Tuesday, August 03, 2004

MS EEEEEE!!!

hEy.. guess wad happened juz now?! haha.. well.. if u wana know.. then continue reading.. =) okiex, its infocus time! SICK! we will be having Ms Jaqueline Ee to monitor us.. Oh My gOd! .. but we got no choice.. n u know wad..!!! she doesnt allow us to stand up.. even when Ammar waned to coach weekeat.. duhz!!! after Ammar's xplaination.. she allowed.. but 5mins onli!!! hahaa!! so lame right??!! coach ur frenz also hav time limit!.. stupid..~
okiex.. its 4.30pm alreadi.. she sat on the chair with her stuck-up face.. n she said.. she's waiting for us to be prepared. So.. i packed my things n stood up.. while the rest sitting down.. well.. obviously in a minute or so she called out my full name.. so nice to call meh?~ duhz.. she said why m i standing.. in a DAMN RUDE MANNER.. well, i told her in the best manners i can hav at tt time that i was showing her that im prepared.. prepared to leave the class.. =) haha.. she argued back of coz.. .. den lata she said.. "if u stand up means u r prepared.. then why r the rest sitting down?" haha! n u know wad!!! THEY REST STOOD UP IMMEDIATELY! haha.. n Kesther shouted in a 'buay song' manner for our class to say thanks.. haha! den we left the class.. well, there r other class ppl outside our classrm juz now.. watching wads going on.. hmm.. im not reali proud of myself or wad lah.. i juz wana show my feelings to her.. not wrong ritez? haha.. n i left the class saying "i love u all!" hehez.. when they stood up.. that moment.. i didnt feel that im alone! thanks class! =)
So all of us left happily.. but!! when im somewhere near the staircase that leads to the hall, OMG! saw her again.. n of coz.. she shouted out my FULL name once again.. so nice to call meh?! haha! so i approached her.. hmm.. she asked me to follow her.. im not afraid to look into her eyes.. im juz sick of looking at her stuck-up, buay song, attitude face! okk.. so i went to the flag pole with her.. n some of my classmates saw.. n followed.. THANKS FRENZ! =) Oyah.. some of the 4e3 ppl (exp, Adrian) also saw n came down to support.. haha! THANKS TOO! =)
Okiex.. the first Qns she asked me was.. wad pri sch im from.. den wad class i was in since sec1.. whose my form teacher since sec1.. hmm.. i answered her.. den lotz of frenz crowd ard us.. haha.. n started asking her the reason 4 asking me to stay back with her.. okiex.. she said a lot of stuffs.. like she wants to know our class 'culture'.. something lk how teachers usually dismiss the class.. i xplained.. a lot of them also helped to xplain.. but she still keep asking again.. wahh.. i was kinda 'pek che'.. i xplained sooo mani times.. haiyooO.. my frenz were all asking her to let me go home.. haha! but she didnt of coz.. thanks frenz! =) ok.. den WHAT REALLY PISSED ME OFF IS THIS!!! SHE ASKED FOR MY CCA.. N I TOLD HER IS SJAB!.. SHE WAS SHOCKED.. COZ SHE IS NOW THE NEW SJAB TEACHER (SUAY!).. THEN I TOLD HER THAT I WAS IN THE MUSIC RM LAST SAT FOR THE POC.. SHE SHLD ROUGHLY KNOW WHO M I.. DEN SHE SAID SHE LEFT EARLIER BECOZ SHE CANNOT STAND PPL CRYING!!!!!! (FAIRUS, IF U R READING THIS.. BLOODY HELL RIGHT?!! THE NXT FEW BATCHES OF SJAB CADETS WILL HAV A HARD TIME!!!) MY MY!!! wad the FUCK!! =x cant stand ppl crying?! now im wondering if she has a mammalian heart anot! den she Questioned me about teaching cadets.. BLOODY HELL!!! I INSTRUCTOR FOR 2YRS OKIE!!! HOW DARE SHE QNS ME!!! she said that we shld hav the difference between cadets n instructors (so do teachers n students) n that we cannot be soft to them... OMG!! THIS IS SO WRONG! .. we should also be soft to the cadets.. n of coz.. i gav her some examples.. if we as instructors know that the cadets r tired n thirsty.. we will lower our tone n ask them "do u all want water break?".. n of coz they will shout as loud as they can saying yes.. SEE!!! we cannot alwayz b so hard.. that does not solve the problem.. u wont make ur cadets willing to learn from u.. but make them hate n curse u.. really wad.. may it be instructors n cadets or teachers n students.. we r also frenz.. juz that we muz know the limit as in not to violate the rules of sjab or sch rules.. in this way, the cadets will respect the instructors n the students will respect the teachers! okiex.. im reali angry about sjab stuffs..
okiex.. den she wanted me to gib her my feedback of her.. well i said it..her tone expressions.. n attitude! wah.. sounds familiar ?? haha (onli sjab nursings know wad it =) okiex.. well.. she's RUDE! then she carry on comparing us with students in Eastspring.. stupid right?! duhz.. if she dont lk it she can leave this sch n go Eastspring..
wahh piang.. den it was 5.30pm.. ONE HOUR PASSED!!! oyah.. forgetting to mention Jianli.. well, he could not control his temper again.. n i tried my best to hold him down.. reali scare to see him lk tt.. coz i dont reali want to make this matter big.. its actuali small.. if we will nve meet this Ms ee.. or got nothing to do with her! =P okiex... so Kesther helped to ask her to let me off.. but she wants me to write a letter.. about all feedback stuffs.. but i dont want! i do not want to waste such time writing.. i rather post my blog! haha.. okiex.. so i told her i will meet up with her this Sat 12.30pm outside General Office. =) i guess i will tell Ms Low about it bah.. hmm maybe tt EEEE will tell Ms Low about it.. who knows =)
So we left.. n saw Mr Hafiz at somewhr near the Pri sch gate.. oh man.. he stopped us n asked why we haven go home to study his test.. haha! i almost said out.. but luckily didnt.. n stopped by Fatmah.. but went off rather quickly then.. n told my parents.. n u now wad! My Dad said i wana 'Hao lian'.. cannot stand him seh!!! he juz quarrelled with my sis coz of this 'hao lian' thing n now he's saying me... wads thr 4 me to hl?! i juz cannot stand it.. n wana show her my view?! is it wrong to hav this courage to say out?! ... arggg.. made me mad ah him!
okiex.. got to hav my dinner now.. i wont starve becoz of her! =P sickening.. EEEEE!!! LAst of all, tHankS tO all my frEnZ.. or maybe some i alsO dOnt knOw.. =) ThaNk U!

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