Wednesday, September 01, 2004

teachers' day

HeyToday is teachers' day!.. well, guess wad i bought for the teachers.. NOTHING! Muahaha.. im not sincere, of coz~ Anyway, when we went up to our classrooms, our chairs and tables are arranged exactly the same as how it was when we were celebrating Ms Ong's farewell party. I was surprised! Not only because of the arrangement, but also the party. I wasn't informed about this party. Needless to say, i don't know that there will be cakes, tibits, drinks and of coz i'm not sure of the present for Ms Low. That does not only apply to me. SiYi, Fatmah, Angela, Lela and lots more don't know about it too. Well, i hate it. I hate the organiser of this whole crappy stuff! Wad the fuck.. U want to hav this party.. u want us to pay.. and u nve consult us about the whole thing! Since i wasnt told, then i don't hav to pay right?! bloody hell.. i could feel blood rushing thru my veins when i was in the class. UNITY??!! RUBBISH! This was done by a couple of students only!! I wanted to tell Ms Low about it.. but im afraid she might get upset, so i didnt. Isnt this shity?! I was bored! So sick! it's not fun at all!
Furthermore, during the morning assembly, we wanted to see the present. So we asked those shitty ppl to pass down. And u know wad! They replied saying "don't want lah. Ms Low coming, later she might see it.".. Wad the fuck! Afraid she might see it?!! rubbish! She will see it eventually.. but the problem is.. those who r paying will get to see it when the receiver got it. Isnt it stupid?! When Ms Low got the present.. all of us started asking her to let us see the design of the shirt. (oyah, the present was a shirt designed by some shitty ppl~ infact, i dont know who also~) The whole situation was freaking irritating. Ms Low thinks im involved with this party for her, but inactual, i dont~.. its not that i dun wan.. but there is this bitch who always takes initiative.. and damn bossy.. keep ordering us.. wad the fuck right! Bcoz of her, i lost the mood for this teachers' day thgy. It's still the best when Angela, Jeanie, Qiu xia and me went to make the weight for teachers 2yrs back. =)
OKie, so the day didnt go well of coz. Im gibin them a black face! However, after the concert, at 10.30am++, i went to the office to look for JUSTIN TOH! HEHeEHEHe! Jeanie n Xia kept pushing me to him.. arggG! i was so shy!!! hehee.. they kept asking him to accept me!! haha!! then we talked about sex somemore.. as u noe im 16.. legal for sex! muhahaa~ =) i SHOOK his hand.. hehe.. n wished him happy teachers' day.. of coz~ i held onto his hand for quite some time!! muhahaa.. relunctant to release!!! =P He asked me to study hard.. heez.. i'll.. for his sake.. =x Oyah, i didnt buy anything for him seh!! u noe why.. becoz i no longer treat him as my teacher.. but my valentine! hee.. i gav him somethg homemade for valentine's day loh =) Oright Oright.. then i took picture of him alone.. and me with him!!!! hehe.. juz outside the office.. well, guess wad!! I GRABBED HIM ARM when i stood beside him for the pic! muahhahahahaa... isnt it great.. wah seh.. den he put on my shoulder.. hehhee.... i guess he muz hav shocked by my move.. heez.. Im also quite surprised by my bold act.. =) Mayb coz i dont want to regret! hee..
After that.. i went to hav breaklunch with Angela n Carnae Koh (heehee remmber who? check out my previous posts if u duno.. heez). HAHA! I CANT STOP SMILING N RECALLING WAD HAD JUZ HAPPENED! heez.. =) (= =) (= .. LALalaALaa~ Are U happy for mE? ThankS if u r.. heez.. oright.. im not going to show u the photo! muahhaa.. im keeping for myself!! MYSELF ONLY! =O
OkOk.. i have still not recover from the happiness i've got.. haha! im so happy~ =P Well, maybe u haven take the first step.. bt aniway, i've.. and thats enough.. heez.. wad m i saying.. nutz.. oright.. see ya!~ Oyah.. i did not eat any of the 2cakes that ~~~ bought loh.. wad e fuck.. eat liao later diarrheoa ah.. so cheap... Qbread~

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