Monday, August 30, 2004

Joanna's house.

Tired man.. yesterday, after the band concert, went to Joanna's house to stay. HaHa.. with Angela n Hwee Chin. This is the 2nd time we spent our night together. The first time was at Hwee Chin's house. Well, we take away MacDonald to Joanna's house. Thats our dinner & lunch man!!.. Becoz we were aren't prepared for this stay, we do not hav the neccessities. Exp toothbrush. HaHa.. so we went to NTUC and bought one! hAHa.. Angela took the '1- 3yrs old' one and i took the '3 - 6yrs old'. Hahaa.. we were so paiseh to pay.. and Joanna helped us.
Reach her house at around 10.15+ pm and started eating our fries and burger. We chatted for quite some time then went to room and rest. Haha.. all 3 of us borrowed Joanna's shorts (aniway, we wore skirt to the concert). So funny ah... she has all kind of diff sizes shorts.
We started talking about Angela's tuition teacher's name. It's Carnation. haha!! then we tot of HweeChin's name - Cassandra. Then we carried on trying to change her name. We came out with 'Carnae.. nation.. CarnaeKoh.. CarnaeKohco..' hahaha!!! and finally, we decided to call her 'Carnae Koh Hwee Chin'.. hahahaha!!! SO FUNNY! it all started with the Carnation.. haha!! Chin was quite happy with the name.. wahhaa! @least we find it better then Cassandra.. Carnae Koh sounds like Japanese name.. and a bit of French.. haha! unique right!
Oright.. we talked about all sorts of stuffs.. such as boyfriends.. husbands.. breasts.. kids.. house.. future.. dreams.. and of coz.. HUNKIES! muahaha..~ We talked until 3.30am++!! haha.. then fall asleep without me realising it aniway.. heez~
Went to hav breakfast with Angela at Centuary Sq's Delifrance. Then i took a taxi home. Reached home.. bathe then start doing AMATHS!!! Bloody hell.. freaking lot loh! 4 Paper1 and 3 P2!!!.. wad about other subjects?! Don't know what maths teachers are thinking about.. they are all so selfish.. only think of their own subject.. and not others! ...~ wana help us also not by gibing us tons of Papers right.. duhz~ wadeva~ k.. gtg and do again.. SHIT!

Saturday, August 28, 2004

Nevus

yOz yOz! Guess wad im surfing now.. MOLES!! muahaha.. as some of u know.. i have quite a lot of moles.. especially at my arms.. haiz.. sick right!!! ugly seh.. Just now had lunch with Angela.. we happened to talk about moles also.. haha.. so i went to check it out..
Well, scientific term for mole is nevus (pronounced as knee-vus). It is caused by a cell called melanocyte. Melanocytes are supposed to be spread around, but instead, it clots up and hence a nevus is formed. Therefore, in actual, moles are just pigment-containing skin cell.
There are 3 types of nevi - Acquired Nevi, Atypical moles (dysplastic nevi) and Congenital Nevi. The most common type of mole is acquired nevi. It starts appearing during your teen age. A person normally has 15 - 20 moles around your body. It is relatively small. It is either in black or brown colour.
Next, Atypical moles. They are slightly bigger in size then acquired nevi. The colour varies and normally has a pink background.
Lastly, congenital nevi. Mainly covers a large area of body, some whole body. Large nevi can vary greatly in size, shape, color, surface texture, and hairiness. Some are reddish-tan; others are almost black. Most are shades of brown. Some have fine downy hair; many have long, thick, darker hair. Some have a permanent "goose bump" appearance. Their colour may stay the same, lighten slowly or darken slowly over time.
Isnt it scary??!! From a small more.. and become a giant one.. wahh.. moles also have a lot of knowledge behind it. Oyah.. giant moles also can lead to a higher chance of getting skin cancer. So must be careful. Wondering wads the treatment right.. Surgical excision should be done where cancer is a reasonable concern. Improving cosmetic appearance is another reason for excision, but all surgery leaves some scarring. Smaller nevi can be "shaved off". Larger ones can be cut out directly and the wound edges sewn together. Much larger nevi may be excised in stages by taking a little more out each time until the entire nevus is removed. This is called "serial excision." Cutting out very large nevi will leave behind a raw area that is too big to be sewn together and must be covered. This can be done with a split thickness skin graft from some other normal area of the body. The skin-grafted area will have varying degrees of scarring and will usually be thinner and more fragile than normal skin.
Okok.. nice sharing with u all my 'mole' discovery.. haha! hope u all learnt somethg new from here.. cya!

