dont read up

theres always reasons to love
cos u never know wads gona come
wads coming after
and u may have yet to know how the pain aches in the heart

almost everyday everynight
even the tiniest minute sometimes
u look at the texts and all thats running in your mind were nonsense
every decision every steps dont seem to matter anymore
cos the rain is coming and the days are ending
for me too


try recalling the last time u felt the elation of actually receiving something that u thought you can only imagine