Saturday, April 29, 2006

tpjc runway show

tpjc runway show was spendid! it is my first time attending school's night performance!
well, it (refering to being there) was meant to be just there to support the twins (angela n shirley) in my class, since they're participating. then the songs n atmosphere triggered me. my spirits were lifted. i started whistling, cheering and shouting at top voice! haha. the feeling is just so cool! its been a long time since i last cheered! ohh.. my voice getting softer man! haha..
obviously, not the whole class went down to support (tt can NEVER happen). only a countable of 8people out of 21! of course, i definitely feel rather saddening that so few actually turn up to give wad they can actually offer to make people's day! (i.e. support!) not that all should go because i want them to, but apparently, they dun feel the need to be there? sad to say, yes. i seriously regretted being so selfish last yr for not attending guitar, band, choir, drama night!! they must've been even better than today. of course, if majority of the people are already comfirmed attending, then perhaps u can skip one performance night. but knowing the twins have very few close friends in school and class, there's a need for their closest friends (like us!!) to support them!!
its not an obligation to do it. tts for sure. its not anyone's duty. but doesnt it goes against your conscience? making u feel a little guilty? well seriously, i feel like i've done a good deed for attending this runway
performance tonight! i believe the twins appreciated our presence too! i cheered and clapped as loudly as i can to calm them now during their walk - that's the best that i can do, and i've done it. +++ i enjoyed the performance! =)
good job!

i just hope to see a little more unity, a little more teamwork, a little more cooperation, a little more responsibility, a little more cohesiveness, a little more fun in class! if not, how are we going to win this year's dragon boat competition!?!?!?!!?
dont coerce me to think that i can just endure thru another 6mths with u guys, and everything will be over.

what's right or wrong

it felt so real. for the first time after so long. the signs were real, the feelings were real. the kisses were real. was it the right thing...