Friday, August 27, 2004

diarrhoea

Heyy.. Im back again to give u some surprises and laughters.. wahhaa! =P Alright.. today i woke up.. washed my face, brushed my teeth, combed my hair, wear my uniform.. and guess wad i did! I SAT ON THE TOILET BOWL FOR 15MINS!! DIARRHOEA!!!! Wah seh.. yesterday night after dinner i already had diarrhoea.. and im wondering wad am i egesting seh.. nothing much left in my stomach wad.. duhz.. my digestive system is really weird.. i often had diarrhoea instead of normal egestion which is also known as 'da bian'.. haha! funny right.. aniway, i had quite a 'pull~' in the toilet in the morning.. then went sch with a terrible.. weird.. stomach ache. But wad to do.. still hav to go right..~ oyah! see.. im now having diarrhoea pblems right.. and u noe wad happened to my sis?!!? CONSTIPATION!!! wahhaahahhaa!! =x well, sooo funny!!! Last time she kept laughing at me when i ran to the toilet.. then now.. wahhaha! she has to sit on the toilet bowl for hrs without even egesting anythg ahh..!! ahhaha..!!! =P
Ok.. then its the normal routine.. study study study.. i love it man! hahaa! sicko~ u simply have to love it b4 u hate it right.. remmber my previous posts.. heez.. Anyway, im starting to like Geo and Social Studies.. haha.. eventhough i lk them.. i might not score.. so haiz.. have to leave that to fate.. oyah.. no no.. how can i leave my life to fate.. i shld create my own fate.. muahaha.. =P Have ur own life.. own destiny.. own fate.. =)
Oman.. im deciding whether or not to go for the Graduation Night.. well, its $55 okie!!! So expensive!!!!.. Furthermore.. people whom i dislike will also be going.. then wad for i go?! right?! Therefore.. i don't have to mood to go. In actual, i don't mind if they want to hav it at somewhr cheaper.. aniway, its juz a few hrs gathering.. spend so much $ for gown.. makeup.. hairdo.. and that $55!! wah piang.. add up also around $200?? sian.. so exp.. somemore my dad is bringing my family to Genting after my Os.. so i rather spend that $200 buying things from Malaysia.. haha.. im i right? The money can also be spend on a dinner.. with some of ur closest friends.. then no need to wear until damn nice lah.. bring around $50 and go to a posh restaurant.. isnt that wonderful?~ better then this grad. nite.. ~ Aniway, i didnt tick the class list.. so most probably i won't be going.. disappointed eh?! hahaa.. pay for me lah.. =x Somemore the thought of going Genting is much more appealing then this graduation night.. i don't treasure this Secondary Graduation Night.. because.. im looking forward for University Graduation! wahahahah!!! =P
Alright.. stomach churning.. diarrhoea again?!?!!?! ... i hope not.. haha! cya!

Thursday, August 26, 2004

Frenz

Gd afternoon my friends, first of all.. im going to describe to u my feelings now.. Im currently listening to Shania Twain - From this moment On. WooO~ and im singing away too.. haha! So im sorry for the rain!~ heez.. Oh man.. its SOOOO SWEET!!! I feel like marrying NOW! wahahaha.. ! Show u some lines n u will understd my feelings.. "U're the reason i believe in love.. and u're the answer to my prayers from up above.. all we need is just the 2 of us.. my dreams came true becoz of u..." heheez.. nice right..!!!! ALL WE NEED IS JUST THE TWO OF US... =) ahaa... so romantic.. if u nve heard of this song b4.. dont hesitate to d/l it! Its great!
Ok, next im going to tell u about what happened in sch today. The best moment i hav in school should be at 2.30pm (Physics Infocus) haha.. its not becoz i like Physics or wad.. but.. becoz Mdm Lim had finished her teaching.. so we actually have 30mins more on our own.. Furthermore, after Physics Infocus is Biology.. where Mr Hafiz told us to go home.. heez.. Then i went over to ZeWei's n Martin's area & talked to them.. and then.. heheheheez.. 2 of my favourites in class came over and one stood on my left n the other on my right!!! wahaha..!!! cOoL right!~ haha! And then the horrible Mal_ _ _ _ haha u noe who? =P came over n squeezed between 1 of my favs n me! bloodyhell! duhz.. So i went over to Angela, Fatmah & Alfred.. haha! had a great chat with them gossiping about the Mel..~ whahahaa! =P
Well, recently keep hearing some misunderstdings and quarrelings between some of my friends.. hmm.. im kind of upset about it although i may not be directly involved. In my opinion, i don't blame anyone of the them.. This is life! Life is always full of mishaps, misfortunes and misunderstandings. Despite all these, we still have to get over it quickly and move on! Friends are your closest companions.. they r the ones that actually know u more than ur parents or even yourself.. They r the ones that r beside you.. to know u.. to interact with u.. to help u.. and to be with u.. I believe that all of us have our good & bad points.. But its up to one to decide whether its bad or gd.. Exp: i speak very loudly to everyone. To some, they may think that its my gd point as im daring n confident. While to others, it may sounds irritating n as if im showing off.. So, as a friend of others, u have to be more caring & understanding.
Let me share with u my relationship with Angela. Haha.. its very good right.. as in we hardly quarrel for 2yrs!! wahhaa.. so how we maintain it?! By understanding.. By being more magnanimous.. By being more sensible.. By being there for each other.. By being thoughtful.. These few words might seem simple to u.. but u hav to get the meaning behind them. Angela, Jeanie, Qiuxia and me were extremely good friends 2yrs back.. we went thru' thick n thin togther.. Had A LOT of quarrels and disputes.. haha.. and i realised that we can resolve all that.. Therefore, when im sec3.. i tried to be more thoughtful.. to think for Angela.. n i realised that she's doing it also. We understd why each other does this n that thing.. we know the reason.. and r sensible about it. Hence, we can have this good friendship. U have to do the same.
Yes, i agree that u shouldnt change urself just to suit other ppl.. but.. changing urself doesnt mean u lost the battle with ur frenz.. it doesnt mean u're the pathetic one.. U're JUst UPGRADING urself.. Ppl keep telling u ur mistakes.. bcoz they care 4 u.. n wishes u to change n upgrade urself.. by upgrading urself, u can not only hav a gd frenz bside u.. but also lots more coming up! more ppl will love u.. and u will realise life is wonderful.. n u'll feel much better! Don't always not change.. as u noe.. they care for u.. n let u noe ur weaknesses.. but by rejecting them.. it makes them feel bad n hav the thinking 'hey.. y r u lk tt.. fine!'.. and thgs thus turns out to be bad. Come'on why bother over spilled milk? Since things had alredi happened, den let it always be a past.. a history.. =) Forget abt it.. n move on! Be a gd frenz once again.. if both parties can do that.. den things will be great!
People.. i hope that u all can be more optimistic.. cheerful n active.. (haha r u all sick n tired of me keep tellin u how to be a person?) heez.. i don't mean to.. i juz wana share with u.. how gd frenzships r maintain n u will feel that life is much more meaningful. Lesser burden Lesser hatred Lesser worries.. =) Being the first person to talk to another when u 2 r in a dispute doesnt mean tt u r the loser.. it only shows that u r more matured n u want to savage this relationship. Hence, if u still treat the other as friend.. then don't hesitate to talk to him/her.. speak whats on ur mind.. share jokes.. gossips.. n secrets togther.. be open.. then thr'll be nothing to worry about..
Oyah.. one more thing tt is very impt in friendship.. that is TRUST.. we shld trust one another.. believe in each other.. then we can both be happy.. =) hmm.. mayb u will find that its always ez to say den doing it.. but well, im doing it.. n so i hope u r too..
Do continue to upgrade urself.. n remmber.. dont downgrade!! wahhaa.. dun accidentally downgrade urself ah.. haha.. smile more.. laugh more.. tts right! its the correct way of living.. Hope this long post of mine can influence some of u.. im not particularly refering to anyone.. but juz wishes that all my friends are happy.. n i'll be happy. =) Best wishes!

