it felt so real. for the first time after so long.
the signs were real, the feelings were real. the kisses were real.
was it the right thing to do? guilt die in me yet i pray every night that we've hope.
not sure if it's silly to say, but it really feels different this time.
but i guess, as i type this, this will end too.
my fate is destined, to just suffer in the realm of love.
never be able to own one, officially, proudly.
it's too difficult inside me. on cloud nine one moment, and gets beaten down hard the next moment.
fear that this ends, makes me tremble. but, how long will it last?
God, i thought you've sent love to me, answering my prayers. please help.me.
i don't want anyone to be hurt. myself too.
