33rd v.day
or technically 32nd since i was born 20
this part of my life that i am most ashamed of
with a scorecard of zero to kick me out of league each time
and it is like no matter how much effort you put it
it is never just yours that matter
but i thank God i have friends and work to fully distract me
at least some parts i am proud
and albeit the setbacks
there is always a strange sense of perseverance
and hopeđź’•