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

Athens

Yoz Yoz.. can't wait to read my post? haha! thanks Kenneth, Jes & Simin.. for being such nice fans of my blog.. hehez.. therefore.. im posting for your sake! haha.. cool har?! heez
Well, the day gone by very quickly.. as TIME IS RUNNING OUT!!! Prelims coming in just 2weeks!! and O's in 2months+!! HAha.. hmm.. stressing u out?! =P i dont mean to.
Alright, this few days im crazy about ATHENS OLYMPIAD 2004! Wah man.. i love RONALD SUSSILO!! haha.. so im kind of happy when JiaWei loss the game?! haha.. sick ah me! heez..
No lah.. actually im desperate for her winning a medal also! She almost won a gold or silver for us.. but well, lost in the last match to that bloody loud speaker!!! - She loves shouting 'ah hah!' in high pitch! Irritating!! Hmm.. Therefore lost the chance to get into finals.. since no silver or gold already.. then what for get a bronze?! RIGHT?! haha! So she must have deliberately lose to the korean opponent - The Chopper (she chops every ball over).. heez.. But im also in agony when i read the newspaper or see the picture of her crying.. so sad!!! She tried! But failed! poor thing right.. haiz..
Anyway, i realised that im afraid of competition.. afraid of facing the fact that i've lost.. hmm.. that may therefore be the reason for me being a optimistic & happy-go-lucky person! =) hmm.. not really everytime happy.. especially to some of my classmates.. wahhaa! i guess, i have always given u all a 'black' face right.. heez! Dont be too bothered about that.. im like that! =P Cant help it! Mood swings u see~ =)
Oyeah, i need to tell u this.. my sis just went to Genting n back on Sunday. She won 2 tickets by sms-ing to the mediaworks.. So lucky heh? Well, so she went there with Ivan. The main thing is that.. u know what she bought for me??!! oh my gosh.. i only loved the 'dao sha pia' - a round shaped biscuit with yellow paste inside.. She bought a cat pencil box! A CUTE LITTLE CAT FACE INFRONT!! .. man.. man man... hahaha! funny right! wah piang eh.. its like for kindergarden pupils!! duhz~ im really wondering if somethg went wrong with her taste?! =P and i told her i will show her how i shop when i go there... after Os! haha.. i'm waiting~~ heez..
Yeah.. late already, i need to bathe! o yah, just realised Philip is the assistant camp commandant for SNCO 2004! IM GRINNING! =) hehehehe! hopefully can work with him! haha.. im nutz again.. okok, hope u all like this post.. tata~ cya!

Thursday, August 19, 2004

MC

Sick ah today.. didnt go to sch.. woke up at 9am.. and started doing Amaths June paper!! see lah.. sick also need to do homework.. haiz.. and watched Olympics.. haha! then went to see doctor at 10.30am.. so happy!! coz Dr Tan is sooooooo handsome!!!! REALLY!!! Although he is 40++ over age.. but he look so CHARMING!!.. wah seh.. i dont mind getting sick often just to go and see him.. heez!! Sorry guys.. i dont hav his picture.. so cant show it to u.. anyway.. he is really handsome! i love him! haha! =x he's one of my favourites.. beside Philip, ChongBoon and Justin Toh.. heheez! =)
Oh.. i had backache.. at the battock area.. haha! and guess wad!! he touched me!!! =x hahaha.. i mean he examine lah.. pressed pressed my bone.. hehe.. i was so embarrassed!! shy seh.. but so nice..~ heheez.. sorry ah, i think im kinda sick! mad! haha.. The medicine was so expensive!! $28 dollars for 3 kind of medicines!!! But nvm.. he's handsome.. so everything is worth it! haha!
Reached home.. started doing homework again.. haiyo!! everyday im doing the same thing!! Is either i sit down n do homework.. or i walk ard my house.. thats it!!! nothing else?! play with my dad's fishes??~ oh man... wad a plain life.. In sch.. also the same! EL, Maths, Amaths, Physics, Biology, Chemistry, Geography, Social Studies.. nth special after havin lessons for the 2nd yr!! So sianx!
Oyah.. i learnt something today.. lesson learnt: Doctors & Teachers are connected in certain ways. The life in school will affect the no. of times u see the doctor.. The more stress & tougher the life in school is.. the more times u will go n see the doctor.. and ask for MC!! haha.. am i right? =P So when teacher stresses u.. u go n consult doctors.. therefore, arent teachers helping doctors to earn more?! haha! make sense right.. heez
Okie, cya! need to go to sch tml~




Wednesday, August 18, 2004

Mothertongue Os

PhEw~.. its been a long time since i last posted.. well, i just find it weird.. hMm.. oright juz checked my email and found this interesting, meaningful mail.. :

A well-known speaker started off his seminar
by holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked,
"Who would like this $20 bill?"
Hands started going up.
He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you
but first, let me do this.
He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill.
He then asked, "Who still wants it?"
Still the hands were up in the air.
Well, he replied, "What if I do this?"
And he dropped it on the ground
and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe.
He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty.
"Now, who still wants it?"
Still the hands went into the air.
My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson.
No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it
because it did not decrease in value.
It was still worth $20.
Many times in our lives,
we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt
by the decisions we make and
the circumstances that come our way.
We feel as though we are worthless.
But no matter what has happened or
what will happen, you will never lose your value.
Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased,
you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you.
The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we
know,
but by WHO WE ARE.
You are special- Don't EVER forget it."

