and so everything was a lie.
why. why is it me?
it hurts inside out.
it takes all my might to conceal.
my strength to behave normally.
my everything, to continue smiling.
tears no longer mean anything.
hope all crash.
you bring me up and hit me hard.
maybe i need to learn the hard way.
maybe this is how i need to move on.
but.
i dontknow what to do next.
am always there for you
and who's there when i needed you the most