Saturday, October 21, 2006

wadd

after all dat ive said to my friends, i start to ponder if i can do exactly wad ive adviced.
i thought i can.. and im still thinking i can.. but somehow da will isnt as strong as before..
i remind myself over and over again.. trying real hard to be isolated..
be optimistic was all dat i wana be.. but im slowly losing dat aspiration to go on..

why is it happening now..
on and off.. on then off.. on and eventually off..
its gods play. my life.

.. i must be strong and independent.. not very emotional but yet be able to empathize with others.. its all up to my mind.. to smile. to live da way god wants it to be. ya.. right
in essence, it is to hide awy. to move awy. from reality. and be normal. neutral. nonchalant.
i really wish i can do it my way..

farewell ass has not climax! gosh. but still,
farewell my class. after all dat tgtherness, its time to bid goodbye.


Hweechin:
get yrself a tagboard. so that i can tag on ur blog instead! ha.
erm improve on yr story and uve lots of rm for improvements. ha.
oh, i forgot to tell u im nt really into romance books like u do.
so perhaps u can try other storylines to intrigue me.. hahahaa!
(honest)

thx god.

what's right or wrong

it felt so real. for the first time after so long. the signs were real, the feelings were real. the kisses were real. was it the right thing...