Basically, it touches my heart.. and i agree to it.. i hope this message can get to people who are more pessimistic.. to let u noe that.. everyone has his own value.. tts true! and everyone is different =)
Oyah.. haven tell u guys my O's MT result?! haha.. or u check it out at the board already? hehez.. i scored a A1!! Distinction for my oral.. PhEw..~ oman.. i dont know how to describe my feelings that day (12/08). Well, i was just hoping for a B3.. and that bloody hell CheeWee still laughed at me. Yeah, i failed my semester and scored a C5! for midyr.. haha.. and the final result was shocking right.. thats right.. i was so delighted.. but doesnt want to be 'hao lian'.. Generally i only told my mum.. then i don't know why.. all my aunties n uncles started phoning me n congratulating me.. haha! thanks ah! =)
Hmm.. juz now Angela and me went to buy present for Mark!~~ haha~ guess wad.. this is the only present we bought which we didnt really paid much attention to! =x Well, we had money.. budget ard $30+.. but just dont have the heart.. we entered the wallet shop.. and bought a Azozo wallet for $33.. we paid n left immediately.. n u noe wad, we spent less than 15mins looking and purchasing this present!!! =x Well, maybe becoz we are both very busy and tired after one full day at school. Aniway, the lesson i learnt is: The gift u received might be an expensive one, but the person might just bought it w/o much consideration and thinking if u like it or not.. While, if the gift is something cheap.. it means the person really spend a lot of time searching for it and wondering if u will like it.. becoz its not eazy to look for a cheap n nice gift! heheez =) But its true! isnt it?! haha..
Okie, now my mum is talking to Ms Low, My form teacher!!! duhz.. ~ update some other times! Cya!

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

NATIONAL DAE!

hEy.. today.. ard 12++pm.. CHONG BOON MSG ME!!! hehez.. although its just happy national day to u.. but im so delighted and excited about it! =)
Then he also asked me if im taking my Os this yr.. heez.. so caring.. haha.. im not thinking too much.. well, its really great for someone u like to msg u.. it may just be a msg.. but it means so much.. and is able to brighten your day.. or even weeks.. months.. ~ heeheez..
HAPPY 39th NATIONAL DAY TO SINGAPORE & U!

Friday, August 06, 2004

Meeting Mr Bernard Chew.

okiex people.. the more they ask me.. the more they investigate about this matter.. im getting more and more pissed off! Today.. Jianli looked for me in canteen at ard 2pm.. guess wad! it is definitely something bad right!!!! duhz.. Mr Bernard Chew (discipline master) wants to see me.. see!! i knew it!!! So i went to the HOD room.. n looked for him. wahh.. he was sitting at the rear right area.. wahh.. his table is in a total mess! haha.. reali!! =x it is full of piles of worksheets!!! he asked me to sit down.. n i sat down.. n oh gosh.. the air-con is blowing DIRECTLY at my face.. wah piang seh.. COLD!!!! haha..
He asked me what happened.. n i told him. He laughed n said he believe me becoz i wrote FIVE PAGES of defence statement.. haha!! i reali spent quite some time writing.. He said this is the very first time he received a yellow form with 5 pages of facts! haha.. =) i told him because i was not afraid to hide anything.. and i still believe i might missed out certain points.. he laughed.. haha.. he said becoz usuali the students will be too afraid to write wad reali happened.. so they actuali wrote very little.. to miss out all the parts which they had done wrong. But for me.. im true to myself n others.. so i wrote out all that had reali happened.
okiex.. so we went on talking n talking.. we even talked about social studies stuffs such as source-based Qns.. haha!! he said tat if im in his class.. it will definitely be a lot of laughters.. coz i lk to argue mah.. n usuali hav diff. views from ppl.. well, so our conversation actuali dragged very long.. he kept telling me about life.. that life is alwayz unfair.. im so angry that why do teachers able to gib students this yellow form to accuse them being definant n when students find teachers unreasonable, students cant do anything!!!.. n Mr Chew was kept xplaining to me that it is like that.. she is holding the posting of a teacher.. therefore she is definitely able to issue me this form. stupid right.. of coz i shot back lah.. i said if this form can hapili issued to anyone the teacher finds in wrong.. den the meaning of this form will be gone.. ehheez.. he didnt say back anything about that. =) At the beginning.. Mr Chew actuali wanted to point that im definant by asking if i were angry when im at the parade sq.. i said yes.. so if u r angry.. is there a possibility that u showed the teacher ur angriness, by ur speech or action. i said yes. then.. haah! i clever! and i added on "but Mr Chew, look infront.. the yellow form stated that im defiant in 4e1 classroom.. hence, it actuali got nothing to do with the parade sq stuffs.. i wrote it down to let u know wad reali happened." hehez!! I WON!! =) and he didnt say anything about it too.. So he said he believe me n is not going to write anything under the column 'action taken'.. =) i was extremely cold at that time.. somehow trembling loh!! not becoz im scare.. becoz of the air-con.. he knew it.. but did not adjust.. duhz!!! Mr Chew told me that the teacher will also be questioned about wad happened.. juz that we as students dont know it.. well, he told me some of the consquences i might face if im going to pursue this matter.. he asked me to think about it n let him know..
Our conversation last for 1hr 30mins!! 2pm-3.30pm.. wahh.. long right! haha.. i even told him im mature enough to think.. i spoke very loudly in the HOD rm.. wanting all the teachers to know about it.. coz im not wrong.. n i stressed on this sentence the most "SHE IS NOT FIT TO BE A TEACHER!" hahaha.. shoick seh.. =) So Mr Chew left the HOD Rm with me.. he went to look for that EEEEE~ to speak to her.. den i looked for Ms Low.. to asked if she can make it for tml.. coz that EEEE~ said wana meet us tml after sch... Mr Low brought me once again to the HOD Rm n looked for Mdm Yasmin.. They spoke awhile n Ms Low told me not to worry n concentrate on my EL Oral.. and if tml's meeting is still on or postpone.. she will let me know tml.. gdgd.. n Ms Low even said many teachers are unhappy about that EEEEE~ wanting to meet all the students present at the parade sq that day.. muz be due to our studies n Olevel coming mah.. she still giv us so mani problems.. duhz!!! ahaaha.. Mdm Yasmin still scanned me.. as in her eyes looked at me from feet to head.. maybe want to see if im a 'ah lian' or wad.. and IM NOT! so she smiled at me.. ehhez =) nice ah.. of coz nice to me lah.. im RIGHT! =P
okie okie.. den i went back to class for infocus.. that was quite late le.. ard 3.45pm.. some of my classmates asked me wad happened.. thanks for their concerned.. but im too lazy to xplain every single bit.. so sorry if i sounded ofensive to u.. =) plz understd me.. im pestered by tis sickening thg.. im sick of it! n im not letting it distract me from studying! =P
Okie.. so i walked home after infocus.. well, wads in my mind it 'to pursue.. or not to pursue.. not to pursue.. or to pursue..' hmm.. i get a lot of opinions from my frenz.. thanks for that.. but in my opinion.. the final conclusion i hav when i reached my home is.. TO PURSUE! Because, if Jianli is to apologize to her for shouting.. then she should apologize to me for shouting at me TWICE when im not wrong! Furthermore, she accused me of being defiant. Therefore i want to pursue this matter.. I want her to apologize to me.. in my class! well, of coz.. i will consult Ms Low first n see how is it.. i believe they will ask me not to.. due to my Os.. but now the matter is getting bigger each day.. i shld continue to pursue since im not wrong.. n see wad consquences she's going to bear at the end.. RIGHT?! hehez.. okie, thr will definitely be more stuffs coming up.. stay tuned to my blog to find out more.. haha! =)

