Sunday, July 31, 2005

afa exam

can u imagine i went for st john at 5.30pm? haha..
usually i would sacrifice anything for st john.. but ..
friday was a short day. and my left knee is hurting!!
went hq for afa-re exam on sat. easy test man. oh, pia leong is so handsome. haha! he moved so close to me when im doing cpr!! haha.. he taught me to pinch and pull the nose harder.. hee.
okok.. then met this 29yrs old officer formerly from dhs.. he's very nice.. we crap ard wif him.. not forgetting the bandaging uncle.. i mean sir.. haha.. even funnier.. i did my favourite palm bandage. he see alredy and said "ok. passed." hahaahaa!
iya. well. knew this exam would b easy. hehee. afterall the qns are forever the same man.. so ambiguous. and if u put all ans as true.. i guarantee u will pass. haha!
oh.. had fun with mdm sim's sons too! oh.. her younger son, alestier kissed me! wahaha.. so cute man.. he's so hyperactive..
ok.. then went to eat with gela, chin and van at the army market. woo.. so long nve chat together.. den walked ard thr for cheap goods. hee.
nth much happened. yah. woke up damn early this morning.. lk 8am! duh.. loads of hmwk to do!! arhhH! take one step at a time. =)

Friday, July 29, 2005

bad training

still training for badminton like almost everyday. i am getting more n more enthu abt it. tts good! but my left knee hurts!!!
today's a fine day. started really well in the morning. its the first time i feel happy on thurs. haha. was happy all the way till the time when i need to get my ppl to get ready for photo taking. was pissed when they dont listen to me. too demanding i am?
was hyper again after that.. and once again, people want to step on my tail. not tt i want to say. i really cant stand those participating in ndp marching contigent. they just cant listen to the parade commander. he was giving instructions and others just want to show tt they're better by laughing at his command. tt is so bad! when everyone wants to be the leader, whose the follower? to be a good follower is more difficult than to be a good leader my dear.
oh. jus need to comment this in my blog. the bubble tea tt i like is peach red teaaaaaa!!! not peach milk tea!!! i dont take milk!! hahaa.. cant believe my dear cherr bought somethg really diff from wad i asked for. omg.
tml's friday. dont feel excited like how i usually do. weird. bad.

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

badminton matches!!!

weee. got so much to say about my 3 badminton matches!! =)
okiex. played girls double with holichu yesterday n today. yupiee!! we won all 3!!
yesterdae result: 17/14, 15/8
todays result: 11/4, 11/4
cool! its my first time joining a badminton competition and just started real training (meaning with footwork etc) 2 or 3 weeks ago! so impressed with myself. ahha. =x before the comp i was trembling like hell.. getting colder n colder.. didnt want to disappoint my shifus! luckily, the luck was in my court. hehee. ok, shall nt get too confident.. real show on next monday!
yesterdays match was fantastic. for the first set, we were both v.scared. but tried to remain as calm as possible ah. get so intense halfway thru tt i could feel as if my whole face turned red! red hot! haha.. really overwhelmed to win the first match. at least, we didnt get knock out straightaway. hee.
todays more challenging. against better players of coz. kenz and cherr played really well! they vs a school team player (from tpss but i duno who) and could pull the score as close as 11/10! though we lost, but still glab tt kenz hit the bloody cocky guy in his face n stomach! wahahaa!
the boys doubles are getting stronger n stronger. jas n yang really need to train more too. saw really cool shots by jas. haha. teach me net man! as for the boys single. no need to elaborate more, long my idol man! he's the champ! haha. of coz, hes our team, helix captain! hehe.
holichu!! we need to practise more.. haha! definitely expecting even scarier opponents next week. but shall do my best! helix, we're amazing! =)
im not losing focus..

