last day of newyr.

yesterday night was fantastic!
my sec1 cliques all gathered at weichong's house for steamboat! though it was a little disappointing without angela and qiuxia, the rest, jeanie, jeslyn, weibin, xuanrong, weekeat & sheldon made my night! it feels so great to see them and be with them again! just like 6yrs ago..
we joked jeslyn. laughed at weichong & weibin. kp about xuanrong. gambled. watched taiwanese show. soccer matches..
perhaps no1 realised that my birthday is approaching. but seriously, i feel so wonderful. thank you guys. for giving me such memorable night. its already a gift.
left wc's house with jeanie at 230am. haha! late? if not for my family gathering this afternoon. i probably would just stayed till morning. reached home and slept at 330am. that's late. but was still msging charis! haha. she has lots to ask about organic chem's rxns.
oh yah. on fri, went to collect junlong's bday badminton racket with the rest. glab that he likes it. or not? haha. he didnt give much expressions for me to tell. i hope he likes it! its from all of us!
after that, went back to tpss awhile to collect olevel results! not mine of course. my friend and juniors! guess they did fairly well. left with only 3more days to submit application for courses/schools.. this almost drive me real nutz last year. couldnt decide between tpjc, mjc or business admin. phew, i made the right choice afterall. haha.
went to meet qiuxia tt afternoon. she has changed. became quieter. or am i noisier? hmm. i guess everyone's changed. i became cheerful-er! hahaa. jcs friends are just so lucky. if they see my usual blackface. woo. scare them all off. haha! guess i learnt how to take life easily. lighten my weight.
after that, went bak to tpss again at 6pm. haha. im a sicko. well to accompany hweechin. yea yea. then went for movie 'fun with dick&jane'. in my opinion, its not worth watching. not as hilarious as i thought, since its jim carrey. or perhaps its just my mood. i wasnt in the right mood that time. was suddenly overwhelmed with sadness and disappointment when i re-entered tpss that day. sj's killing me. i love the people i made there. but i really hate to work there, with them.
knowing that more & more people wanting to quit sj just make me feel terrible. come to think, angela is right!
"when one reaches the top, he has nowhere to go but off, or go downwards." its true. just like how i wish my superiors are gone.
if i quit sj, will i lose the connection with my friends there? because i made really great ones. that's worrying me.
wadeva it is, my life still goes on. even like i dislike today's family gathering. i still've to smile. tough at first. but it gets use to it. then its good for both parties, for unaffecting their mood, and making my life better. perhaps u should too.

happy new year all! the year never ends! =)