this is for you

dont read.
dont respond.
dont say.
dont tell.
dont ask.

i thought u know. but u dont.

i really know. im just slow.

when can i say im sorry.
pls give me the chance, quickly.
i cant hold it much longer.
i felt so sinful just. its not the supper that i ate. but the content that i made.
i know its too late to say i know how you felt.
but wads more can i say. my apology carries my inner feelings, full of unsound atonement.
im really sorry.
maybe its payback time.