Sunday, July 24, 2005

angriest day.

my frens.
if you're reading my post. please, remember to be punctual whenever you meeting your friends. if you know you'll really be late, please remember to give one of them a call to inform. or at the least a message. i just had a horrible experience. and worse still, they are all guys and still don't know they are in fault. i feel cheated. the 30mins have woke me up. im not blinded anymore. i shouldnt be helping them. i shouldnt have trusted you all. its a painful yet good whack to my heart.
regards,
leeling

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

ndp training sux

went for ndp training in tpjc just now.
it sux!!! i dont want to fall in with u guys!! i mean.. duh.. why must i fall in man? when im now commanding ppl to fall in. ;)
ugh. so not used to it. only enjoyed crapping with sabrina. haha! we're like having our own fun! =P
certain BB and GB ppl i've seen. weird. saw ppl disgracing herself too. omg.
the teachers in charge were nice. keep saying they will reward us with goodie bags and nice testimonials. but the fact is tt im not here for all these. just tot tt i could take up a better post like contigent commander or.. than to hold the stupid state flag. ugghhh!
do slow march with the BB GB timing. sooo not right! we had so much arguments abt which command to use and which timing to follow. totally sucky.
the teachers dont know abt it too. duh.. leave it all to us. and when everyone wants to speak.. chaos!
went for zone meeting at hq yesterday nite. reached home at abt 11+. wah seh. sleep immediately man. so damn tired larh! didnt do hmwk either! the meeting went smoothly. saw pialeong! wee. so handsome! haha! and had fun with les and andy.
yarh. great. not enough sleep today and i lost my maths tys!!! realised it during like.. 2nd half of the day, maths lesson? duh..
went all ard the sch to find.. toilet, track, hall, canteen.. all until i went back to the civics classrm after my maths lesson, and haha! it was there! phew! so i've like left it there eversince morning the first period!! stupid me right! am alredi slow and my sleepiness made it worse!
im having eye bags n dark circles.. not enough sleep? or m i crying too much?

Monday, July 18, 2005

flew.

the moment u bid goodbye and walked further and further away from the departure gate.. all of a sudden, the thought tt u wont be telling me all ur fantastic stories and occurances made me feel terrible. many ppl came and sent u off. not all of us hav the time to wish u, hope u'll understand.
luckily met up with chin les fai gerald at tm after sending my cousin off. met fai and gerald first. after they left for movie, asked chin and les out to accompany me. thanks a lot man. i felt so much better after expressing my craziness. les right, my tears flow so easily this few days, and i believe there are more to come. chatted with them till abt 1. shoik ah!
crap. why does this post sounds so sad.. oh yarh! this is funny..
when my cousin, shengjie and i were crying. my 3rd aunt, the funniest one, came to us. and guess wad man! she sang "ni ku ni ku, xiao de na meh chan ku.."with actions too!! hahahaaa!! omg!!! really hilarious man.. we ended up bursting into laughters!
4yrsssss.. so long.. not even sure if u'll be back during ur hols. hai.. separation is part n parcel of life. but i jus cant accept.

Saturday, July 16, 2005

jianhong's flight!

oh. yesterday after sch, went for first aid society exco interview.
wohoo. had fun with sabrina and adeline!! we all wrote tt we want the president post! muhaha.
felt really comfortable talking to sabrina. probaby coz we're both sj! =)
yeah. i had 8 j2 exco ppl looking at me and bombarding me with qns. haha. but well, wasnt really nervous larh. just acted normally and answered them. guess i cheated with loads of the qns. for example, "wad can u do for the cca?" "i can come up with games and courses to enhance their first aid knowledge." muhaahhaa! u think i will? =x im too committed to sj tt i dont tink i will pay much attention to this one.
ok. then went to tpss to get the result slips from the std3s to apply for their badges. why m i doing tt? helping hweechin out man! but i guess she doesnt even know im doing her job for her! called her so many times but didnt reply my call. ugh! must b enjoying her hols..
oh, looked up for mdm sim to pass her the cd with photogrps tt she needs for the yearbook. im efficient man. she wants it nextwk but i finished it yesterday! haha! great job! =P
went home after tt. slacked the whole day. went out again at 830pm to meet gerald les and fai for some sj matters. went home at 11.
oh man.. the clock is tickling. and i can still remember a month ago yipin left us for auz. and today, its my cousin, edwin/jianhong's turn! im upset. imagine going to a new environment, new country, meeting new ppl, new society! oh my gosh. its so painful to part. he's flying to sydney alone at 8pm tonight (SQ221)!! and there's no1 there whom he knew. hai. really wish he can adapt very quickly.. sending him off later.
all the best to u, jianhong!! tkcare & study hard there! dont miss us too much! =P
oh, jus had badminton again. guess wad. last week was fun but this time wasnt!! all my shifus were so eager to correct robyn and me! muhaha.. thanks larh but was quite mind torturing to play the game and yet keep remindin myself to stretch, to take bigger steps, to use wrist, to run!!! hahaa.. i wasnt really enjoying this time. and the worse is tt the badminton competition coming!! shitx..
my eyes were shocked by urs everytime. they tried running awy. but were paralysed. when they saw u lookin at others, they somehow sense no difference. so perhaps, they dont want to face the reality, or shuld i say, no1 is proving them.

