engulfed with sadness.
overwhelmed with gloominess.
filled with emptiness.
going into a state of melancholy that u have never seen.
gripping tightly,
to nothing,
come to realization,
to a false illusion.
would u pls share your happiness with me?
because i cant find mine
all i can feel is heartaches.
u said im old enough to think for myself.
but im not myself.
my life is not just mine.
is it all that easy?
im seeing what i wish i cant
im hearing what i wish i cant
im doing what i wish i dont
its not optimistic to be optimistic after all.