


felt the tiny life with my finger yesterday. so little, so cute, so lovely. cant wait for next week, as they become older, and to play with them.
identifying each of them would be fun. i hope.
how much can we all take.
im unsure. uncertain. and very unassured.
and sorry for being so ungrateful. uncontended.
i ought to be smiling.
but im not. yet maybe.

its so hard to say i love you