Thursday, August 05, 2004

Pic of my report..






EEEEE!

hEy.. guess wad! i received a YELLOW FORM from miss low today.. well, i suspect it is issued by that bloody EeEe~ On the top right hand corner is the word 'defiance'.. hmm.. i heard from SiYi.. Chong Xun.. Kenneth that this form is a some sort of a statement of the offences i hav made. It will be keyed into my data in the computer. It will be a black mark for me.. even when im out to look for job.. they will also know about me being defiant.. but.. the problem is.. I DID NOT DEFY EEEEEE ANYTHING WAD!! She herself, didnt mention wad manner means prepared to go home.. so i stood up lah.. cannot meh?! standing up also shows that i want to go home right.. arggG!! okiex.. so on this form.. im supposed to write a statement.. to defence myself of wad reali happened that day.. I m kinda pissed off with the form.. why if she thinks that im wrong... i will be pinned down by this form.. n when its her fault.. she gets nothing!!! no punishment.. no action taken.. n can happily go around the sch telling them lies!! (Exp. telling her class that 4E1 is noiser than them.) She is such a pain!!
Jianli got the form too.. for his is shouting.. well.. we went to asked Ms Low about it. She said that the form will not be submitted so soon.. the teachers involved (Ms Low, Mr Singh, Ms EEEEEEEE, Mdm Yasmin) will go thru' it n decide if to submit it or not. hmMm.. okiex, so i hav to write to defend myself..
After infocus, Jianli n me went to the office to look for Mr Hafiz.. he's on our side.. he also made fun of EEEE's name.. haha! so funny!! Mr Hafiz told us that the Sec1 pupils are writing a petition to send this EEE off.. see?! this proves that we r right.. =) okiex, Mr Hafiz was angry that we got the yellow form. He wanted to speak to Micheal toh about it.. but i told him that it is not comfirm to be submitted. Therefore, he said if it is to be submit, inform him and he will talk to Micheal Toh for us.. =) so nice to have a teacher on ur side.
So.. i reached home.. bathed.. on my comp.. and started writing this 'composition'.. sick man!!! IM NOT WRONG!!! arggGG..!!! The statement is about 4pages long.. n it is a summaried one.. haha! i guess i missed out some points too.. too mani manx.. how to recall all? =P i started writing at 5.30pm n ended at 7.30pm. TIRED SEH>>>!! my last few lines are "If she is persistent about this matter, i will not give in too. The truth will be revealed soon!" haah!! not bad right?! hehezz.. okiex.. juz let u hav a look at the yellow form n full scape papers i hav written on. =)
HAHAa.. wana fight with me?! arguE wiTh mE?! win mE?! dOnt takE ur TeachEr posting to talk to me lah.. i m a fair person! i will speak justice with u.. =)
okiex, im tired.. tired of writing letter n typing.. cya!

Tuesday, August 03, 2004

MS EEEEEE!!!