Friday, July 15, 2005

tpjc council investiture

today is tpjc student council investiture.
the j2s councilors step down and the j1s take up their posts.
oh. the ceremony was quite grand. the musics they played were nice!
they made it so sad that some of the j2s councilors cried, even i felt sad too. haha.
the j2s took off their council badges signifying their official step down! so poorthing!
i truly understand how they feel.. just like my own st john passing out ceremony last yr!!
dont feel like leaving. but have to. oh i cried like hell during my speech larh! sick.
oh, hav to mention those annoying ppl sitting behind. how many times i feel like turning back and give them each one tight slap man! ppl put in effort to make this ceremony and they r like criticising every single thing and making fun of it. its a shame and disgrace to have such ppl in our college, in our country! no sense of appreciation! pissed.
do u know passing out is when u feel how much u've underwent and achieved?
friendship, love, leadership, management skills, hardship, tolerance - stronger bond, greater strength!
when u're so commited, u become obssess unknowingly.
ugh. wad crap im typing. tml's friday again! my day!! weee~
oh! better get bak to my james watson book! =P

Thursday, July 14, 2005

sj photo taking

went bak to tpss for sjab photo taking!~
oh man.. when it was our turn to take, it rains!!
haha.. the raindrop keeps falling on my spects!! and i cant use my u to wipe! duh..
well as usual, i sat infront! hahaa.. grace damn funny larh! dragged me to the right side to aviod sitting beside the digusting ms eeeeeeee.. hahaha!
oh.. so funny remindin les not to cross his hands like in the past when he did.. hehe.
then ate together with gela, chin, nana, van, les, ger at LJS. walked around and went homee..
sian. haven touch a single hmwork today. is there hmwork anyway? haha!
heck lah. need to rest again.. =P
reached hm started doing the compilation of sj photos for mdm sim. was quite ez with the help of my sis with the photoshop progg. satisfied with my work! muhahaa!
oh shitz. jus realised i haven do my eom for proj work!!! arhhhH!!!
wad da....... heck ah! ahahahaa..
feelllllllllll somethg stronger n stronger.. is it true? or jus my fantasy?
tata~

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

seasports carnival

wahh.. damn bz these few days.. but before i sum up wad happened these days,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YI PIN! hehee! ;) miss ya so much! esp when i see the canoes today.... ahhaa!
ok, sat went to the cc for badminton! yea! im so enthu now! hahaha.. credit goes to all my shifus - junlong alison cherrlyn ziyang jasper!! haha.. now im pro ! hahaa. and im impressed with my improvement. heee. but prob is jus beginners luck ah. hahaa! but fun man.. lets hav badminton every sat!~ wohoo!
ok. then met up with angela to go to nana's hse to return guitar den go to chin's new hse! hahaa.. quite nice! much better den the old one. =) we cleared only 2games within that one hr.. haha! can imagine how we play? and chin is like aiming for vvvvvlong and still can miss the white ball! =x hahahaa! so we came up with the timing thingie. each hav only 10secs to hit. if not will jus skip! hahahahaa! so funny.. oh anyway, the ppl at the kpool sux like hell!!! so rude! uncivillised! freakin assholes! =P ok.. then we chatted at tm mac again till 12+. hee. so nice!
on sund, went to high sing catholic for national first aid competition with chin and gerald! wee.. saw so many old but high ranking officers! hahaa.. if only i can 'make friend' with one of them. ahaaha! saw my handsome officers junyang & pia leong! hee. oh.. met my primary pals too! evelyn from AHS and xuanhong from pierce!
then today is seasports carnival! wah sian.. junlong and me supposed to tak the attendance for our class. loads of ppl nve attend. but well, we jus got to be fair to those who went. ohh.. ran 3rounds ard the track in the morning and im like panting lk hell. even till now i feel so tight in my chest! wonderin wads wrong.. i dun hav such prob before. feel so uncomfortable.
weds SPA!!!! oh no.. no no no weighing please!!!!! i duno how to use the balance!!! hahaa.. no calcuations for Mr also k!!! crap.
tata!~

