Monday, January 14, 2008

this wasnt wads on my mind

headaches come every sunday night.
seriously. am i suited to be in hall? hmm.
this pounding feeling just hit me whenever my mind tells myself im coming back to hall.
but there are times when i like the quietness of hall. yea.
the times when you really feel, you are alone. positively.

tmr's the start of year1sem2.
or its today since its now 2am.
well. im still proud to be in nus.
but as one rises higher, responsibilities get heavier too.
i dont know if i can do what ive kind of planned to do.
i dont know if i can persevere.
i dont know what will happen if i do not.
i dont know if i can take the consequences.
i dont know whats going to happen tomorrow.. and the day after.. and the day after..
so sometimes i just felt like paying that 20bucks to get my palms read.
know my future. know how everything might go.
save the trouble of planning, working, striving, hoping even.
but. does it make sense?
haa.

2years from now. i should be very elated.
that would be the last sem of my uni life.
i should be.
=)

epi has grown! its now 1.4cm long! and its growing still. i cant wait to see the flower..

took silly photos with quins new handphone. apparently. i think the lesson learnt is still, hear say see no evil.
though thats not very possible. =p

what's right or wrong

it felt so real. for the first time after so long. the signs were real, the feelings were real. the kisses were real. was it the right thing...