hEy.. guess wad happened juz now?! haha.. well.. if u wana know.. then continue reading.. =) okiex, its infocus time! SICK! we will be having Ms Jaqueline Ee to monitor us.. Oh My gOd! .. but we got no choice.. n u know wad..!!! she doesnt allow us to stand up.. even when Ammar waned to coach weekeat.. duhz!!! after Ammar's xplaination.. she allowed.. but 5mins onli!!! hahaa!! so lame right??!! coach ur frenz also hav time limit!.. stupid..~
okiex.. its 4.30pm alreadi.. she sat on the chair with her stuck-up face.. n she said.. she's waiting for us to be prepared. So.. i packed my things n stood up.. while the rest sitting down.. well.. obviously in a minute or so she called out my full name.. so nice to call meh?~ duhz.. she said why m i standing.. in a DAMN RUDE MANNER.. well, i told her in the best manners i can hav at tt time that i was showing her that im prepared.. prepared to leave the class.. =) haha.. she argued back of coz.. .. den lata she said.. "if u stand up means u r prepared.. then why r the rest sitting down?" haha! n u know wad!!! THEY REST STOOD UP IMMEDIATELY! haha.. n Kesther shouted in a 'buay song' manner for our class to say thanks.. haha! den we left the class.. well, there r other class ppl outside our classrm juz now.. watching wads going on.. hmm.. im not reali proud of myself or wad lah.. i juz wana show my feelings to her.. not wrong ritez? haha.. n i left the class saying "i love u all!" hehez.. when they stood up.. that moment.. i didnt feel that im alone! thanks class! =)
So all of us left happily.. but!! when im somewhere near the staircase that leads to the hall, OMG! saw her again.. n of coz.. she shouted out my FULL name once again.. so nice to call meh?! haha! so i approached her.. hmm.. she asked me to follow her.. im not afraid to look into her eyes.. im juz sick of looking at her stuck-up, buay song, attitude face! okk.. so i went to the flag pole with her.. n some of my classmates saw.. n followed.. THANKS FRENZ! =) Oyah.. some of the 4e3 ppl (exp, Adrian) also saw n came down to support.. haha! THANKS TOO! =)
Okiex.. the first Qns she asked me was.. wad pri sch im from.. den wad class i was in since sec1.. whose my form teacher since sec1.. hmm.. i answered her.. den lotz of frenz crowd ard us.. haha.. n started asking her the reason 4 asking me to stay back with her.. okiex.. she said a lot of stuffs.. like she wants to know our class 'culture'.. something lk how teachers usually dismiss the class.. i xplained.. a lot of them also helped to xplain.. but she still keep asking again.. wahh.. i was kinda 'pek che'.. i xplained sooo mani times.. haiyooO.. my frenz were all asking her to let me go home.. haha! but she didnt of coz.. thanks frenz! =) ok.. den WHAT REALLY PISSED ME OFF IS THIS!!! SHE ASKED FOR MY CCA.. N I TOLD HER IS SJAB!.. SHE WAS SHOCKED.. COZ SHE IS NOW THE NEW SJAB TEACHER (SUAY!).. THEN I TOLD HER THAT I WAS IN THE MUSIC RM LAST SAT FOR THE POC.. SHE SHLD ROUGHLY KNOW WHO M I.. DEN SHE SAID SHE LEFT EARLIER BECOZ SHE CANNOT STAND PPL CRYING!!!!!! (FAIRUS, IF U R READING THIS.. BLOODY HELL RIGHT?!! THE NXT FEW BATCHES OF SJAB CADETS WILL HAV A HARD TIME!!!) MY MY!!! wad the FUCK!! =x cant stand ppl crying?! now im wondering if she has a mammalian heart anot! den she Questioned me about teaching cadets.. BLOODY HELL!!! I INSTRUCTOR FOR 2YRS OKIE!!! HOW DARE SHE QNS ME!!! she said that we shld hav the difference between cadets n instructors (so do teachers n students) n that we cannot be soft to them... OMG!! THIS IS SO WRONG! .. we should also be soft to the cadets.. n of coz.. i gav her some examples.. if we as instructors know that the cadets r tired n thirsty.. we will lower our tone n ask them "do u all want water break?".. n of coz they will shout as loud as they can saying yes.. SEE!!! we cannot alwayz b so hard.. that does not solve the problem.. u wont make ur cadets willing to learn from u.. but make them hate n curse u.. really wad.. may it be instructors n cadets or teachers n students.. we r also frenz.. juz that we muz know the limit as in not to violate the rules of sjab or sch rules.. in this way, the cadets will respect the instructors n the students will respect the teachers! okiex.. im reali angry about sjab stuffs..
okiex.. den she wanted me to gib her my feedback of her.. well i said it..her tone expressions.. n attitude! wah.. sounds familiar ?? haha (onli sjab nursings know wad it =) okiex.. well.. she's RUDE! then she carry on comparing us with students in Eastspring.. stupid right?! duhz.. if she dont lk it she can leave this sch n go Eastspring..
wahh piang.. den it was 5.30pm.. ONE HOUR PASSED!!! oyah.. forgetting to mention Jianli.. well, he could not control his temper again.. n i tried my best to hold him down.. reali scare to see him lk tt.. coz i dont reali want to make this matter big.. its actuali small.. if we will nve meet this Ms ee.. or got nothing to do with her! =P okiex... so Kesther helped to ask her to let me off.. but she wants me to write a letter.. about all feedback stuffs.. but i dont want! i do not want to waste such time writing.. i rather post my blog! haha.. okiex.. so i told her i will meet up with her this Sat 12.30pm outside General Office. =) i guess i will tell Ms Low about it bah.. hmm maybe tt EEEE will tell Ms Low about it.. who knows =)
So we left.. n saw Mr Hafiz at somewhr near the Pri sch gate.. oh man.. he stopped us n asked why we haven go home to study his test.. haha! i almost said out.. but luckily didnt.. n stopped by Fatmah.. but went off rather quickly then.. n told my parents.. n u now wad! My Dad said i wana 'Hao lian'.. cannot stand him seh!!! he juz quarrelled with my sis coz of this 'hao lian' thing n now he's saying me... wads thr 4 me to hl?! i juz cannot stand it.. n wana show her my view?! is it wrong to hav this courage to say out?! ... arggg.. made me mad ah him!
okiex.. got to hav my dinner now.. i wont starve becoz of her! =P sickening.. EEEEE!!! LAst of all, tHankS tO all my frEnZ.. or maybe some i alsO dOnt knOw.. =) ThaNk U!