Saturday, July 09, 2005

st john

wah.. so many things happening.. at home and in school.
school is getting fun.. haha.. talkin abt pokemon.. and ppl calling me slowpoke.. alison!!!!~ mus find one nickname for her too man.. any suggestions? haha..
oh.. jus had our mt alevel oral.. think its quite easy.. all the discussion topics for this yr's mt oral are simple.. so nice of the setters.. mayb the paper will b damn difficult? duh..
yah, got bak ct papers too.. did horribly.. did i study? kao, i did larh. its alwyz like that. im nve satisfied with my results ever. not even olevel. seriously, im scoring lk cdo.. haha sounds like wad my posting in st john today.. corps duty officer.. but ughhhh.. wadever. tryin not to be bothered wif it and strive again nxtime. the real war has jus began.
new gp tutor? haha. so many ppl r commentin on her. ok, the first impression or look was nice, kind, friendly lady. whether she can teach or not? its after today's essay outline tutorial. well, think she can teach quite well. at least better den ben. she trys to make sure we understand her points. though she's soft-spoken, she still managed to catch my attention. rather den for ben, i jus drift off after he started saying somethg tt i really dont understd at all... overall, a good change. haha.
rush bak hm immediately after sendin my trainer to the bustop bcoz she doest dare to go there herself.. haha! changed into my full brigade uniform and rushed down to tpss by cab. started the parade as usual.. after sj, went lj for dinner wif gela, chin, na, leslie! hahaa.. loads of funny conversations going on.. tt made chin's drink almost fall over again! haha. then we went walkin ard till i damn fadup.. i hate shoppin! esp when i got nth to buy man.. was lk a little pissed. then we sat at our usual place again and gela went off early wif chin at 9+. i was so disappointed. tot could stay out late again tonite as they jus finished their poly sem tests. duh.. leslie actuali wanted to leave as well. but guess he can sensed my unhappiness. so he stayed. tts nice, thankew! oh nana was thr also larh. so we chatted till 1020 then we leave. nana has to reach hm by 11.. and tts not a curfew, she said. haha!
ok. so we set off for home. anyway, meeting all of them again tomorrow. for fun! haha.. anyway, guess its so weird tt i dun enjoy shoppin, watchin movies, playin games, takin pics, making up like those normal girls do.. rather, i jus love sitting down chit chatting!~ anything under the sun. hahaa.. cheap relaxation technic i have! =)
lookin forward to tml's badminton and our date!~

Sunday, July 03, 2005

st john day!

wee. had loads of fun yesterday.
before MT listening compre, received msg tt that day's instructional meeting (st john meeting) is cancelled bcoz all the teachers will b going for moe meeting. omg! so disappointing!!
i've been looking forward to this day so much.. disappointed i am. so actuali missed out one whole passage unknowingly. somemore, its st john day! didnt get to wear my uniform wholeday in sch, just like yrs ago. well, after tt, went to play badminton with my s07 . lots of laughters too. at the funny ways we played. esp jasper! haha.
then meet up with angela! wah, 2 weeks didnt see her. miss her so much! hahaa. then we eat, shop and walk around tampines. after chin and nana finished sch, met them too. oh, and asked leslie n gerald out. yea, leslie's team won the debate!~ euthanasia should not stand!
at kfc, chin accidentally spilled the whole large cup of sprite onto angela (sitting infront of her). haha now i know whr not to seat. hee. laughed a lot there.
then all of us went to watch mr. and mrs. smith at 9.30pm. wooahh, at first we thought its $8.
after leslie bought the tickets. then we realised its $9.30! haha shocked all of us. but still glab to watch a $9.30 movie together, we all kept a ticket to ourselves. haha.
well, the movie is nice. and as usual, i asked a lot of questions. hee. slow in understanding larh. haha somemore im daydreaming at some parts. hee. the show is touching too.. the couple are both assasins and almost killed each other under a trap by their bosses.
oh, watched a lot like love last week with nana. heee. not as nice as mr and mrs smith, but overall ok lah.

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really enjoyed myself. i believe they do too. will see them again next week! =)
all the best for all my frens who are having their sem tests next week! best of luck!

what's right or wrong

it felt so real. for the first time after so long. the signs were real, the feelings were real. the kisses were real. was it the right thing...