dont think
dont lie

im trying to pretend. to act. to lie.
my cutie pies..

what's right or wrong

it felt so real. for the first time after so long. the signs were real, the feelings were real. the kisses were real. was it the right thing...