Monday, August 02, 2004

ChOnG bOon'S BdaY

yEah.. tOday iS CHONG BOON'S BIRTHDAY!! hehez.. guess wads the 1st thg i did this morning?? hehe hehez.. yeah, sms him!!! haha.. i wish him happy birthday, alwayz handsome smart n cheerful.. hehe.. den he replied me twice saying thanks.. hehe!!! i was thinking he might hav deleted my hp no. from his hp.. but he didnt ask who m i.. so this indicates that he has my hp no. in his hp~~ heheez.. so nice.. =)
okiex.. then went to my aunt's house at ard 10.30am.. becoz today is the day which my grandfather died.. went thr n had a kind of gathering with my cousins.. wah piang.. and they had a lot of funny funny questionings.. something like black magic stuffs.. ahaha! and i managed to solve 2!! clever ah? haha! =x but there is still one that i cant solve.. till now.. is about wad 'if now im at Seng Kang.. then i go Hougang.. after that whr will i go?'.. and the ans is 'kang kang lah' duhz.. i dont understd??!! ahah.. anione know this trick??!! tell me the ans leh.. haha.. then my biao di, long long go play my hp.. n sent 'hello dear' to shenhong!!! OMG!!! he anyhow send one.. argGGG!!! i scolded him for wasting my money n ruining my repuitation.. n he gave me 10cents!!! haha.. funny ah.. but dotz.. n i hav to xplain to shenhong.. duhz..~ luckily my biao jie, jiafen was holding on to his hp.. n sent the same msg to someone named Alestier.. haha!!! serve him right ah! the gal replied saying 'r u crazy or r u crazy?' wahahaha!! =P
AftEr thAt.. wEnt to Century Sq to hav coffee with some of my aunts n cousins.. ard 4pm reached home..
Haiyo.. this weekend nve touch homework at all.. dont hav hmwk right? only Chem tys which need to pass up nxt nxt week mah.. hmm.. yah.. i think so~ okiex lohx.. cya!

Sunday, August 01, 2004

SJAB POC!

WoOOoO yOoOO~~ TODAY IS ST JOHN AMBULANCE BRIGADE PASSING OUT CEREMONY!!! wahaha.. walked into sch happily with St john U.. ahha! so long nve wear.. bit weird ah.. but PROUD! haha.. took the Eng test first.. then later.. ard 9.15am.. Joanna called me.. since no teacher was in the class tt time.. i answered.. n guess wad!!! she said SIR PHILIP IS HERE!!! OH MY GOD! i shut my phone immediately n reacted lk a nutz!!! now come to think of it.. kinda paiseh ah.. haha! i was jumping up n down.. rushing Angela n Fatmah.. wahhaa!!! den i quickly took off my earings (haven take off coz actuali wana take a photo of us in sj U lk we rebelling) haha.. but no time.. so i made use of the limited time to make myself look gd!! wahaha.. then reached canteen le.. so xcited.. went over to peep at PHILIP! wahaha.. den of coz.. my std ppl forced me to hormat(salute) him.. haha.. i did it! =) hehe he look smart! ! i love it! wahhaa.. okok.. den i took out my digi cam again.. then started taking pictures in the Music Room.. wahh.. first time poc at music room..
Well, i was damn tired.. guess wad! i run here run thr.. run ard the rm taking photos of philip.. then Vanessa n me had to come up with a impromtu message.. so i was taking pic.. den ran back to my seat n check out the speech with Van.. wahh.. tired! well, at1st abit weird ah.. dont know how to react to her.. but i tried my best.. n it turns out to be gd.. we are normal.. haha of coz normal.. i mean.. we talked normally.. n its better then lastime.. with her new attitude.. okiex, den of coz.. i 'hao lian' the pic of philip which i had taken.. hahaa!!! everyone was happy 4 me.. hehehe i hope so ah! aniway, i was VERY DELIGHTED! SHOCKED! EXCITED! okiex.. then there is this slide show prepared for us.. wahh piang... they put the photo of CHONG BOON n ME!!!.. argGgg!!! put thr couple somemore!!! wahhaaha.. i was happy! but.. philip is thr leh... hehe.. i flower heart ah! haha.. the photos reminded me of the hardships we had.. the pain.. the sorrow.. of coz the love.. the fun.. the joy! i was so touched by that.. almost cried..
Then it was time for the speeches.. it started off with the std2s.. saying about their instructors n stuffs.. i looked at Van.. ahah! forcing her to cry.. but i nve noe.. when Siauling went up.. she started crying.. n tt spike my tear gland.. n i started crying too.. oh manx.. i didnt xpect it to be sooo emotional.. wad Siauling said touched my heart.. her speech was impromptu too.. but reali.. made me recall the times we spent during their JNCO.. in the bus..having flag day.. wah.. den my tears cant stop... i carried on.. n it was Melissa... haha! i was also EXTREMELY touched too.. becoz.. Melissa is indeed a special cadet.. she showed a lot of attitude to us.. n of coz gav us lots of troubles.. haha! but to see her up on the stage .. hear her saying thanks.. oyah! she mentioned me... n called me CPL!!! duhz.. wahh.. i said out loudly 'wah u demote me ah' .. she still dont get it.. ahha! until Xiu Hui tells her.. duhz! well, SO SWEET! o.. then it was Van n me.. duhz.. we walked up there.. with tears in our eyes.. ahha! i started off.. den go one side n cry.. haha.. den Van's turn.. say a bit.. cry! wahaha.. den we went on saying about std2s n std3s.. crying also! haha.. n the std3s said i made them cry ah.. haha! =) tts my motive =P cry cry cry.. we went off.. den Angela, HweeChin had thgs to said.. so i went up with them again.. once again, CRY! haiz.. sad.. to leave the corps.. we realli had a lot... been thru so much a normal sec4 student wouldnt hav been..
Then the end.. Mdm Sim n Sir Philip went up the stage again to give their speech (this was impromptu also).. they were touched by us.. n was surprised that it would turn out to be SOOO EMOTIONAL~ Mdm Sim gave each of us (nursings=girls only) a hug.. so nice.. i almost cried out again.. then we went down to the canteen for refreshments.. haha! only the fishballs r nice.. tts all! =P then i went to talk to the std1s.. n then the std3s.. haha i was so afraid tt Philip would leave when i nve notice.. so i went up to him!!! wahahah! n said "Sit, u wont go off so early rite? coz we wana take pic with u." haha! n he replied with a smile "sure!" ahaha!!!! wahh.. my heart was... melting at tt time.. heez..
Then went off to take some food.. n took pictures!!! quite a lot.. but most of them with Marissa ah.. my stupid cam.. half way thru no batt!!! duhz!!! they said its becoz i showed the philip pics to everyone.. ahhaa! well, i hope Mari send me quickly...!!! i cant wait..
After the ceremony.. we went to the wooden tables outside SJ rm to take our Physics test.. wahaha!! i guess we were party-ing loh! we had lots of crackers.. n drinks which Sir Fairus.. n some std3s passed it to us.. haha.. we were eating, doing n TALKING! at the same time.. ahaa.. cheating lah.. heez.. then Mdm Sim saw.. she quite lenient to us.. but of coz remind us not to talk lah.. haha.. but we still DID! haha.. After the test.. Van went home.. maybe she's afraid the atmosphere might b weird bah.. but ok lah.. now we dont mind liao mah.. aniway, then Angela, HweeChin, Joanna n me went to Delifrance.. we laughed n talked about all that happened during the poc.. heez.. philip.. =x okiex, today's a long post.. im happy.. reali! im touched too.. if zhengqiang or shenghong reading this.. i would lk to appologize.. sorry tt i didnt invite them to take the pic with us.. coz i nve see them.. n was over the moon.. den totally 4got about them.. sorry!!! i really appreciate this event.. Thanks to all who have contributed n helped to organised.. THANK YOU~ I HAD A WONDERFUL TIME!

