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miscalculations

haha. the pictures say all.

grace and i were having our own fun after the last instructional meeting (aka stjohn training). as much as im concerned, im liking the feeling of being back at corps.

now. surprisingly. every kid gave me an intense inexplicable joy! hahaa. im loving it man! however, like i say, its the LAST IM of the term. and then. very very soon, im going back to studies! which means, i might may shall should perhaps or could not be available for trainings regularly.

haa. well, im not really in a gd position to talk about being regular!! but, im making an effort. havent i! (im always in full brigade uniform back in corps) =P

oh yea! i had many good feelings today! and one of them refers to mdmsim's compliment on the tpsjab logo ive created! wohoo!! fab right! haa. but that logo design was just my draft 2! and u see, after my comp crashed, now ive to spend sleepless night cajoling my sis to help me with the photoshop again! hahaa. so hopefully, pray hard, the logo will be out SOON.

have i mentioned that ive just signed another contract? i mean working contract! shit. im making myself seem like a pauper. working 7days/week. office and roadshows hours! despite being mentally (most of the time physically as well) exhausted, my jobs are fun! at least, my supervisors and colleagues are giving me a great time! =) i hope i still have the energy and time for some friends gathering, karaok-ing, movie, steamboat-ing.. etc!

bliss.

passing out?

ok. the resolution sux.

spendid!

wad a worthwhile leave i've taken today. regret not taking it earlier!
went back for stjohn for the annual poc. the most impressive part of it all is of course, not the powerpoint slides, not the award presentations, not even the buffet!
but it was wad came after that that leaves an impact on me.
theyve grown and matured. well, i dont mean all, but at least, a couple of them. im so grateful that theyve finally thought through it. and theyve changed. mentally. im glad.
and rather, wad they said to me, were making my heart cry! somehow, i felt guilty for standing by them only now. but im still thankful, i didnt give up hope on them. and theyve showed me the light again. (you know, theyre glowing again!!)
a happy friday, 13.

in my warmed office

i love my office. really.
and i cant believe i queued 4hours (4.15pm - 8.15pm), alone, for donut factory's donuts for them and my aunt! haa. marvelous. i guess im obsessed. actually, i tasted it before.
not exactly fabulous, nor any impressiveness with the taste, but its the varieties, the shapes, the colours that im fancy of.
i dont encourage anyone to queue. unless u're as weird as me. =)
my mum and dad were pretty ferious about it. but well, they saw my happy face when i reached home, and they understood.
no strength is as strong as the heart's.
as long as people are happy, so will i!

but of course, when it comes to long-term relationship, its important for the other partners to contribute as well. it can be very sick and frustrating to lie.
im honest.
hee!

in office.

office is crazy!
i love working! i mean not literally working, but the people whom im working with! fantastic supervisors and colleagues!! they're so wonderful that im in such a dilemma as to whether should i quit or not if offered a better one.
like i say, crazy office. we were told to pack up the phamphets, forms, banners, stationeries etc. in the store room just now. guess wad! im in office wear man. skirts, heels (for my colleagues).. well, pretty mad at first, but i know its part n parcel of life.
if we, the temp staffs dont help, do u think the perm ones will? and if they really were told to do, just put urself in their shoes. it would be worse to get perm staffs to do the 'sai kang'! so there u go, i did it willingly albeit becoming a mad women after ransacking the place.

yet sometimes i just dont understand. am i the selfish and insensitive one?
oh no. maybe the more sensitive one.
maybe u can tell me, or in a couple of days, we will see.

the pictures say..

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my heart is still beating..

stigmatized

i want to blog this like god damn millions of yrs ago.
freakk. shit happens and i mean it!
im bewildered! im to be blamed!

"no point in getting angry over what was never said"