im blinding myself. driving up the top.
i cant see the way. but i foresee the end.
my heart was not with me i thought.
dont scare me because im fault.
scared is just an understatement.
overwhelming fears, for the moment.
i need u to remind me not to be frighten.
i want to run.
but my legs go numb.
i want to ask u.
but i know u wont.
i want to cry.
which i really need.