Ms Ong's farewell party

Hey.. i bRought the Digi Cam tO sch.. Finally.. haha! well, kinda sad day because Ms Ong is leaving ~~~~~ Today is her last day in TPSS.. then around the early part of Aug she will leave for Taiwan, TaoYuan.. beside her farewell party, which is Maths lesson.. Mdm Ho was mad!!! She came in.. and told us that actuali she doesnt wana come up.. coz her 3e3 class was having test at the same time.. *She said in a joking manner. So.. a lot of us started saying.. iyoo.. den dont cum up lah.. since its the last lesson.. of the week! den in split seconds.. she shouted "wah.. im shocked that Alfred n Chong Xun doesnt wan me to come up, if u think u r that gd.. juz let me know!(tts wad she said A LOT OF TIMES!!!)" .. wahh.. we were all joking right.. duhz!!! i felt so sorry for Alfred n Chong Xun.. infact, i also did say that it would be better if she does not come up.. so we can start preparing for the party mah.. duhz!!! stupid seh her.. i heard her saying tt sentence million of times liao ah! Please loh! i alot of time i wanted to tell her off.. but i endure~~~ since she really help mi improve my Maths.. i tried to endure.. duhz! but come'on loh.. dont piss me off one day!
okokiex, now about Ms Ong party.. haha! im sorry that i didnt help much with the arranging of tables.. coz i was thinking.. why muz i arrange since some of them can actuali hav fun decoratin the board?! duhz.. so i went out to the staircase with Angela.. then Angela became the 'messenger' and im the 'escort' haha! we were waiting for Ms Ong.. and She was late.. the weird thg is that.. when Angela doesnt wan to wait anymore.. i said "ok, i count to 20, if she still doesnt come up, den we go inside classrm." and i started counting.. @ around 5secs left.. she arrived! haha! so coincidental hor! well... den she entered the class.. she was surprised that all our Chinese names r on the board.. n of coz.. she was TOUCHED! haha.. Angela n I didnt went up to her immediately.. of coz we knew a lot of them would.. so we decided to let them do it first.. haha.. so we took a lot of pic.. i was DAMN CAREFULL with the digi cam loh.. i even warned Chong Xun a lot of times before letting him to take pics for the girls n Ms Ong.. haha! we took a lot of pics with Ms Ong.. n Angela n me took with Kimpoh n Ms Ong also.. The atmosphere was happy.. everyone were enjoying .. taking pics.. only PeiYan cant control.. well its of coz more sad for her.. as she is the Chinese Rap for 2yrs.. n kinda close with Ms Ong..
Lata... quite late le.. Angela n me then gave Ms Ong the presents.. haha! i was quite paiseh.. coz guess wad is it! its a TOWEL! haha.. well, i find it practical as she can use it in Taiwan.. and its not cartoon or weird patterns.. its nice.. plain.. =) Hope she will lk it.. o yah! and i wrote one 'love' letter for her.. haha! she said she love reading letters.. heez.. very touching letter wor.. Well, we had the cake.. there r 2.. one mango one coffee.. both vegetarian cake.. i nve had it b4.. so i took the photo of them.. ahha! and Vernise was damn cute! she said 'one, two, three' when she was taking the pic of the cakes! wahahha!! becoz lastime i reminded her to say tt b4 taking den now she too used to it? haha.. i reali had a great laugh! so cute..
Lastly, Ms Ong sat on a chair n we sat on the floor (xcept some lah).. she said her 'last words'.. wahh.. kinda sad that she's leaving.. den i suggested to PeiYan.. asked her to say 'qi li'(stand up) 'xing li'(bow) then we say thank you.. haha tt was my idea man!~ great right.. but of coz.. it made me almost cry out..! oyah.. Ms Ong also gave us each a ferrer rochea (duno how to spell lah).. n she wish me gdluck.. but i said i dont wan.. i want pretty forever.. wahaha!! thick skin hor me? =P well.. so she wish me 'xing fu n qing chun mei man'.. heheez =) meaning happy fruitful life.. the party went on until 2.15pm the 2e2s also having a party 4 her..
I find it weird.. suddenli a lot of thgs happening in class.. n we started taking lots of pic togther.. n talking to one another.. =) tts gd right!

what's right or wrong

it felt so real. for the first time after so long. the signs were real, the feelings were real. the kisses were real. was it the right thing...