ndp training sux

went for ndp training in tpjc just now.
it sux!!! i dont want to fall in with u guys!! i mean.. duh.. why must i fall in man? when im now commanding ppl to fall in. ;)
ugh. so not used to it. only enjoyed crapping with sabrina. haha! we're like having our own fun! =P
certain BB and GB ppl i've seen. weird. saw ppl disgracing herself too. omg.
the teachers in charge were nice. keep saying they will reward us with goodie bags and nice testimonials. but the fact is tt im not here for all these. just tot tt i could take up a better post like contigent commander or.. than to hold the stupid state flag. ugghhh!
do slow march with the BB GB timing. sooo not right! we had so much arguments abt which command to use and which timing to follow. totally sucky.
the teachers dont know abt it too. duh.. leave it all to us. and when everyone wants to speak.. chaos!
went for zone meeting at hq yesterday nite. reached home at abt 11+. wah seh. sleep immediately man. so damn tired larh! didnt do hmwk either! the meeting went smoothly. saw pialeong! wee. so handsome! haha! and had fun with les and andy.
yarh. great. not enough sleep today and i lost my maths tys!!! realised it during like.. 2nd half of the day, maths lesson? duh..
went all ard the sch to find.. toilet, track, hall, canteen.. all until i went back to the civics classrm after my maths lesson, and haha! it was there! phew! so i've like left it there eversince morning the first period!! stupid me right! am alredi slow and my sleepiness made it worse!
im having eye bags n dark circles.. not enough sleep? or m i crying too much?