Sunday, October 02, 2011

i know that u kept challenging me

so much things is going on at the same time.
cant sleep. cant even wink.
work. home. love. are all so screwed up.
wheres the balance sheet.

i just want to SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
whats the unfair treatment for!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuckup work

oh my god.
job is a bitch. cant stand it!
is someone who quits, a loser!?
its fucking hell daily!
HOW! hate it!
its up to oneself to decide to leave isnt it!
can just simply throw the letter! anytime! anywhere! anyhow!
fucking asshole. what to do!
even vulgarities coming out so frequently!
if chosen to stay, a great plan is needed!
SOS!

what's right or wrong

it felt so real. for the first time after so long. the signs were real, the feelings were real. the kisses were real. was it the right thing...