Tuesday, January 24, 2006

snco pop 2005

hey ALL!
im back!! finally after 22 days. haha! well. this time round its not my monitor that fails me. its the cpu and the connection!! its not totally fixed though.
ok. highlight for these days shall be 24th senior nco training course passing out parade cum ceremony @ dhs on 21/1!
in da morning, whole course went running from dhs to east coast park jetty that stretches about 3k!! plus coming back, add up to 6km!!! haha!! fun though. just chiong and chiong. but i feel that though the run tests the cadets on their stamina, endurance, fitness, there is this lack of communication during the run. unlike something that we can do during road march, that is to chat, to divert attention. very few cadets cheer on our way up to the jetty. and lots on the way back. i feel that's becoz huawei asked them to plan properly what cheers/songs they going to sing. if not, guess they'll be even more exhausted and would probably keep their mouth open just for air!
oh yarh. i was the station master, meaning i hav to run before them! haha. it was also a test for me seriously. after long period of hibernating. pretty satisfied w my performance. hee. another 6k? =P
alright, i became medic as well for the run. bak @ dhs, saw chuiyee! so happy to see her!!! it jus reminds me of snco 2004. missed it! later, i took care of all the casaulties in the medic office. when lunch finally came, i helped one casaulty with her food. then we went to take course photo. just after my thought of going for my brunch (which i've missed), pialeong shouted for me. i thought to myself "woah! got good stuff for me? hehe!" (grinned) so i ran after him and to my surprise!! (more of a shock), a casaulty lying on a stretcher at an open space. yahh.. my new work was to take care of casaulty again!! and my goodness sake after he went away! i realised, my lunchbox is still lying intact in the medic rm!! "sad case, i've became medic" i grumbled. not only did i look after her with my eyes, i help to massage her feets as well ok. its tough at first, honestly, i didnt like it, but well, seeing them recover shortly after, gave me a sense of satisfaction too! along the way, i also gain tiny tiny tips. (haha. sounds a bit like self-convincing) oh yarh, not to forget, thanks hweechin for coming over to accompany the lonely me at that time!! haha. i was practically watching over her and looking at the grasses, cars, buildings.. of dhs hostel. =soon after, parade was going to start at about 4pm. and to my dearest stomach, im sorry, i've totally lost the feeling of hunger.
well, this pop and 2004's gave me a totally different feeling. not that i choose to feel this way, i even promised myself to wear a huge smile! but, i just have lots to comment about..
during buffet, i even got pissed to max by someone i regarded as officer! looking at other corps, same feelings and thoughts came back to me. "wah, they're so united. sit, eat and chat together.." is these superficial or real? hm. i believe ots just something my corps needs to learn. (some ppl just spoiled my appetitide even more! i have my 1st bite of the day at 615pm!)
oh man.. then i got pushed n pushed to take pics with my 2 idols by .. yar.. undisclosed.....!!! haha. well, i was shy larh!! totally. one standing on my left and the other on my right!! oh man.. "if only its..." hahaha! anyway, i dont know how some people spread the msg to my idols!! im not that desperate!! dont convey the wrong msg to them! hahaa. anyway, thanks guys! i'll frame the pic up! muhahaa!! no larh. jus memory.
left dhs by running under the rain using our uniform cover to cover our heads. (that's why i fall sick now!!) and on da bus30, chatting w the newly promoted sgts.. cool to know new stories.
oh, and the "best" thing that can happen at that time is, on bus 18, hweechin and me stood up and prepare to alight on our stop, we were shocked that the bus didnt stop!! hahaha! guess what!! we didnt press the bell!! oh man.. so in the end, i got to walk a longer way home..
isnt it saddening?

what's right or wrong

it felt so real. for the first time after so long. the signs were real, the feelings were real. the kisses were real. was it the right thing...