Monday, September 19, 2005

why

i just realised, my posts on st john are disappearing.
i used to blog a lot on the fun and happiness i get from st john. that makes my readers jealous or bores most of them..
even the recent posts on st john are unhappy.

st john can really be a nuisance.
i love it so much. that im so hurt.
nobody will understand.

what's right or wrong

it felt so real. for the first time after so long. the signs were real, the feelings were real. the kisses were real. was it the right thing...