Wednesday, October 19, 2005

bio spa

thanks for all who encouraged me. =)
all becoz of my bio spa assessment on monday, that's why i didnt hav time to post.
yarh. its spa!! science practical assessment! it was crap man. albeit the fact tt skillbC were the easiest! you've teachers staring at u!! time rushing u to cheat the results!
haha. prepared hard for that man. but wad comes next, chinese A level exam!! oh no.. there's no intensive programme for us!! so its totally on our own!! i dun hope high this time round. really appreciate those chinese teachers in tpss. so hardworking tt time. marked our essays so quickly.
yestday was terrible. besides spa, stayed back till 410 for college open house briefing tt ends 530! drained. was hungry and giddy. slept at 830pm man! haha. yarh, and woke up only this morning! its shoik. but i guess i really running slight fever alrd. head aching arh!
i looked forward for openhse. but not anymore after tt briefing. it sounds so stupid. only showcasing of arts ccas. eg. drama, dance, guitar, choir but not the rest like soccer, badminton, gaval and interact! and the worse is, it doesnt involve the whole school. just student leaders in specific. how can u call it college open house when the whole school is not getting involve. i think its silly. there will only be talks by principal on new curriculum and also tours ard college. that's all man! those who jus want to hav a feel of my sch, then come forward! haha. Friday, 21th Oct, 9am - 4pm!
havent been speaking to my dad for days. just feel so weird. doesnt know how to express? exactly! he even said "im nt the one taking the exam. why must i know when is yr exam! haha" followed by his laughter. wad da crap! just bcoz yours sincerely here taking mt a level in 2weeks time, u dont have to care? he simply cant be bothered! how grt! im nt gona study for u. im doing it for my sake! my life! my future! mine!!
oh man. misses cheewee so much! his lame/irritating/horrible jokes always make me laugh like hell. though i get mad at him sometimes. haha. miss weibin too! just gotten his ic size pic from xuanrong. wah seh! looks damn cute larh. haha! no change, as usual.
teachers said tt we are more livelier after promo. but i dont feel this way. i become more stress and troubled now.
sickkkk. so uncomfortable.

what's right or wrong

it felt so real. for the first time after so long. the signs were real, the feelings were real. the kisses were real. was it the right thing...