Sunday, September 21, 2008

a moment.

engulfed with sadness.
overwhelmed with gloominess.
filled with emptiness.
going into a state of melancholy that u have never seen.

gripping tightly,
to nothing,
come to realization,
to a false illusion.


would u pls share your happiness with me?
because i cant find mine
all i can feel is heartaches.

u said im old enough to think for myself.
but im not myself.
my life is not just mine.
is it all that easy?

im seeing what i wish i cant
im hearing what i wish i cant
im doing what i wish i dont

its not optimistic to be optimistic after all.

what's right or wrong

it felt so real. for the first time after so long. the signs were real, the feelings were real. the kisses were real. was it the right thing...